and really. in real life, so often is more painful when you are the one who causes pain to the person you love or most care about, than when they do it to ya, usually it's all related to the same idea: you forgive others more easily than you forgive yourself....
that's it now for Coop, all pain he knows he caused, won't be easy for him to go over that, and till he does, won't feel confident or worthy of his angel
But I keep hopes high!!!