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Thanks Tia

Guess going to comment anyways now don't see myself going back to him cause not sure if I loved him at all. He's been in love with me for like 7-8 years; ever since I was with my ex. Then went though my problem years if you remember my coming on drunk to the Bamoner thread so just went in the relationship with him thinking I felt something and that's where I'm questioning whether I loved him at all

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So that's why I left him and he's all broken with being pissy thinking its over; everything we planned together is over. Marriage and getting house together; he's pissed cause he thought I considered it which yea looked at rings plus a place but was my heart really in it no cause never considered myself someone to get married and don't want kids. So I was considering to take time to myself to figure things out to see if it could be worked out but no longer

So actually happy about this break up cause he was clingy and possessive just stressed over my cat and stuff. Plus what to do from here cause staying at a friends. Have horrible credit and actually fraud protection on my credit. So afraid of not being able to get a bachelor or a one bedroom to myself cause done with room renting and roommates. Want a place to myself and to make it my own

I sinceriously need to go to bed it's 215 and latest can get up is 11am to make it to work for 12pm but need to get up early to go buy a new outfit to not show up to work in the same one as of today cause no clothes

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At least you have a good friend to let you stay over for a period of time. Hoping for the best; glad to hear you're seeing the breakup as a positive. Best of luck with finding a new place.

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I'll try to get another round in tonight not sure when though

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night guys.

eternalfate

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I agree; a divorce is harder to deal through than a breakup as bf/gf. Just considering the paperwork and legal stuff.

I'm doing well Tia, how are you?

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Yup definitely agree. Even though any type of break up is difficult. It's better to realize that before you lie about your vows. Break up before it's documented. lol

I am quite busy with school assignments. History is just giving me a headache. lol Just too much too remember.

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a divorce sounds horrible.

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Good thing it didn't get to a divorce and that I cut him loose before getting married

finally got a chance to get on a computer to do a round using my friends notebook while he's at work

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And in History, it is basically all memorization!

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After 2am should go to bed; looking like shooting range tomorrow maybe let some stress out

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It's a little past 1 here; oh you know how to shoot? I'd be too scared to hold a gun or even be near a gun.

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I've gone once which was like 2 1/2 years ago with the same friend staying with wouldn't touch it and didn't want to shot. Then when I finally did; used all his ammo so don't remember but looking forward too it

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I guess it's one of those things when you try it out, may become thrilling to do. Still sounds scary to me; be safe! My uncle goes to shooting ranges and showed me pictures of guns he's used/tried out. Yeah, I'd probably faint seeing a gun in person. If it is out and pointing at something I mean.

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I'll be safe

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