Kendra Luehr

Kendra Luehr

Hannibal AU:
↳Will and Abigail move far, far away where they live happily ever after doing mundane things like clothes shopping and eating breakfast and never unknowingly eat people again.
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Kendra Luehr

Yaaaay, I never thought we were going to make it! I posted some art and ... oh! I forgot to post my mistletoe fanfic, my bad. Here it is...it's called "Mistle No," lol. Yay for puns!

Mistle No - ashes_of_roses (KendraLuehr) - Hannibal (TV), Hannibal Lecter Series - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]

And Rachel, I see that one fic you were afraid to read updated (there's nothing about Will being trans, so I don't get those tags, tbh). It was lovely! I got to read smut on Christmas/my birthday! Show Chapter | Archive of Our Own

ARRRRT!

This one's really neat -- I'd thought of doing something similar, but now I don't have to! http://hannigramesque.tumblr.com/pos...e-ashes-and-no

http://sungl0ry.tumblr.com/post/9959...r-somebody-you

Also, there's a cool Abigail/Matthew Brown AU I left on the Abigail thread, if anyone wants to look. I don't think I'd ever ship them, but I liked the gif-set.

Persephone

TFTNT .

Girls: Hope you had an amazing Christmas !
i was bushing so much when i so both of your reactions . I´m happy you both liked the wallpapers and that my manip was that good :3

Kendra: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY SWEETIE

Simple but by heart .

Miss Graham

Yeahhh! NEW THREAD!



TFTNT, Kendra!

Oh, good! I'll read them after finishing the reply. Thank God, that fic was not what I was thinking but It's bad there are only few Abigill moments.

And about that "Abigill" fic you mentioned on the other thread, this gif below is me...






Ilda: I loved it, sweetie! Thanks again! IT WAS PERFECT! I hope you had an awesome Christmas Day.

Persephone

Your welcome, Rachel . I had a great Christmas, thank you .

Kendra Luehr

Ahhh, I'mma cry! You're too nice to me! *hides my face, then implodes from all the YESSS* xD Haha, thank you! I love it! I'm not deserving of all this, but I'll take it! It looks like a painting! Did you use the oil paint option on Photoshop? Haha, I feel like such an old woman, cuz yesterday my mom got me a cat-shaped neck massager, and my body's response was to get a cramp in my neck, and then my shoulder cracked. xD And then I took a three hour nap, haha.

OF COURSE IT WAS GOOD. You should never feel self-conscious, cuz it was so adorablllle, and my Will loved it, too. Maybe it'll inspire us to have an RP baby, hurr hurr jk. xP But kind of not.

Haha, I know, I thought it'd never come! xD But it's funny, cuz I was all OCD about checking the post number, like OH ALMOST THERE!, and then I didn't even notice when we went over 300, whoops. That party hard gif is frozen, but I know what it's supposed to be doing. xD

LOL I know, but it's better than that other series that's basically just Hannigram vs Abigill. -.- Disappointing. I liked the descriptions for that fic though (the "trans" one) -- it was very ephemeral and pretty. I was hoping for actual sex, but oh well, oral's good, too.

Hahaha, same here. At first I thought I was reading Will's feelings for Abigail, but then when I realized it was Hannibal, I was all LOL BYE NO MORE THANKS. xDD I skimmed til it got to Abigill, but it still wasn't good since I knew why he was having sex with her. -_- Anyway, the girl who wrote that "trans" fic (Idky I keep calling it that since it's not really xD) said she's thinking of making a continuation where Hannibal comes into the picture, but that always makes me nervous since I'm afraid of Hannigail or Hannigram or threesomes. x_X She didn't mention that happening, but you never know what people ship. She made this for smallestshrike though, who said she can't see herself shipping Hannigail again, so maybe she'll still keep smallestshrike in mind, but Idk. :/ I hate that my OTP is OT3'd.

Persephone

Ah, you deserve it .
I only used a few pretty textures, i will send them to you on the PM .
OMG . You are feeling the side effects of age xD. Just joking but is true we have days where we feel like older than we really are .

I´m still blushing, i swear ! But would be cool if all the Abigram shippers felt inspired for Abigram babies . I remember when we were thinking about it .

Kendra Luehr

I love how we're talking in like 3 different places. Twitter's so effing annoying though, cuz I keep having to edit my replies so I don't send you like 10 bajillion different posts. lol In the one I just sent, I wanted to go on a tangent about how I accidentally tagged my Alana in my Will/Abigail porn, and she replied with her "Mama Lana" post, and my Will and I were all AHH ALANA GO AWAY, COVER YOUR EYES, YOU DIDN'T SEE THIS. It was crack hour since it was like 3 a.m. Things tend to get crazy in RP land then. Lots of smut and lots of crack. xD

Aww, thank you! I always love finding new textures. I'm kind of a "textures whore."

Haha no, I probably AM feeling the side-effects of age. xD I'm 27 now, and I was listening to some of my 29-year-old and up coworkers saying how their bodies are wearing down, and they've got wrinkles and stuff, and I'm all NOOOO. haha I looked in the mirror the other day and saw a bunch of fine lines on my forehead, and it freaked me out. xD You can't see them unless you lean in close, but that won't last for long. x_X

Haha, I wish! I know one shipper calls Abigail "Abigail Graham," so I guess that's close. The tag's been active by the same person lately, so at least it's not just me anymore. xP The holidays made me want to write about babies, cuz a lot of ppl had their babies at church, and I was all awwww, pregnant!Abby. xD

Persephone

I will edit my post in a while. Time for dinner ^^

Edit: I don´t even know how to edit on Twitter because everytime i make a mistake, even if it´s my own tweets...i just delete them and write again . Also, it has the limit post thing that i really hate -.-

Jesus xD! I can see how things gets crazy alright .

I´m like you, i love to find new stuff for PS even if most times i don´t use them or don´t know which to pick xD.

I may start doing some arts so, Will and Abigail may get something too . This board has been a little slow so, some arts may help ^^

Kendra Luehr

Music! ^^



lol It's ok. I'm at work, so everything takes forever me to get back to. Omg, really? xD Well I feel better now, haha. Idk if I know how to edit my tweets, cuz I've never really tweeted anybody except for today...and when I tweeted Kacey and Hettienne. So embarrassing, haha. I hate that, too. It's why I stopped using it after only 24 hours. Cuz I made an account in 2007 (it was an RP account, believe it or not), and I thought it was super fun at first, but then I hated it once I found out I couldn't do anything but one-liners. Idk how ppl do it, tbh, especially since I've seen ppl RP smut on there.

Yeah. xP Things get pretty crack-ish with my Alana and her Hannibal (and occasionally Margot, lol). There are lots of discussions of Will's "man panties," too. xD

Aww, that'd be lovely, thank you! ^^ I wish I had time to do all the art I want. :/ I'd started a gif-set of Will and Abigail hunting Hannibal and Bedelia in Italy, but I started that like 3 months ago and I'm still not finished. I only have about 2 of the 4 gifs. lol

Miss Graham

Kendra, do you know this song by Breaking Benjamin? It's my favorite song after Without You.

Kendra Luehr

Arrrgh, I never noticed this parallel before. NOBODY TOUCH ME. lol

Batgorilla

^I never thought that scene would be turned into a positive between them, but he was trying to make it up to her. ;_______________; *dead inside*

Also, this quote made me think of them. ;_; http://u-n-known-poet.tumblr.com/pos...endless-winter

I've been rewatching the Abigail scenes (got through 1x3 and 1x4) today, and wow, now I'm even angrier about her death, cuz I love her even more now. She had so many layers, and THESE WRITERS ARE SO STUPID, ARRRGH.

And here's a drabble someone posted this evening. I liked it: http://blackhorseandthecherrytree.tu...7-will-abigail AND IT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED ON THE SHOW. *cries*

And here, I made a thing:

Found here


And here's some body language: https://38.media.tumblr.com/881f239c...2m6o1_1280.jpg

The attraction section mentions "mirroring," which is basically mimicking someone else's posture/behavior. I always noticed that in the 1x12 scene, both Will and Abigail and leaned forward with their hands folded/have the exact same posture. Idk if Will is mirroring Abigail (which is what is more likely) or if Abigail is mirroring Will, but I always found that really interesting. So it's nice to see my thoughts proven with a Tumblr post.

Ohh, no! Though I'm listening right now. ^^

Miss Graham

OMG! I NEVER MADE THIS CONNECTION BEFORE! OMFG! THIS IS SO SAD BUT PERFECT! It makes so sense now why he was so determined to hide Abigail's story. IT WAS FOR HER. IT WAS ALWAYS FOR HER. BECAUSE THAT'SS WHAT SHE WOULD WANT! DAMN YOU, KENDRA! HOW DARE YOU GIVE ME FEELS?! HOW DARE YOU? DAMN IT! THEY ARE SO PERFECT! EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO CRY IN A CORNER!



Oh, no, honey! Why did you do that? Rewatch s1 is a bad idea. It'll make you angry and sad to see what could be if Bryan wasn't such a dick. I don't hate him as a person but as a writer... Abigail was so interesting, it was so refreshing to see a young girl fights for her own survival, dealing with her traumas and trying to overcome them, being her own person, a grey character and then... UGH! Abigail deserved so much more than that ****. I feel so mad.


Oh, great! I'll read now. Awww, I love your art! It's so beautiful!


I always thought Will is mirroring Abigail because of his empathy. I think that's a way to make her comfortable and open herself to him. I think he does this unconscious but there's empathy involved and ofc, even if they are not that close, he always feels comfortable around her. And that makes feels him more confident, I guess. You can see he doesn't find any trouble in touch her or look into her eyes. Idk, dude, that scene is so perfect. It's my favorite scene for a reason, after all.

Kendra Luehr

That Tumblr user who writes a lot of Abigill (with unfortunate bits of Hannigram) is officially a fan of my interactions with psychoanalyzegraham. xD I was pretty amused by her interjected commentary, lol. Here are a couple:

the mongoose who went under the house - mresundance: so down for abigails-revenge...

and

the mongoose who went under the house - abigails-revenge: psychoanalyzegraham: As...

And here's one of those ship memes (by the same person): the mongoose who went under the house - Abigram Stuff

The Abigram tag is SO active lately

I NEVER DID EITHER, BUT IT'S NOT HELPING MY CURRENT EMOTIONAL STATE. I've had a lot of feels for these two lately, and when I saw that, I was just...NO. It's like, if I hadn't been shipping them since the pilot, that parallel probably would've made me ship them in a heartbeat. I'M SORRY, I GUESS I JUST NEEDED SOMEONE TO SHARE IN MY PAIN. Misery loves company, and all that. x_X If I didn't have RP to alleviate my feels, I honestly think I'd go nuts.

I know. I didn't expect to react in the way I did, though! Cuz I'd already rewatched S1 (and admittedly before S2, so that's probably why I wasn't upset :/), and I was afraid my interpretation wasn't all that IC, cuz I started feeling like I wasn't doing Abigail justice. And the obvious answer seemed to be to rewatch her scenes. And it admittedly HAS helped, cuz my muse/inspiration has been through the roof, but at the same time I got very depressed about it. I'm used to the Hannigram bullsh&t, so I'm pretty much numb to it at this point -- it's the Hannibal/Abigail scenes I'm nervous for/dreading like nobody's business. I mean, I'd be nervous anyway, but after you said Bryan called Abigail evil, I pretty much deflated and lost any hope I ever had of them making her redeemable. I don't like dark!Abigail and don't WANT her to be a killer. I think she enjoys the control it gives her since that's something she lacks (and that's one of my headcanons), but I don't think she actually enjoys HURTING people. :/ Like, I remember the script for her gutting Boyle said she was reminded of her father, so that was partially why it was so easy to kill him. Or maybe that was in 1x12's script, I can't remember... But that made more sense. I'M JUST SO NERVOUS, CUZ THESE WRITERS DON'T GIVE TWO SH&TS ABOUT ABIGAIL AND CLEARLY HAVE NO ISSUE DISMISSING WHAT'S ALREADY HAPPENED FOR THE SAKE OF CHANGING THEIR MIND.

Thank you! ^^ I was going to turn it into a drawing, but got lazy when I realized my reference (I always make manips for my drawings to help with making them more realistic) looked pretty good on its own. Not perfect, ofc, but close enough. xD

Yeah, I agree. Another article on body language said ppl who mirror each other are usually lovers (huehuehue ) or very comfortable with each other, which is honestly neither of those things for Will/Abigail. Will may be comfortable with Abigail, but she never seemed very comfortable with him, which makes me sad. :/ I wanted them to have that opportunity. And that scene's perfect for me too, except for all the ppl who took away from that scene that they both just want to kill ppl 24/7. -_-