For me, I am not upset at her. Or am I angry with her. Of course I don't support any of actions she is being accused of, but when I see her it just makes me a little emotional now. People make mistakes. I want her to speak her side not to defend herself, but hoping to be remorseful for what she did. Like how she teared up in that interview with Raniere. I want to believe she feels bad or even a little regret. But after all these months of silence, and seeing her basically with Raniere [and Lauren], I fear she actually still believes she was right in doing those things.
I am confused why and how Allison became this kind of person. To be this brainwashed. I mean, why did/does she feel loyal to Raniere???