While I'm at home I watch some stuff if I catch them on TV. So one of those shows is Ghost Whisperer. The protagonist sees ghosts and tries to help them.
Michelle I thought that you might find this interesting given your interest in the spirituality and all of that. You could even see yourself a bit in the main character because she had great relationship with her grandmother and inherited this gift from her. The grandmother is dead, but they sometimes communicate via dreams.
It's just an idea of course, but you might find it not so bad
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