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I hope everything's ok now
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Lovely photo!
And that quote just reflects my feels... I now am confused whether I have some serious issues (either mental or physical) or I'm just one of those who's born naturally weird... Bc obviously I am unable to feel satisfaction other than pure joy from cuddling, hugging and kissing Him... Im truly confused bc my body behaves weird and I lashed out few times putting my bf back. He doesnt like when I get mad at stuff and while doing it am harsh on him bc I don't control my emotions too well.. So Thursday woke up not feeling bright. Had runny nose and later felt slight temp up. Got cranky and to work. Got late to His place and 5mins late to work. Work's nothing compared to our tiny fights. He had some drawing job to do and naturally one moment he put out a comment and I walked off in tears. Had a ciggie run to calm down and compose my nerves which finally ended well bc I transformed tears into anger and then complete "i dont care" attitude(which really helps since I have constant troubles with handling my emotions). When got home he was already apologising and we made it heal. So now, afrer I got sick and in a bad mood we kinda got like in another argument-like discussion. Luckily it went okay and we remained fine. But he told me stuff that keeps turning around my head and I cannot really understand my exact feelings. I simply cannot decipher what exactly is that I feel for him... All I know is that I really care for him and worry abt his well being; I miss his warmth and hugs, long for kisses and touches. I love his beautiful eyes and adore his face. My hands instantly sneaks up to either caress his hair or back when we're close. Is that love? Or is it just a Stockholme Syndrome? I have never felt anything like this so I dunno what is that.. Yes, I do though, avoid him. Dunno why. Just saying no to his offers of spending time together using excuses. Sometimes feeling glad we are not working same shifts... I have no explanation of these feelings. Just that I miss him badly and want him to just hold me all the while I kinda avoid spending more time together.. __________________
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I broke up with him. He made no attempt to contact me, ignored any messages from me and then I saw that he's been flirting behind my back (even if he did deny this, I know he is.) I'm hurt, because it adds to the notion that he only said all that stuff to get physical with me.
But I am moving on, I deserve to be with someone that will be there for me. __________________
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Sweet Embace
I hope things get better for you. You will find your Mr Perfect My bff seems to be having the same troubles however she's not getting herself that twisted around. Her attitude is just "i don't care" and she believes to have no prob finding "new toy" if her current one is not behaving. Partly I wish I had such strong nerves. But I'm not. I keep fighting for what literally dropped in front of me and over-react about tiniest bump in our relationship. I feel like I'm obsessed fangirl __________________
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I'm sorry Theresa.
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At least you know now what he is like and that you deserve better than a guy that just wants to get physical. You deserve the moon and stars It's his loss and someone else's gain, sweetheart. Trust me. __________________
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Thanks Vicki and everyone. I feel hurt when I look back on everything he told me, everything he did, but I can only learn from it.
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I'm so sorry Theresa
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My gut instinct always was, something is up. But he told me I didnt trust him and he used that to justify sleeping around, in a way. But I feel good that I could say no and realise he was a player, and charmed to get what he wanted.
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For you guys who celebrate Valentine's Day this weekend, anything planned?
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I know for a fact he was seeing other girls so yeah
I have met someone else though. I dont know how I feel, he's incredibly flirty and made it clear he's very into me, whilst I'm not ready for anything yet. So will just take it easy. __________________
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