**Anja**

I think I would too..!

As we were talking about it in the Seamus thread, here's our song for this years Eurovison. What do you girls think of it?

hfce

We keep going where they are and they are looking for food. It's only fair if we keep taking their space.

They were good but the video is boring as hell though.

fragileღheart

oh wow they were? i had no idea

Sandy0401

That's exactly the issue here, Hope. And where we go camping is right there in the adirondack mountains so bears are a given. The deer there go right up to you it's pretty neat actually.

I like it, Anja

hfce

I am surprised about the deer. Usually they stay away when humans get near them.

Sandy0401

Yeah that's the odd part, but I guess with it being the adirondacks and all they're used to it. If you remember that picture of the deer with Stana, they've gotten closer to people up north here. They stuck there head in my cousins car window for food with her in the car

hfce

Oh wow. I fear one day it will turn tragic. Because if you get a really aggressive one he will get violent.

Sandy0401

Yeah exactly!

Sandy0401

So the other day Amaya finally meet her grandmother. It was nice though I was so nervous lol. They're really excited over the new baby. Yesterday her older brothers mom brought us over so Amaya could meet her siblings. So she has an older sister, a younger sister and three older brothers plus there's a few she hasn't meet yet. Amaya did great with em though it was awkward . Her father wouldn't come over so the mother of four of the kids went home and said I had left to get him over there so he walks in the house and totally blows off Amaya. Then his mom and sister brought her out to them but she freaked out and ended up soaking through . Every time I tried bringing her near the living room she'd freak out so I felt so bad about not having changed her but then her grandma brought her back out there and (this is where I alert the media) he held her and changed her . Then he went to leave without saying bye but his sister said aren't you gonna say bye? So he held her again. He is now considering when we go to court just owning up and signing the paper so hopefully this all goes in a good direction now

hfce

So did she get along with her grandma? Have you set another time to see her again? What is with Amay's dad? What a jerk. I don't blame Amaya for freaking out. She knows he is a jerk too. Babies can sense that.

Sandy0401

Yeah she did, we're supposed to go over tomorrow but I think I may step out for a bit because with me there Amaya is still attached to me so with me not there may help with Amaya in bonding with em all. Yeah he is, I'm hoping now that he's held her hell at least see her or acknowledge her but we'll see .

hfce

So how did the second visit go? Did she go by herself?

**Anja**

I'm wondering that too...!

Sandy0401

No im here with her...it's going good it's just her grandma Amaya and I here

**Anja**

Oh good..!
How's Amaya doing? Is she opening up more?