Well, the thing is I get really ugly when I cry so if I'm in front of someone and I feel like I might cry, they end up noticing that my nose is already red and my eyes too so then if they ask if I'm ok, I already know they can plainly see I'm not, and then I will actually lose it and cry with sound and out of control sobbing but that's completely embarrassing and rare, thankfully. I figure if my face colour is betraying me, there is no use denying it to the person
