I'm sorry you're having a tough time. Maybe it might help to remember the easiest way to eat an elephant is one bite at a time..I know that sounds like I'm just making fun, but really for me it helps to think about something that motivates me, usually Zac's work ethic and smart sayings, and then just think about just one little thing I can do right now, just to feel I'm doing something and be proud of that, just do the best you can and then move on and try not to worry about what is left to do. I think most people will usually help if you just ask, and the people who won't aren't worth your time even thinking about. I'm always told it's easier to share with somebody when you think you can't take any more.So even if work people don't care, we do! Sometimes just a few minutes by yourself thinking about something nice or a dream can make getting through hard times a bit easier.