Their love story requires many roads to travel and many obstacles to finish. But if it's anything...
their love is raw and powerful. Having known each other inside and out, they've grown to love
each other's strengths and flaws. Nate even kept defending her... it's as if it comes naturally... to
protect her. They don't have to try or study each other. It's just so natural and is. It's passion... not
lust. They don't think... they feel! Even Dan's subconscious is hinting out to him that what Nate and
Serena have is so inate. Unstudied. Making love not for the sake of having sex.. but because they
share a deep underlying passion for each other.

Although they can be rough and steamy, they can also be so delicate and intimate with each
other. They have the best of both worlds. And it's breathtaking.

Both make each other want to be a better person. And, by being apart, they become the empty shells of
their former selves. It's a given fact that they complete each other.

Right now, Nate and Serena are working out their issues separately. Nate with his aristocratic family
and Serena with her own identity.

So that when they do finally get together, it wouldn't much of an issue. They wouldn't have to apologize
for who they are and for choosing to be with each other. Like, somehow, they're working to fix all the
things that goes between them or hinder them from happening. Like, somehow, they're preparing
themselves to become, someday, better people for each other.

In his darkness, she is the light. When everything's wrong, he is her right.

[read their full story]

[1-225]
226. SlideGirl
227. .Franci.
228. awakeningjenny (Jenny)
229. Butterflygirl
230. Starlight*
231. crazy-shipper
232. Hartz
233. honey__tree
234. Brucas_Is_Love
235. Majora's Mask
236. chechinou
237. brokenshards (Jacquelyn)
238. mila
239. irisZ
240. Videl-Chan
241. cbluv
242. Brucasfanalways (Amber)
243. Nerenafan
244. sugarskyhigh
245. yyam084
246. elizagirl
247. albluvscbg
248. CarterT
249. vlc460
250. xkellyx
251. DaeDreemer
252. ilovemcsteamy
253. morrigan blane
254. isabellachoi
255. MaDaMxFeFe
256. hollowmeadow
257. Kindred Spirit
258. roly poly
259. bellcomacento
260. bbroccs
261. feelthatrush
262. ilovecappie

HONORABLES

Chace Crawford
Cecily von Ziegesar
Leighton Meester
Chuck Bass
Blake Lively
Dan Humphrey
Lily van der Woodsen
Blair Waldorf
Rainn Wilson
Mickey O'Connor (TV Guide)
Television Without Pity

[1-100]
101. Because after their "first time," she left with his shirt.
102. Because she never looked as beautiful as she did in his shirt.
103. Because he respects her.
104. Because he knows how she is in the summer. *raises eyebrows*
105. Because he loves her unconditionally, no matter how many people she kills.
106. Because Nate was WOWED by their kiss - and that was only the fake kiss.
107. Because their cuddles and playful punches are adorable!
108. Because they match clothes and it's just too cute.
109. Because their fake relationship works so much better than their real ones with other people.

Blair is highly insecure of Serena. Blair is jealous of
who Serena is. She makes Serena feel guilty of being
beautiful. She makes Serena guilty of being herself.
But her jealousy of Serena should not be mistaken as
judging Serena because that's just it - she loves how
Serena is and she wishes everyday that she could be
more like her. She's jealous of Serena but she does
not hate her. She loves Serena and all her flaws and
all her cracks. If anything, Blair hates herself since she
couldn't be like Serena. Serena, in turn, because she
knows Blair as well as Blair knows Serena, knows how
Blair feels and understands her completely. And since
Serena does not want to hurt Blair, she hates herself
for being herself and she hates herself for loving Nate
because loving Nate meant hurting Blair. Then, we all
know how she is with Dan. Dan, too, makes her feel
guilty of being herself. Because, like it or not, Serena's
flaws is part of who she is. And by not accepting those
flaws, Dan was making her feel like she was not good
enough. In Chuck's case, he may accept her flaws but
he does not enjoy her when she's at her best behavior.
So we have Dan - who only loved her when she's good.
We have Chuck - who only enjoyed her when she's bad
and then we have Blair who accepts all of Serena but
cannot accept how she is supposedly lesser than Serena.
That leaves Nate (outside Serena's family) to accept
and love ALL of Serena without making her feel guilty.
If Serena is Nate's freedom, he is Serena's too.

It was his moment but he missed it, because he was fifteen and
stupid, and didn’t know how to handle the fact that this was his
moment and her name wasn’t Blair.

It was his moment but he missed it, but at least it wasn’t for lack
of trying. Because Nate tried to tell her. He really, truly did.

Except Nate was fifteen, stupid, and drunk, and his “I love you” got
jumbled up somehow on the way to his mouth and tripped out instead
as “I think I’m going to throw up.”

“Me too,” she said, shaking her head with half a laugh and running
her hand through her matted drape of hair.

It wasn’t until years later, as they sat, face-to-face at that old brunch
place on 77th and Lexington, and she smiled at him from beneath
that ethereal hair, bringing a bite of heavily syruped pancake to her
delicate mouth—it wasn’t until then that he realized Serena would
have said the same thing either way.

But it wasn’t her moment. It was Nate’s moment. And he missed it.

lying in my bed
I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles
confusion is nothing new

flashback - warm nights
almost left behind
suitcases of memories...

He knows everything about her, whether its good or bad, and he still loves her with all his heart. He
knows how to be her lover, her friend - everything she could ever need. She represents all the things he
wants but can’t have because of his parents and the [restrictions in] his life. She could embrace her
past and tie it to her present without worrying about whether she’s good enough and he could start
looking towards a bright new future made up of only what’s best for him. Together, they would be able
to break free of the world that binds them.
-sendtherain

It's just something about these two. With not more than nine (9) scenes together in one season, they
have a solid (not to mention, growing) fan base, which just speaks for itself. Plus, they are physically,
the two most beautiful people on Gossip Girl which doesn't hurt, either. Shipping them isn't always the
easiest thing to do since the odds are always against them (book and show) but it's completely worth it
when you know
the magnitude of their feelings for one another.
-njbrc

For me, they are the meaning of true love. They really are soulmates but everything is so complicated...
so complicated that they never gave themselves a chance. Trying not to hurt Blair made them hurt
each other and when they finally let their feelings take the better of them, Serena ran away. The fact
that even after one (1) year those feelings are still there, it's WOW! They can't stay apart. I think that at
the end of the day it's still Serena and Nate no matter what. They are unstoppable.
They are like the rain - it touches all.
-Lôwrane

They are comfortable and happy in each other's presence yet, at the same time, their feelings for each
other and their past always seeps in to make things awkward for them. They have an amazing
friendship and are always there for each other during rough times. That awkwardness I love because it
shows how they are
trying to fight what they feel for each other.
-♥ Laura ♥

These two get each other. They understand each other on a level beyond a normal relationship, thanks
to their deep friendship. They are there for one another when it's necessary and want what's best for the
other person. I also am a fan of how they communicate and how you can just feel that there is
something more than friendship underneath the surface.
-Undeniable


Mr. Bean supports Team Serendipity

Well, if Nate calls Serena the “girl of his dreams”, then we know he would love her eternally. They still
have their bumps but they overcome it anyway because their auras comfort each other immediately.
The fact that they can overcome any obstacles in their relationship, it shows how strong their
passionate feelings are for each other which is why
they deserve to find happiness, desire and love together.
-starznangelz

I feel like they're just so perfect for one another - they make each other happy in a way that no one else
can. Nate accepts Serena, the good and the bad. And she brightens up his life and lets him be free from
all the restrictions around them. I just think together they can balance each other out - be that safe
place that they've both been looking for.
Plus, Chace/Blake chemistry owns me.
-Vilandra-N-Kivar-lover

Nate and Serena has a relationship that is quite compelling to watch. It's not something that is
two-dimensional or just merely black and white. It's a burst of colors that would leave one just spell-
bounded. One doesn't necessarily complete the other because they are already whole as a character in
themselves but when they are together - it's something that is so undeniably obvious - they just
SHINE. Their connection needs no words. They share comfortable silences because of their deep
friendship and yet they also share tension-filled silences because of their

raw and subtly powerful love for each other.
-SergeantPepper

For me, they are "the special two", the Prince and the Princess of the UES .It seems like they have a sort
of "golden aura" that appears only when they're together. Serena lights up and Nate can't help but
stare at her like she is
the most precious thing in the world.
-Lyssie88

[more testimonials]

HOW THE SAILOR MET THE WILDFLOWER

Maybe they were doing art as toddlers and Nate was missing one color in his crayon box... yellow. Serena happened to sit near him and so he tried borrowing from her. He forgot what it was called because he couldn't read yet and so the first words he ever spoke to her was:

N: HEY, what color is your hair?
S: Yellow.
N: Do you have yellow?
S: Yes.
N: Can I borrow?
S: Ok.
N: Thank you. I'll draw you with your yellow hair.
S: Blue.
N: What?
S: The color of your eyes are blue. I'll draw you with your blue eyes. They're very pretty.
N: You have very pretty hair.
S: Thank you.

"Hey. Um, if you wanna reflect alone
together, I'll be around."
- Serena (to Nate), 1x18
[more episode quotes]

Its an itch we know we are gonna scratch.
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch.
But wouldn't it be beautiful?

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

{ PHOTO OF THE MOMENT }


[brokenshards]

Is that alright? To give my gun
away when it's loaded?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am.
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel.
You kill me, you build me up, but
just to watch me break.
I know what I should do but I just
can't walk away.

{ VIDEO OF THE MOMENT }

I can't be as sorry
as you think I should.
I still love you more
than anyone else could.

And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew... that you meant it.

Nate’s gaze landed on Serena first. It always did.

Serena. All legs and laughter and sunshine and perfection, even if
he knew (which he did) that she was really far from it.

He lazily dragged his eyes away from Serena’s radiant face and
brought it to the other girl in the room. For some reason, that’s
always how he thought of her. The other girl.

Blair. All properness and theatrics and insecurity, even if he knew
(which he didn’t, but should’ve) that she acted on those insecurities
after every meal.

Serena didn’t really need him. She hadn’t ever really needed anyone.
Ever. Not even Blair, or her mom, or her dad that was gone now.

But Blair, Blair really needed him. That felt good. He knew that when
she looked at him, she thought the world of him. And right then and
there, Nate knew whom he should pick.

Who he needed to pick. Even if they might never hold his attention
like those long long legs.

So he went up to Blair, who was still glowing from the magic of her
favorite movie, and kissed her straight on the mouth. He could feel
her grasp at his shirt with her tiny hands, and he held her tight.

The teenagers were interrupted by a loud whooping noise coming
from the heart shaped mouth of Serena.

“This is so great!”

And if Nate notices that her voice is a little too loud, the smile a little
too big, the words a little too enthuastic, he doesn’t say anything
because he had just made his choice, and it’s too late to change his
mind now.

But he’s too busy making out with Blair for sure to notice Serena’s grip
is just a little too tight on the martini glass that she’s holding, and that
she put a little too much alcohol in the glass to begin with.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did. And
I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did.
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did.
And you didn't mean to love me back,
but I know you did.

And there are voices that want to be heard.
So much to mention but you cant find the words.
The scent of magic, the beauty that's been. When
love was wilder than the wind.
Listen to your heart when hes calling for you.

{ BOOK MOMENTS }

I keep hopin' for a cure, for some medicine,
just one conversation.
I can't return to you, you must return to me.
That's the deal.

But everything inside you
knows says more than what you've heard.
So much more than empty
conversations filled with empty words.
And you're on fire when he's near you.

{ TOP MOMENTS }

1.

3.

5.

Still got your face painted on my heart,
Scrawled upon my soul,
etched upon my memory.
Ive got your kiss still burning on my lips,
The touch of my fingertips, this love so
deep inside of me, baby.

Ive tried everything that I can
to get my heart to forget you.
But it just cant seem to.
I guess its just no use.
In every part of me
is still a part of you.

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding.
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.
There are many things that I would like to say to you
...but I don't know how.

Because maybe, you're
gonna be the one
who saves me.
And after all, you're
my wonderwall.

{ QUOTES }

And when I need you then I
know you will be there with me.
Just need to get closer, closer...
Lean on me now.

You were like a power of nature.
Telephatic beautiful creature.
Understanding all my weakness.
Patient, love & know when it reaches.

{ CINEMATIC COUPLES LIKE THEM }

I believe that fate has brought us here.
And we should be together but we're not.
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you.
I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin.

I try to say goodbye and I choke.
I try to walk away and I stumble.
Though I try to hide it it's clear...
My world crumbles when
you are not near.

She'd give back all the popularity, the c-list fame and the looks that
never really go deep enough for him. Everything that Blair craves so
badly she'd trade for what her best friend has. He's her everything,
and she'd put him above all she has and can give. Even her own heart.

Maybe that's love.

She’s always known, honestly. She’s just been too scared to admit it,
even to herself. It’s simple, and it’s simple in how it hurts.

So she’ll wait, and she’ll watch as the perfect Upper East Side couple
kiss at parties as she drags some guy she doesn’t even know the
name of off to a nearby bedroom. Because, let’s face it, she’s going
to be waiting a long time, and if alcohol and sex helps to numb the
pain, then who would blame her? She’ll see gray eyes instead of blue
and drink cocktails instead of eating poptarts.

‘I love you.’ She’ll mouth next time she sees him, in the cafeteria.
Blair will be pretending to be eating Sushi and Nate will secretly slip the
girl-who-isn’t-his-girlfriend half of his peanut butter cookie under the
table since Blair’s never really liked sugary food and it’s some silly little
exclusive game they play that gives Serena more hope than she deserves.
She can’t say it, she’ll never say it, because that’s the only risk she can’t
take, the only thing too dangerous for the infamous Serena van der
Woodsen. So she’ll eat the peanut butter cookie and smile, because it’s
from Nate, despite the unsatisfactory taste.

Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.

{ SOUNDTRACK }

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This fourth soundtrack is, in actuality, a fanmix posted by someone from LJ. However,
the songs fits so well with the recent theme - fun, bubbly, sunny and generally, what a
bunch of frisky little bunnies would thump to. Picture this as the music Serena would
pull out from her closet to listen to as she converses over poptarts, iced coffee and pizza
with her Natie-poo. Download the songs that are wild and carefree as they are. Cheerio!
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1 + 2 + 3

01. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
02. Sugababes - Denial
03. Janet Jackson - Again
04. Ruff Endz - If I was the one
05. Ben Harper - Walk Away
06. More Than Words - Extreme
07. Kelly Clarkson - Can I have a kiss
08. Three Doors Down - Here Without You
09. Hedley - For The Nights I Can't Remember
10. Cobra Starship - You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away
11. Regina Spektor - Samson
12. Aqua - Turn Back Time
13. Ana Johnson feat. Bleak - Fate
14. Seether feat. Amy Lee - Broken
15. Toxic - Britney Spears
16. My Beautiful Rescue - This Providence
17. The Cab - I'll Run (demo)
18. Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly
19. Yazoo - Only You
20. No Air - Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown
21. Broken - Lifehouse
22. When Will I See Your Face Again - Jamie Scott & The Town
23. Better Than Me - Hinder
24. When I'm With You - Faber Drive
25. Always Be My Baby - David Cook
26. How Can I Not Love You - Joy Enriquez
27. Hold Me Now - Rea Garvey
28. Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper
29. Anyone But You - Moldy Peaches
30. A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
31. Love Story - Taylor Swift
32. More Than Anyone - Gavin Degraw
33. You Sang To Me - Marc Anthony
34. Delicate - Damien Rice
35. I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
36. Will You Be There - Michael Jackson

Nate Archibald never cries. Happy or sad, his tear ducts are sealed
shut.

Blair knew this.

When Nate and Blair got married at sunset on his yacht in the French
Riviera, he didn’t cry. She could barely recite her vows. Her happily ever
after had finally happened, and she was thrilled. The tears that ran
down her face smeared her perfect makeup, and for once she didn’t care.
Nate repeated his vows, a careful smile on his face. His eyes darted
behind her for a moment. She turned around and saw her still-best-friend
Serena crying her pretty little eyes out. Her makeup wasn’t smudged.

She fixed her make up.

When Nate got the news that his dad had died from a relapse overdose,
he didn’t cry. He walked into his study, slammed the door shut, and
talked on the phone for two hours straight. He wouldn’t talk to Blair. He
refused her food, her words of wisdom, her company. He didn’t tell her
who he was on the phone with. He wouldn’t even open the door for her.
So Blair called her still-best-friend, looking for help about the situation.
The line was busy.

For two hours straight.

When Blair finally gave birth to a beautiful baby girl after thirteen
exhausting hours of labor, he didn’t cry. When they had first announced
that it was a girl, his face lit up and he even teared up a bit. Blair was
too tired to even move, but the look on his face told her everything
that she needed to know. When the child was brought over to her, she
snapped out of her exhausted haze. The baby girl wasn’t the spitting
image of her mother, as she expected it to be. The newborn had bright
blue eyes and golden blonde hair, like her father. Her still-best-friend
Serena came tumbling in and she laughed and giggled at the beautiful
baby. It hurt Blair to see so many similarities. Nate suggested they
name her Serena, after she had left.

They named her Audrey.

When Nate and Blair walked into her no-longer-best-friend’s funeral,
he cried. He cried so hard that his whole body shook. He wasn’t
ashamed of the tears, in fact he didn’t even try to wipe them away.
He let them fall freely. And when he went up to the pulpit to talk
about her, he couldn’t get his words out. His voice choked on the
word Serena, and he walked back down from the pulpit when he was
finished with as much dignity as he could muster.

Nate Archibald did cry.

Because my heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing.
Why did I choose these mistakes to make? Because it's you.
Because beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth.. I loved you first.
Because I'm falling more in love with every single word I withhold.
Because we never really had our closure, this can't be the end.
Because what I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know.
Because what I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go.
Coz we were both young when I first saw you, I close my eyes and the flashback starts.
Because when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free.
Because I'll be free for you whenever you need me and we'll be free together, baby.
Because all the words you sang to me - about life, the truth and being free.
All the while u were in front of me I never realized. Cant believe I didnt see it in ur eyes.
Because I didn't see it. I couldn't believe it. But I FEEL it.
Because I'll break the back of love for you.
Because even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you, dear.
Try as he might, he's unable to speak. He grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek.
Because the bed is unmade, like everything is. Dark little heaven at the top of the stairs.
When you get lonely, if no one's around, you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down.
Come with me tonight, we can make the night last forever.
Because I've seen everything, you've got nothing to prove.
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I LOVE YOU.
Because I wanted freedom. Bound and restricted. I tried to give you up but I'm addicted.
Because you're the one that could have been.
I thought of you and where you'd gone. The world spins madly on.
God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay.
Because in the confusion and the aftermath, you are my signal fire.
Because baby, lets live while our souls are still free
Because why'd ya sing Hallelujah if it means nothing to ya?
When wrong, will you scold me? When lost will you find me?
I'm so confused will you show to me you'll be there for me & care enough to bear me?."
Tell me – with so many out there, why do I always turn to you?
Because we want to see Natie get jealous and fight for his girl!
Because we want Nate to be there for Serena through everything with her father.
So I’ll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore.
And who’s to say that we’re not good enough, that this is not our love?
Because we’re consumed with what’s to transpire between these two.
Been a few years and I can’t deny, the thought of you still drives me crazy.
Because we’re too overwhelmed by the prettiness to think of a title!
Because there are certain people you just keep coming back to: she is right in front of you.
She pulled you in, bit your lip & made you hers, quiet in the grasp of dusk & summer.
Because this love will take my everything: one breath, one touch will be the end of me.
You’re part of my entity, here for i n f i n i t y.
Everyone keeps trying but they won’t tear us apart. They don’t know that u got me from the start.
Because it’s l o v e, baby.
Because he wanted the whole city to hear how much he loved her.
"She loved him. No matter what happened, she would always love him."
What's that? Borgy pwns all and NS wins all.
Borgy has been shattered, he's been broken but he'll never be defeated.
Shhh, don't tell Borgy we're crazed NS shippers just like him.
Dear Josh and Steph, Borgy wants NS NOW! Make it happen and he'll be nice.
Mr. Borgy is rocking his red hat to NS's wedding. Eveyone wishes they looked that good!
Borgy makes everybody crazy for NS. 'Tis a fact.
S3 is Borgy's season to dominate with his NS conspirator ways. Watch out GG!
Because frankly my dear, Borgy doesn't give a rat's arse.
The first rule of Fight Club is... hold on to ur whiskers & pray for nekked NS smexy time.
"Borgy, this is going to be the beginning of a beautiful friendship." - Queen Bunny.
THIS... IS... BUNNYLAND!
"I am vamphayr. And Serena is mahn!" - Nate
If I have to lie, steal, cheat or kill. As God as my witness, I'll find more carrots to eat!
No, it wasn't the airplanes. It was the lack of NS that killed the beast.
"A creator once tried to test me. I ate his liver with poptarts and pizza." -Borgy
Psssst wanna know a secret? Obama ships NS maybe you should to. ; )
Because she has no idea how long he's loved her. So he should TELL HER.
Because Taylor Swift ships NS and they're a song waiting to be written.
Because "there was only one boy she could ever truly love."
Because NS are so cool...ice cubes are jealous.
Because NS are so cute...baby pandas are jealous.
Because our cupcakes love their cupcakes (and each other)!
Because you look a whole lot like my last first kiss.
Because I still love you more than anyone else could.
And did you know I miss you?
Well, all I want to do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use.
Because I will find a way to you if it kills me.
How long can I go on wishing to kiss you before I rightly explode?
Because we still believe in love.
Who I am, from the start, take me home to my heart.
When everything is said and done, somehow you are still the one.
Unpredictability's our responsibility, baby.
Maybe there's a bit of me waiting for a bit of you, baby.
Our parents used to joke about the two of us, growing up and falling in love.
I hope that you know, wherever you go, I'll never stop loving you.

[previous titles]

if you fall, i will catch you
i will be waiting
time after time