Kendra Luehr

This just makes me so angry:

I HAVE NO PITY

I've seen it before, but it showed up on my dash again this afternoon, and Idk, it just blows the mind how EVERY. SINGLE. F&CKING. CHARACTER. Has to die because of Hannigram. Bryan literally said Abigail had to die because she's tied to his memories of Will. F&ck off with that noise. I know this version of Hannibal's a big f&cking whiny baby, but BE A MAN. Killing a young girl just to prove a point/get rid of the butthurt memories is NOT an excuse, and quite "rude," so maybe Hannibal should throw himself in a meat grinder. T__T Ok, that's it, I'm done ranting for today. Hrrrrngh. I'm just really upset and depressed in general, so this didn't do much for my mood, yippee. A part of me is glad she wasn't with Hannibal, but the other part of me knows that would've made more sense than the sh&tfest we got.

He also pissed off the Molly fans, but I'm not even surprised by his bullsh&t anymore: http://rebaamcclane.tumblr.com/post/...-in-red-dragon

Also here, have some porn:

http://abigails-revenge.tumblr.com/p...s-revenge-read

^I felt really awkward, because a Hannibal RPer randomly "liked" our thread, meaning that he's reading about our characters getting it on. Gawd. GO AWAY, HANNIBAL. haha It's funny though, cuz the thread started off with Abigail hiding Will's clothes in the freezer (while he was in the shower), then they ended up cuddling on his bed, then kissing, then borderline murderous sex. xDD Also, someone posted a pornographic gif in the Abigram tag, saying how it made her think of Abigram, so now that's been ingrained in my mind for the past 24 hours. xDD

And some art:

http://noyou****ingcannot.tumblr.com...colours-yellow

http://drlectertho.tumblr.com/post/9...l-never-change ( )

And this isn't them, but I want to use this pic as a reference to draw them:

http://sex-thrill.tumblr.com/post/10...make-you-horny

Miss Graham

Oh, sweetie. That sucks. Are you okay? If you want to talk or something, I'm here for you.

Y'know, that thing he said about Molly, even if it's not a surprise to me, that makes me believe nothing's gonna change in the show. The issues around the female characters will be still there. I mean, what can you expect from a man who can't even recognize the importance of Clarice?! At this point, I can't even be mad at "Hannibal". I'm mad about the writing, I'm mad at the writer. I'm mad because Bryan has this skewed vision about the novel, about Hannibal and all the characters and it's ruining a book that I love because shipping's sake and man pain. I'll be forever pissed that Abigail was never given her own agency beyond her involvement with Will and Hannibal. She'll never be a survival because the bad writing of this show. Because make poor Will suffer and being a little toy for a ****ing Hannigram moment will always be more important than give Abigail her own story, her own voice. And unfortunately, It's not only her, Beverly and Alana are there to prove Bryan doesn't give a **** about anyone but Hannigram. And it seems Molly is going to the same path.


LMFAO! I'll read now. I can use some Abigill smut before the year is out.

Awww, that's a sweet pic. It'll be a beautiful draw if you use it.

Persephone

HAPPY NEW YEAR, KENDRA AND RACHEL!!!

Kendra Luehr

Happy New Year, girls!!! I'm still feeling like sh&t, so I'll get to the threads when I'm feeling more up to it...which will hopefully be soon-ish, but eh. Shippy stuff's the only thing making me marginally happy, so I've only been to those kinds of threads for the most part. But I did finish my picture, at least! You can find it on deviantART here: http://jokerxrachelxnut.deviantart.c...nter-504003950

Saw this pic on smallestshrike's page -- blood trigger warning, though. Not sure what's going on, tbh, since Will's in his prison garb, but holding Abigail (she looks like she's wearing her 1x3 clothes from that nightmare):

http://horrible-device.tumblr.com/po...and-the-maiden


And here's some gifs, though it's not strictly W/A: http://madsmikkelsoned.tumblr.com/post/106796752306

((The porn's continued, FYI...and we now have four different people who've "liked" our post, which is just weird to me. xD We don't normally have creepers reading our porn, so Idky this one's so different...but it's hot cuz he's taking her from behind, so maybe that's why. And one of the Alanas who "liked" the post wrote on her blog how she wanted a Will to dominate her, so I guess we inspired her. ))

Credit on Tumblr

Miss Graham

Hey babies! Happy New Year!



Kendra, I hope you feel better soon, sweetie. Idk what's happening but everything is gonna be okay, y'll see!

Awww, your art is lovely! It makes me sad though, because we'll never see a thing like this. LMFAO Well, people loves reading a good smut , besides dom!Will in fics is so rare that it must be appreciated every time.

Song of the day...

Kendra Luehr

YAY I FINALLY FINISHED THIS DAMN GIF-SET!!!

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Hannibal AU:
↳Will and Abigail survive the events of 2x13, then go hunt down Hannibal (in Florence) for vengeance.

Also, did you like the drawing that one artist did? I thought it was pretty, even though Abby's throat was slit. :/ I just wish it was bigger so I could see the detail better. I guess I'm starved for Abigill art in general, Idk. It's so rare. :/ Smallestshrike reblogged my Will/Abigail gif-set, so does that mean she's back?

Thanks. :3 I've just been moody cuz I'm stuck in a job I hate, and blah blah blah. It'd sure be nice to finally find a job I love. :/

I know, but it blows the mind since he mentioned Molly earlier this year. How could he have forgotten about her???? Even if he can't recognize the importance of Clarice -- hell, ALL the female characters -- you'd still think he could remember them! I've already known nothing's changing cuz of the bullsh&t Hannigram pictures circling around, but Idk, I wanted to have a little bit of hope. :/ Especially since I was so enamored by S1. But of course, if Abby and Bev are both gone, what will there be for me on this show? Well screw him, because I try to give her the survival she deserved. I'm still dreading her appearance on the show. My friends are all, "Well, at least we'll see her again!" and I'm all because I feel like they're going to ruin her character even more. I don't want to give them more chances to screw her up!

Haha yes, very true. And omg, I finally listened to that clip of Hugh reading smut, and now I want to continue writing porn. Dammit! haha

Kendra Luehr

WRONG DIRECTION

^Love these parallels! Anyone who says they have nothing in common are full of sh&t. I think they have way more in common than Hannibal/Abigail, but no one agrees with me, heh. >_> Sungl0ry has given me some lovely gif-sets to fangirl over!

http://timdick.tumblr.com/post/10692...-about-abigail

^And these parallels I do NOT love, omg! I can't believe I didn't notice this before! The whole "say goodbye" thing was foreshadowing. CRYIIIING FOREVERRRRRR. ;___________________;

Also, song! I'd forgotten about this song (I first heard it in the Batman fandom) until one of my friends posted it on a Hannibloom fanmix, and I think it fits Abigill more. Also, I knew that "Wolf" song you posted (thanks to an Abigail fanmix).



Also, Muse's "Unintended" is great, too. ^^ Kind of reminds me of that old love song, "More Than Words," for whatever reason. Not sure why, cuz they don't really sound alike. xD

Miss Graham

Hey sweetie!

I hope you're feeling better. And about you're job you have to be patient and don't lose your faith. I'm sure one day you'll have a good job as you want.

About the art, yes, it's a pretty art and the artist is very talented but I tend not to like these ones about Will and Abigail with an open throat or something like this. Idk, I always feel like people think Will wants to kill her or wtv because of that damn dream. Don't get me wrong, I love it because it shows to me how much Will is already obsessed with her but I think people miss the point of the situation. But, oh well, it's not a surprise.

Again, it's not a surprise he "forgot" about Molly. Actually, that whole quote is a joke to me. Did you read the interview, btw? It's old but I still find it a real joke. I think they were still filming the 2nd season. In a way, he's talking about remarkable women in RD. I don't believe he literally forgot about the Will's wife. I find it impossible, tbh. So IMO, he doesn't find her interesting at all. The fact he kinda recognized the importance of Bev is ridiculous. Because he think she's great but still killed her, anyway. In that same interview Fuller talks about how much he loves writing for women and how the books have too many men but he keeps killing women for man pain. They don't have their own stories, we don't about them, we just know about their connections with Will and Hannibal. And that's frustrating.

I don't see that "goodbye" from the fishing scene as a foreshadowing. Not at all. Because Abigail was supposed to live and run away with Hannibal but Bryan decided to change his ****ing mind to cause man pain. Her death was just bull****.

Oh, I know Pieces. ^^ I love that song. It's beautiful and fits for them perfectly.


Oh, I almost forgot:

Deleted lines from Reveles...

(x)

I wish the didn't cut these lines. It sounds so mature and clever.

Kendra Luehr

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She knows what I think about

Also, more gif-sets:

http://hasensalat.tumblr.com/post/107206487006

http://mrsmischief.tumblr.com/post/107104485680

I'm resilient, so I'm always going to be up and down. A friend invited me to live with her in her an apartment, so that'd mean finally living on my own/out of my parents' house. That's definitely a first step...it just requires a lot of money. :S

Really? I never got that impression from the fandom...of course, I try not to immerse myself in it too often, but a lot of Hannigram's been infiltrating the Abigram tag lately, and it makes me sick. :/ Bleh. I WANT MY HAPPY PLACE BACK. But anyway, I still never saw anyone say they thought Will wanted to kill Abigail (aside from that horrendous fic where he murdered her). I think the message is pretty damn obvious, so if ppl are confused, that's just...no. :/ He's afraid of killing her because he's worried he'll turn into GJH from getting too deep into his mind. I don't see why people look at that dream and assume he wants to actually hurt her?? Especially since he's always so sad and conflicted around her.

No, I never saw that interview. :/ Is it the one ppl are always quoting? Where he says something about how it's important to have more women, so that's why he genderbent a few characters? He's so full of sh&t, seriously. He talks in his interviews like he's so thoughtful of the female gender and that he's doing such "great" things for women, when it's the exact opposite I see on my screen. T_T If he TRULY loved writing for women, it would show in the final product!!! It's weird though, cuz he seemed to love writing women in his other shows (DLM and WF both have very strong lead females), soooo I don't get it! But yeah, I'm not surprised that Bryan doesn't find Molly interesting. I've never really been a fan of Molly, but it's disheartening to think he probably won't even try with her. She NEEDS building up since she's the future Mrs. Graham!

I actually think it could still be foreshadowing, b/c Fuller changed his mind about Abigail (AGAIN) in S1, and they just rewrote everything. So it's possible that by the time they filmed 2x4, they'd already had her death in mind...either that, or there's an alternate version of that scene that'll come out later. I kinda doubt it, though. I'll never be "ok" with Abigail or Beverly's deaths. They were so f&cking pointless. I mean, aside from the obvious attempt at man pain, was Bryan just afraid of writing women/didn't know what to do with their characters/decided to write them off? And Alana's clear purpose in his mind only seems to be "love interest," so Idk how he'll veer from that later on. Ugh.

Oh, I've seen that before! Well...not the actual gifs, I don't think. Was this recently released? Or has it been out ever since the release of S1 deleted scenes?? Cuz I remember reading all the Will/Abigail scenes in script form, and I think that was one of them. There's another one I'd love to see in gif form: the hospital scene. Because there was an alternate version of that, too, that I liked better, since (I'm pretty sure??) Abigail said something about seeing her father in Boyle when she killed him. Or maybe that was another scene, Idk, but I didn't read any of the Hannibal/Abigail stuff, so it had to be Will/Abigail. Do you know what I'm talking about? Or if not, where we can find those deleted scripts? I honestly forgot where, but I'd like to re-read. And I also like the one from 1x9 where she snaps at Will. Cuz he says something like, "Things change." And she says, "Yes, things change. Like you're here. For a change." That would've had sexual tension, yee-haw. lol I feel like they always do anyway, but her sass fuels things. :3

Miss Graham

I can't reply properly now but music for this thread because I'm feeling inspired.

Kendra Luehr

Catchy! ^^ And yay, inspired for what? Or do you just mean this thread in general? lol

Persephone

I found this today :3...While looking for a birthday cake :

Kendra Luehr

OMG I HAVE A FEELS OVERLOAD, I AM CRYIIIIING. Today I made the mistake of posting a meme that asks people to say what their last words to you would be (if your muse was dying), so I had 4 different submissions (one from a Hannibal, Alana, Margot, and a Will). I was so close to crying, uggggh.

And THEN tonight, my Will finally told my Abigail he loved her, so I was like shrieking and Idk, I'm a mess! Here it is, if anyone's interested: I know who I am

*GASP* That's so beautiful!!! Where did you find that?? I love it, thanks for sharing! And yay, whose birthday? :3 Cake sounds good right about now, haha.

Edit: I managed to find it: http://isenbeckii.deviantart.com/art...-NBC-418558619 I saw

Persephone

You´re welcome . I´m glad you found it because i was lazy to post the whole link .

My birthday cake is going to be Hannibal themed and i was taking a look on Google at some Hannibal drawings when i found this .

Kendra Luehr

Ohhh, so it's your birthday? Happy early birthday! That sounds cool! I'm assuming a professional cake decorator is going to do that? Cuz I know that if I asked my mom, she'd be all, "No way in hell." She's talented, but drawing on cakes isn't her specialty. lol When's the specific day? ^^ I feel like I should make you something, but Idk if I have enough time.