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Eternity [Deacon ♥ Rayna] #28 "But I've never let a little fear get in my way, and nothing's ever gonna keep me away from you.""

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"But I've never let a little fear get in my way, and nothing's ever gonna keep me away from you."






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Chip: We have this deep, old, abiding, undeniable love.
She's the one for me. Does that always work out? Is it always the best?
...Throughout it all, throughout the mess and the trouble and the
turmoil and my damage and her problems in her family and all,
there's that thing. But that doesn't necessarily mean that
it's going to work out easily or well or whatever.
But we're both in there trying. And what we love
and what we've talked about, which is why I deign to speak for her,
is that sometimes we have these conversations in the midst
of all the trouble and all the angst and turmoil
where we just sit there and just talk to each other
and you can feel it again. You feel that connection again.
It gets broken from time to time but it's always right there and it hums.

Connie: What I love about the Deacon/Rayna relationship is
that it is a very grown up relationship. It's a relationship of
people who have a lifetime together and a history together
and as actors that's so fun to play because there's so much
dimension and depth to it and we can go in so many
different directions, you know. And we have.
There have been scenes where we can just rip each other apart
in so many ways... but there's always this foundation
between the two of them and everybody has relationships
like that in their lives and I think that that is something
that you want that. You want that familiarity and so it's really fun
to be able to explore that with these characters.


-Paleyfest 2013




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Videos:
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "All For Love" [2x19] - YouTube
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "Poison & Wine" [2x15] - YouTube
Rayna Jaymes [Nashville] - From the Ashes [2x13] - YouTube
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "Old habits die hard" [2x12] - YouTube
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - Bourbon In Kentucky [2x10] - YouTube
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "Calm After the Storm" [2x22]
deacon & rayna | we're still sleeping like we're lovers.
say something | deacon&rayna
deacon & rayna | i was gonna marry you.
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - 'Til Kingdom Come
Rayna & Deacon | Stay
I Have Loved You Wrong ((Rayna&Deacon))
All Or Nothing ((Rayna & Deacon))
Maybe Not Tonight ((Deacon & Rayna))
Trying to Love You (( Rayna & Deacon ))
Say Anything ((Deacon & Rayna))
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "Calm After the Storm" [2x22]
Love Each Other Right ((Deacon & Rayna))
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "If these wings could fly" [2x22]
Rayna/Deacon [Nashville] - "Bring You Back" [3x01]





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Scenes:
[1x01] - "What would you change?" "Nothing...everything."
[1x02] - "Don't you dare try to act like I haven't been there for you!"
[1x02] - ♫ No One Will Ever Love You ♫
[1x04] - "I thought you needed me." "I do need you"
[1x05] - "Music's all I got. It's the only part of my life that I ever seem to be able to do halfway good."
[1x07] - "Of course they do. The best of the best"
[1x08] - "After all these years you can still jump that wall."
[1x11] - "I never lost faith in you and I have not lost faith in you now."
[1x12] - "Rayna, I'm done talkin'"
[1x13] - "I know when you're fine. You're not fine."
[1x15] - "I think you slipped out once or twice at her age."
[1x16] - "Those girls of yours" "I know.. what am I going to do?"
[1x17] - "I just heard something, you know, in your voice, in that message, it just sounded like you needed...me"
[1x18] - "I love you. That's just never not been true."
[1x20] - I belong with you, you belong with me
[1x21] - "I need you to tell me it's not true"
[2x01] - "Let's do this baby, please. Marry me"
[2x02] - "I don't want you to be the one. It's just... you always have been."
[2x04] - "I think I fell in love with him in all of ten minutes."
[2x05] - "Don't you ever say you're done with music" "You either, okay?"
[2x11] - ♫ You keep me believing ♫
[2x12] - ♫ This Time ♫
[2x19] - "I wanted to be your wife"
]2x21] - ♫ A Life That's Good ♫
[2x22] - "You and me Ray. That's how it's supposed to be"
[3x01] - ♫ Postcards From Mexico ♫
[3x11] - "I've loved you since the first time I ever laid eyes on you."
[3x15] - "Babe, please don't leave me anymore."
[3x16] - "I'd rather my girls have the opportunity to see what true love looks like."
[3x17 & 3x18] - "I'm your family. The girls are, too. Come be home with us."
[3x19] - "'Cause there's a man and a little girl who are really looking to me to be strong for them."
[3x20] - "'I tell you what, you hurry back, I'm gonna do what I can to salvage your day."
[3x21] - "It's just every time I've looked in my future you've always been in it. I don't know what I'm going to do without you"
[3x22] - "'I, Rayna Jaymes, take you, Deacon Claybourne, to be my husband. Your turn."
[4x01] - "I was expecting Scarlett and coffee" "Well you got me and...nothing" "I'll take it"
[4x02] - "I also think you are very, very, very sexy."








top 5 DEACON & RAYNA scenes
| SEASON 1 |



#5 | 1.18 – "Take These Chains from My Heart"
DR sex scene




#4 | 1.19 – "Why Don't You Love Me"
Deacon: "You can't tell me you don't love me. 'Cause that's the one thing I will never believe."
Rayna: "I love you. I love you so much."




#3 | 1.02 – "I Can't Help It (If I'm Still in Love with You)"
♪ No One Will Ever Love You ♪




#2 | 1.19 – "Why Don't You Love Me"
Rayna: "I do not ever want to leave this bed."
Deacon: "It feels like you didn't."




#1 | 1.18 – "Take These Chains from My Heart"
Rayna: "I love you. That's just never not been true."
Deacon: "Are you trying to kill me?"





top 5 DEACON & RAYNA scenes
| SEASON 2 |




#5 | 2.21 - "All or Nothing with Me"
Rayna: "We are also very fortunate today to have the person who wrote
this song here with us, Deacon Claybourne. And I'd like to see if maybe
he'd like to come out to the stage and join us"





#4 | 2.12 - "Just for What I Am"
Rayna: "We didn't write 'I Shouldn't Love You' on this floor."
Deacon: "Yeah, we did."
Rayna: "No, we didn't."
Deacon: "Rayna, we did."
Rayna: "No, we didn't."
Deacon: "Okay, fine. Where'd we write it? Oh."





#3 | 2.05 - "Don't Open That Door"
Rayna: "You might need to take a minute, figure out who you are without
a guitar in your hand. But don't you ever say you're done with music."
Deacon: "You either, okay?"





#2 | 2.22 - "On the Other Hand"
Deacon: "That man you always wanted me to be I am that man.
And I can be a husband now, and I can be a father. And I can
give you everything that we were always meant to have."





#1 | 2.19 - "Crazy"
Rayna: "You think I wanted it like this? I wanted to be your wife.
I wanted us to raise her up together in a wonderful, loving home
that you could not provide. I cried myself to sleep
about that for a year, I wanted it so bad."






top 5 DEACON & RAYNA scenes
| SEASON 3 |



#5 | 3.15 – "That's the Way Love Goes"
Rayna: "And I know we've skipped a few steps
here but, babe, please don't leave me anymore."
Deacon: "Rayna, I'm sick."





#4 | 3.21 – "Is the Better Part Over"
Deacon: "They're talkin' about me like I'm already a ghost."
Rayna: "You're not a ghost."





#3 | 3.22 – "Before You Go Make Sure You Know"
Rayna: "I, Rayna Jaymes, take you, Deacon
Claybourne, to be my husband. Your turn."
Deacon: "I, Deacon Claybourne, take you,
Rayna Jaymes, to be my wife."





#2 | 3.16 – "I Can't Keep Away From You"
Rayna: "And if something horrible happens, well, then I'd rather
my girls have the opportunity to see what true love looks like."





#1 | 3.21 – "Is the Better Part Over"
Rayna: "It's just every time I've looked in my future you've always
been in it. I don't know what I'm going to do without you"




Future Titles

• Let me be there for you. I'm your family. The girls are, too. Come be home with us.
• I don't wanna run from this Or from you or from hell, anybody.
• I dream about the beautiful wedding we'll have, full of love.
• Why don't we take this time we've wasted and don't hold back, let's face it I need you and, baby, you need me
• I'll surrender to you if you surrender to me
• You rescue me, I'll rescue you. No matter what life puts us through.
• You better watch yourself. I'm gonna make you write an album with me.
• We're gonna get all hitched up married



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Thanks for the new thread and love the title.
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I'm loving reading all of your posts. They're bringing lovely memories back. The slow dance and the shower scene would be incredible to see that's for sure! Also, I keep picturing Deacon's face as she walks down the isle towards him. So full of love like when they sang The rivers between us. I'm a bit off track here, but there's a line Rayna says to him back in season 1. You'll all know the one I mean. It's where she says "You and music, they're the same you know". I've wondered what she meant by that. Did she mean that she can't live without either one of them??
I meant to answer that in the previous thread and then I forgot.

I understood it as her love for music and her love for Deacon are so very strongly intertwined. They had found some sort of balance all those years to stay in each other lives without it being a romantic relationship and they were probably channeling the underlying feelings into the music, but they had reached a point where the feelings were taking over and if she wanted to keep her family together, she felt she had to cut ties with him. Which was completely heartbreaking for her and like she said: "I'm trying to do the right thing, but none of it feels right to me."

By the way, this is probably my absolute favorite D/R scene.
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I had to come out of lurking to say that I also love this! This is probably my favorite Deacon/Rayna scene of the series too. It's so heartbreaking and you can feel the depth of Rayna's sadness through the TV. I understood Rayna to mean something similar: Music and Deacon were equally important and intertwined parts of her soul and she struggled to balance them with the home life she'd set up with Teddy, who was none of that for her. She felt so responsible for her children's spirits as well, though, and what she needed to fill herself up seemed directly at odds with what she believed they needed. So she'd been trying to finagle a way of having both, but was failing miserably and had no idea what to do because releasing any of them would kill off a little part of herself.

I love that scene in the park by the stone bridge for the same reason. It's not quite as tangibly painful as this one, but it conveys something similar.

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Yes, such an amazing scene, both of them, but Connie especially did an incredible job of conveying Rayna's pain.
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Their relationship and music have always been so deeply intertwined. I'm sure for a long time there wasn't a song she wrote that she didn't write with him (or at least he was the first person to hear it).

All those years with Teddy, music was her way of still being able to have a relationship with him. There is no way Teddy would have been ok with her spending that much time with him otherwise.

And he bailed so fast when she was performing Postcards from Mexico with Liam. And the first time he saw her perform with Luke. Or Luke signing his awful song he wrote her. And looks like it's coming up again this week when she's working with Markus. Music has always been deeply intimate for them and her mixing their music with other people or mixing music and personal relationships with other people hits his jealousy button so hard
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And he bailed so fast when she was performing Postcards from Mexico with Liam. And the first time he saw her perform with Luke. Or Luke signing his awful song he wrote her. And looks like it's coming up again this week when she's working with Markus. Music has always been deeply intimate for them and her mixing their music with other people or mixing music and personal relationships with other people hits his jealousy button so hard
I agree, their music is so intimate for them, especially the songs they wrote together or wrote about each other. I'm sure it's going to drive Deacon crazy that Markus is not only performing his song about Rayna, but he changes it to suit his own style with Rayna's approval which will send him over the edge.

Also, talking about Teddy. It just reminds me of that line she told Luke when she broke up with him. "I don't want to do to you what I did to Teddy." She realized that she put Teddy in an awful situation for all the years of her marriage where she was just running away from her issues with Deacon by hiding in the marriage, but still loving him the whole time. It must have been awful for Teddy. (or would have if he was a real person )
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Also, talking about Teddy. It just reminds me of that line she told Luke when she broke up with him. "I don't want to do to you what I did to Teddy." She realized that she put Teddy in an awful situation for all the years of her marriage where she was just running away from her issues with Deacon by hiding in the marriage, but still loving him the whole time. It must have been awful for Teddy. (or would have if he was a real person )
It did suck for Teddy but I can only have so much sympathy for him. It's not like he didn't know she was in love with Deacon when he married her. Or that she was pregnant with likely Deacon's baby. And that line in 219 after I wanted to be your wife, "I cried myself to sleep about that for a year, I wanted it so bad." That year was the beginning of her relationship/marriage to Teddy. It's not like he didn't know what he was getting himself into. He was under some belief that if he loved her enough, was a good enough husband and father, that eventually she'd love him more than Deacon? That if he pushed her towards lying to Deacon about Maddie she'd have to stay? So yes, sucks for Teddy but not like he wasn't fully aware of the situation going in.
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It did suck for Teddy but I can only have so much sympathy for him. It's not like he didn't know she was in love with Deacon when he married her. Or that she was pregnant with likely Deacon's baby. And that line in 219 after I wanted to be your wife, "I cried myself to sleep about that for a year, I wanted it so bad." That year was the beginning of her relationship/marriage to Teddy. It's not like he didn't know what he was getting himself into. He was under some belief that if he loved her enough, was a good enough husband and father, that eventually she'd love him more than Deacon? That if he pushed her towards lying to Deacon about Maddie she'd have to stay? So yes, sucks for Teddy but not like he wasn't fully aware of the situation going in.
True, and the moment she took Deacon back into the band he should have known she was never going to let go of him. He should have left then.
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Amen to that. I feel bad for Teddy on a theoretical level; he seemed to care for Rayna and loved their kids. But he didn't do what he did as some magnanimous gesture to help her out. He took advantage of her at her most vulnerable and manipulated her into maintaining the lie they'd set up. My empathy for Teddy stops short when I think of how broken Rayna would have been and how he used that to get something he wanted.
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True, and the moment she took Deacon back into the band he should have known she was never going to let go of him. He should have left then.
But really, that's probably the point where their marriage started getting easier. Having that place where she could still see Deacon probably made it much easier to be OK with coming home to Teddy.

I think there's a reason Teddy never tried to force Deacon out of her life. He was afraid that if he made her choose between him and Deacon, she'd choose Deacon. And why he was so adamant about Deacon not knowing about Maddie. Even if she still married him, he becomes a placeholder if Deacon knows. That if Deacon knows and sobered up, Rayna would leave. There'd be nothing holding her to their marriage. If they lie to Deacon, then she has to blow up everyone's lives to leave. By the time the show started that had been his family for a long time and it was understandable that he loved them and didn't want to lose them. But at the beginning? He wanted her enough that he built a situation where she'd feel like she had to stay. And he had some sort of white knight complex about saving her from Deacon or something.
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I think there was some scene in the beginning where it said that Teddy's dad was an alcoholic as well, so that's probably where the white knight stuff came from. And they did show that as soon as she removed Deacon from her life everything fell apart rather quickly with Teddy. I guess you could say it was because she found out he'd lied about the cumberland scandal, but let's be honest, if she hadn't been looking for a way to leave she wouldn't have made such a big deal about it.
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I think there was some scene in the beginning where it said that Teddy's dad was an alcoholic as well, so that's probably where the white knight stuff came from. And they did show that as soon as she removed Deacon from her life everything fell apart rather quickly with Teddy. I guess you could say it was because she found out he'd lied about the cumberland scandal, but let's be honest, if she hadn't been looking for a way to leave she wouldn't have made such a big deal about it.
Yeah Teddy mentioned that in the pilot. I had forgotten that until a rewatch and it makes Teddy make a lot more sense. Kinda wish it had been mentioned again.

I think finding out he'd been lying was just the last straw. She didn't marry him because she was in love with him. She married him because she thought he'd be a good husband and father and would provide a much more stable life than Deacon could provide at the time. And grew to love him more as he proved he could do those things. When the show started he had already lost most of their (which really was probably mostly her) money. Then he goes and cozies up to Lamar to become mayor. Starts exposing them to scandal. And then finds out he'd been lying to her. So when the reasons she married him started no longer being true she had fewer and fewer reasons to stay
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