EmptySmile

Make it dirty?

Glib

of course

welcome kate your added

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

Made this!

Jake and Leah fanfiction

Hate me so I can love you

I came by the Black house on my way to Sam’s – Sam and Emily’s I had to correct myself – when I saw Jacob on the porch. With quick strides, I marched to him.

“Jake, you’re sulking again?” I rolled my eyes to emphasize that last word. “When are you gonna get it in your thick head? She probably already a leech like the others.”
I loved pestering him, it always cheered me up. It was the only way we talked to each other.
“Shut up!” Despite the retort, I continued: “Cold, stinking, forever lost!” I laughed coldly.

I saw Jake trying to steady himself and I felt a twisted kind of satisfaction.
Then suddenly Jake turned and looked at me with furious eyes, scarred with traces of pain.
“Why are you such a bitch?”, he asked with a calm voice despite his blazing eyes.
That question shocked me and I was at a loss of words for a minute; but then I regained my voice. “M… me? What about you?” “Don’t change the subject, Leah.”

All the anger had left his face, leaving behind rough pain.
I started to crumble inside; but instead of crying, I started screaming angrily. “Do you really wanna know?! Think you can handle the truth, Jacob Black?!” I pronounced his name with a shocking amount of discontempt.

“Because you love her!” There was no way to mistake who I was talking about. “Because since I can’t make you love me, it’s better to make you hate me.”
The screams turned into whispers as silent tears started to roll down my face. His face on the other hand was frozen in shock. “Because anything is better than your indifference…”
That last sentence was so quiet I would’ve thought he hadn’t heard it unless I hadn’t seen him reach out. I craved for his touch but his hand stopped mid-air, face full of doubt.

I had to leave. I’d just poured my heart out without much reaction. The tears where no longer silent as I ran away. It didn’t matter if they heard me sob, the pack would know soon enough...

Glib

OMG that was amazing hun'

it was sooo angsty ye sexy you better continue

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

Thanks sugar!

Glib

lol tho you made e guilty, i was supposd to finish mine, but the 7 chapters distraced me

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

Finish it!

Glib

i wil tonight, right now i have to make a few icons beforemeet my BFF for a shopping trip when i can barley walk :eyeroll:

besides i ahve to wiat for jen to beta i anyway *excuse, lol*

Emmaaa23

Yay, Go Jeah! lol, these two would be awesome together
Could i be added please

Glib

your added welcome to the jeah thread.

yay 10 shippers

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

We're so good!

Welcome!

Emmaaa23

Thanks you two

Love the fanfiction btw

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

Thanks! Thought of a few convos last night...
One ended with Jake on his bed (shirtless) and Leah unbuttoning her pants while saying "Let's see what you got, wolf boy."
I have a dirty mind!

Emmaaa23

Everyone does though right?
What other convos did you think of?

funfuzgirlstalkermagnet

They're all seperate convos . I haven't been able to connect them togther...
I'll just post it here.

This is one from Jake's POV about a week after the last one, Hate me so I can love you.

Daring, beautiful

Sometimes Leah’s permanent scowl would turn into a smile. It some what disturbed me that my automatic reaction to this was to grin. But I couldn’t help it, it was stronger than me.
Her smile always managed to heal me, in a way.

Her smile wasn’t like Bella’s, shy, and it wasn’t like mine, spreading all over my face. It was smaller, less radiant, daring and more troubled but not less beautiful.
I always liked thinking she reserved that smile for me, even though I knew it wasn’t true…
She smiled like that to everyone.
Except when she smiled at Seth, then an element was added. It became more playful, teasing.

But even since she’d told me those faithful words, she didn’t smile anymore. Not to me or any of the others.
The pack had soon found out and Leah had become even more of an outcast.
Everyone eyed Leah with scepticism and me with pity. Everyone except Seth.
Seth often looked like he could rip my head off and his thoughts weren’t very much different. I had tried to apologize but it hadn’t helped. Not that I didn’t understand, he was protecting her; like I would have.

I had to find a way to talk to Leah alone; but with her avoiding everyone, me especially, that was easier said than done…