Everyday Life & Interests - Loss Support #1: “It’s always hard to lose somebody. It leaves a hole in you heart that never grows back." - Page 4

Sunrise at Midnight · 07-26-2014, 10:03 AM

I don't get it either, I was expecting them to say they found a hidden heart defect or clot or...just something that would explain it.

Tina · 07-26-2014, 10:21 AM

Yeah... it's just weird.

Sunrise at Midnight · 07-27-2014, 02:54 PM

I was doing pretty well, it's real, I understand it...I can't change it. Tomorrow I'll say good bye. But the closer tomorrow gets....it's not so okay anymore....

I got to see my Little Man today. He had a very rough start to life, he was born addicted to some pretty strong meds that his mother refused to stop taking...I watched him go through withdraw as newborn....helped his father in anyway I could which was usually just loving on that sweet sweet baby., while he had to deal with his other kids.....I've gotten to see him thrive...he's starting 1st grade in the Fall...he's healthy, happy and all boy...into everything....it was what I needed to see...good does come from bad....I don't know what yet will be good from this weeks events...but it'll happen...eventually...

How amazing is the human sprit that we can bounce between moments of joy and pain.

Sunrise at Midnight · 07-28-2014, 01:40 PM

This was printed on her service program...

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Mary Frye, American poet (1904 - 2004)

Sunrise at Midnight · 08-01-2014, 12:13 PM

missing her really bad right now

meraki · 08-01-2014, 12:22 PM

Oh Kali!

Sunrise at Midnight · 08-01-2014, 01:36 PM

I had a moment earlier I grabed my phone to tell her about something we had been looking forward to and as soon as I hit send.. it was like a punch in the gut.

meraki · 08-01-2014, 01:50 PM

I'm so sorry to hear that.

Aurora Cormier · 08-01-2014, 01:56 PM

I'm so sorry for everyone's losses

**fly me to the moon** · 08-01-2014, 03:10 PM

My uncle passed away last week and I went to funeral on last weekend since the last time I went to my brother's even tho it felt weird, but different.. Even my uncle lost his life since he was struggle w/ the addictions since it runs in the family..

Sunrise at Midnight · 08-01-2014, 03:11 PM

Steph I'm sorry

**fly me to the moon** · 08-01-2014, 03:13 PM

Thanks.. At least I'm okay, but I'm sad that I didn't have a chance to see him since the last time I saw him in few months later after my brother passed away.. Sigh..

dancingphalange · 08-01-2014, 04:04 PM

I lost my Dad when i was only 11 years old. He died of cancer
which he had been fighting for 3 and a half years. That was 13 years
ago and though it still is a struggle to be able to fight off the depression
that comes when i think what life would be like now
if he hadn't gotten Cancer. How would I have grown up with my Dad being there
as my rock. Because when he was alive, that's exactly what he was.

**fly me to the moon** · 08-01-2014, 04:49 PM

Sorry to hear that..

IrishSouthernBelle · 08-01-2014, 07:41 PM

I stilo have my parents but i have had a lot of loss thtlat has deeply affected me through the years especially my moms parents.i never met my dads dad he ded long before i came qnd i barely remember my dads mom I was three. She called me Dollypop. Ai have lost countless friends and aquaintences over the years. The first vistitaion i remember going to was a classmate in fourth grade we had a mutural pick on each other relationship. Lol. LOSS IS HARD NO MATER HOW OR WHO SOME MORE THAN OTHERS. like i said the hardest for are defintly my moms parents. But the other five hardest were a cousin a little over a yr ago, my bestfriends mother in law who was also a distant relative she passed a week before Christmas this past year, a elderly lady at my church a few months ago, a cousin who died when we were both five or so (a garbage truck hit him backing, and my moms brother who died in a trator accident ( i dont even thinkni mourned the wqy i should ofat that was many years ago. BUT My MAMMAW AND PAWPAW that ripped my heart out. I was a mamaws girl and even lived with her ipretty much saw her everyday of my life and if i was lnt able I tqlked to her several times that day. She passed on her sons aniversary death. The last time i saw her alive she would not let go of my hand for the longest while in soke ways i regret lewving anyother wqys i dont i just couldnt of wqtched hedlr past. My pawpaw passed before her by yewrs. I followed him to the behives as a grasshopper i sat right mlby my mamaw during his funeral she didnt let go. I wws her girl he died onna friday before fathers day lso june is hard. Very hqrd my mwmaw and uncle passed that month to.


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