That push and pull angst is freaking golden!! I love it even when it hurts.
Poor Nik marry Lydia for no reason other than to set Emily free.
Lucky being what every NEM shipper must have felt at the time trying to stop that wedding, man I love Lucky he only wanted Nik to be happy and he knew that was by Emily's side.
Emily was crazy to fight it because deep down or right at the surface they all knew how it would end. She might've even truly only been fighting it because of the cancer imo.