she 'messes' up because jrotten destroyed her character after 3x16, destroyed her most important relationship, didn't let her grieve properly, forced into one impossible choices situation after another, forced her into a ridiculous no chemistry one-sided bellarke ship which is a very thinly veiled trope of bisexual women returning to men and patriarchy ugh, oh yeah hero bikebell murderer knows best. god i despise that character and jotter not allowing Clarke to acknowledge her loss of Lexa in four seasons. now she's all bad decisions, loss of outer projected strength, even Madi is allowed to 'put her in her place, it's disgusting what they have done to her in four seasons.
at least after three previous confrontations where Clarke gets the drop on bellbike, she finally follows through. somewhere in the cosmos, Lexa nods and gets a small measure of justice for her 300 slaughtered in their sleep murdered warriors. blood must have blood.
oh you know who is on her mind. always.
