Definitely .



I have huge desire to move on. I wish I was able to move on from here. I would not say that it's aching because like I said I am not able to have that sort of intense feelings/emotions. Even if I have them I would never use such wording. I would just say that I have the need and that's it.

It's why I do not want family and kids and all that stuff. I do not want to have roots here. I do not crave that. I crave freedom and I feel like here I do not have it.