Exactly. Thats why it was so unfair for her to compare, when she hadnt known the other alternative at all.
We'd never seen her falling apart like this before.
Even though she broke Jake's heart, It was still agony to see her go through this.
This is why I had hope for them getting together. This is why I hoped that Bella would see that she couldnt be happy or complete without Jake now. It was too late, she wasnt irrevocably in love with only E anymore, there was a big part of her that longed for Jake, she couldnt deny, supress or silence that part of her without dying a little inside.
And she could move on without E, we'd seen that already in NM. God, why, why!!?? Why did she not choose Jake!!??