She didnt make the right choice.
And when she says later that she'd known worse pain, it angers me SO much. She herself says that it wasnt so bad cuz she had E to comfort her, and also Jake told her that he'd always love her. She wouldve known mind numbing pain worse than the kind she experienced when E left her if Jake had told her he didnt want her anymore, and if she didnt have anyone to comfort her.
Im sure even Edward new that she'd made the wrong choice. If she did, it wouldnt hurt so much.
Possible titles...
BlackSwan {Jacob♥Bella} : B/c she knew that the new tear in her heart would always ache, and was just going to be a part of her now.
BlackSwan {Jacob♥Bella} : B/c there was a part of her that craved a different set of arms.
BlackSwan {Jacob♥Bella} : B/c Edward had never seen her in so much pain.