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Old 08-01-2014, 07:43 PM
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Old 08-01-2014, 07:49 PM
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I lost my grandma to breast cancer last year in October and one year is approaching soon. I think about her everyday and am still so sad about not being able to talk to her. Its hard because sometimes I will wake up and think "I am going to call my grandma" and will actually dial her number and my grandpa will pick up and then it will click on me.
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Old 08-01-2014, 07:51 PM
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the phone call thing is rough
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Old 08-01-2014, 07:57 PM
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Thanks Yes it really is. Its almost like you wish it was just a terrible nightmare and that they were actually still around.
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Old 08-01-2014, 07:59 PM
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Yes, I do that every so often for my grandmother, but most recently, I lost a very close friend last week, and had that moment earlier today.... It's an awful feeling .
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Old 08-01-2014, 08:10 PM
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Im really sorry I bet, how old was she if you dont mind me asking?
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she was 29, she passed in her sleep, it was unexpected.
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I'm so sorry to hear about everyone's losses
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That is so young, wow. Im really sorry!
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I lost my grandma to breast cancer last year in October and one year is approaching soon. I think about her everyday and am still so sad about not being able to talk to her. Its hard because sometimes I will wake up and think "I am going to call my grandma" and will actually dial her number and my grandpa will pick up and then it will click on me.
It is a rather unsettling thing to have someone so close to you just not be around anymore. It took me many years to cope. I'm still coping. Cancer especially is difficult because you have to watch that loved one go through all that pain.
Towards the end I was just glad he was not going to be suffering anymore
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I lost my grandma to breast cancer last year in October and one year is approaching soon. I think about her everyday and am still so sad about not being able to talk to her. Its hard because sometimes I will wake up and think "I am going to call my grandma" and will actually dial her number and my grandpa will pick up and then it will click on me.
I know what you mean i called my mamaw constly if i wasnt wih her. I lost her to panceratic cancer ten years ago. It is wtill hard theyre days that something just hits you. About three years ago i was working as a cashier and has to run this guys check thru when it prompted for a phone number it was hers. I mumbled thankyou turned my light off(thankfully no one was behind him9 went to the bathroom and balled like a baby. I came out and two of my close woek friends looked at me concerned so i had to tell them that the customer had my mamaws phone number. I told them that i knew it was silly but it was my mamaws phone number. I told them that ofcourse i knew someone had it and i didnt know why i was balling. When Tina hugged me and said because you never excepeted to meet them.
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18 days...feels like yesterday...
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