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Goodbye My Lover, Cory Monteith
Cory Monteith: May 11th, 1982 - ∞Board: January 1st, 2011 - July 13th, 2014 There isn't an easy way to say this but the Cory Monteith board is officially closing on July 13th, 2014. That's right. We both decided that the right time to close the board would be the 1 year anniversary of his passing. This wasn't an easy decision. Since after his passing, we had battled with this decision on whether or not that we should close this board or not but now, we have a reached to a decision that it is best to close the board. His death was not easy to get over with since he had this major impact in our lives. After a year, we thought it would be easy to keep his spirit alive but it wasn't since it's still fresh in our minds. After he was gone, we had good days, bad days posting on here but mostly, we've been sad, unhappy. We could all "still see his face and hear his voice so clearly." There's a hole in our hearts where Cory used to be. This moves forward our decision on closing the board.
I first saw Cory on Glee as Finn Hudson. He plays this character that I could relate to and many of us could relate. Forever in your hearts This is how we're always going to remember him. You could also take this as a million reasons why he was a better person than you. (x) (x) (x) “He is extremely adorable and awkward in person and just super cute. It was a volunteer thing for homeless youth because Cory was actually homeless himself when he dropped out of high school so it’s an organization that means a lot to him. He asked what volunteering I did so I explained it to him and gave him a bracelet from the organization I volunteer for (the black and blue one on his left wrist) (…) It means the world to me that he even put it on and showed support for something he hardly knew. He walked into the first room and it was just me and a couple people eating there and he was talking to the people in charge. Then he looked our way so I waved and he actually gave me such a cute smile…He was just really nice and helped flipping burgers and making hot dogs for the homeless youth and then me and 18 others who won the contest got to meet him individually. He’s honestly a sweetheart and very down to earth.” "ALL WE GOT LEFT IS HIS VOICE IN OUR HEADS. I'M SORRY. IT'S TIME TO BE YOUR OWN QUARTERBACK." THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES ON THIS BOARD. THANK YOU FOR POSTING WITH US AND JUST BE YOU. __________________
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Reading through this thread was like losing Cory all over again. It was like a punch in the gut that led to swelling in the throat to hot tears pouring down my face. It brings me so much sadness that this board is coming to an end, though I understand everyone's decision and completely respect it as I couldn't stay here as a moderator myself because it was too painful.
I didn't want to write this tonight or now because of how much I was crying while reading through this and now I'm in a terribly depressed mood but I knew if I didn't now I may not get to it before Sunday out of fear of putting myself in this mood again. So may as well write this as I'm still choking up tears. All I can really say is that I loved this board. I loved being here. I met some of the most amazing people here. I had some of the funnest nights of my life here. I have no regrets, and nothing but great memories of this board and that will forever remain. Just like how I having nothing but never ending love for Cory. I love this board, but I love Cory much more, and being here without him around is just too hard and painful. A constant reminder of everything lost, of the beautiful humble down-to-earth man who is gone. So thus why I have avoided FanForum and Tumblr and fandom culture in general since his passing. I will forever consider Cory Monteith as my idol, my role model, my favourite celebrity, my #mancrushmonday (lol), my favourite actor, my favourite singer, my favourite musician, and my biggest inspiration until the day I die. And I am proud of that fact, I will be proud to answer the question, "Who inspired you to be where you are right now the most" when I am hopefully successful with a split second response, "Cory Monteith". I've had the blessing of sharing who Cory Monteith was with a lot of real life friends of mine who didn't know of him but knew how badly his death affected me. I will always keep your memory alive Cory in the greatest light, I promise. I know that we will all have many ways to keep his memory alive without this board, even his encompassing kind heart and free spirit lives through us. So while this may be goodbye to this board, for me and I'm sure many of us, it's not a goodbye to Cory, there will never be a goodbye to Cory. I will carry Cory with me for the rest of my life. I consider myself the luckiest fan to have had such an outstanding person as my idol. I truly do, because he's made me a better person in so many ways and I'm so grateful to have known him and been inspired by him. This is kind of a messy post because I'm still devastated from even looking at the title of this thread and because I've said most of my goodbyes when I stepped down, but I will say thank you to every person who made this board such a enjoyable part of a long period of my life. I love you all. I will never forget our memories here and I look forward to the day I reminisce and come back to read our fangirling along with to fall in love with Cory Monteith all over and over again. Adie, I love that you made the OP his fan encounters because that's much of what Cory was. He was all about his fans, which is why we're still so heartbroken over his death even a year later. I'm so glad this is his legacy though, that he gets to live on in our hearts as the shining bright human being he was. While his end was unfortunate, it hasn't affected how any of us feel about him because we know he was much more than the cause of his death. Cory, I'll leave my final words on this board for you. I miss you terribly still every single day. Thank you for all the strength you've given me to live my life though. You're what makes me get through this life, to live every day like it's my last, to never take anything especially time for granted. Thank you for all your lessons. Thank you for teaching me how to be selfless, kind, charitable, inclusive, passionate, hard-working, and ambitious, among many other great things. Thank you for showing to me that you can succeed if you work hard enough no matter what. But also thank you for demonstrating that I don't have to be perfect, I just have to love and take care of myself and everything will be okay. I wish so badly I could tell you how much you've made me a better person face to face. Maybe some day. I hope wherever you are, you've found peace. I hope it's better than here, because you deserve it, more than anyone I know. You were such a kind person for no reason other than for being grateful, selfless, and to give back to the world. I will never forget you, and I'll make sure to keep your memory alive in the most positive light. I will always love you Cory Allan Michael Monteith, you'll always be my hero __________________
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Added my part, thank you again Adie
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Omg you scared me so much with that I was like what
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Wow, wow, wow. That's all I can say, really. I just...I just can not believe that this is it. Like it's the end of era for all of us but unfortunately, it did on July 13, 2013. I knew the moment I found out his news that our lives would never be same, especially with this board and general. I just can't believe that this time, we are actually going to close this board for good. Just...it's so surreal thinking about it.
Seeing this board, seeing those threads, those posts, I was like to myself, "I can't believe that I was a moderator of this board that I fangirled so much with you girls, created absolute beautiful friendships out of it, created so many memories, had all the ups and downs, ranted about glee especially when the spoilers came out, freaked out when we got good news about his career and new candids and everything. I spent most of my time here, kinda like I lived here, you know, that this is my "bubble" where I can just escape and live in happy bubble forever." That is what hit me that I was once that girl who was so happy and had the best time of her life being here, talking all about him, sharing all those freak outs together, and just...ahh, just everything. Now it's going to end on very anniversary of his end of everything. It's so sad and heartbreaking and painful thinking about it. I know that I haven't been here since the day I stepped down because like I said on that thread when I announced my stepping down, it is still hard talking about him with all the reminders and I just couldn't do that. I can't even look at his pictures and gifsets more than five seconds on tumblr because it would start to hit me all over again so I avoid it like a plague so that's exactly what I am doing with this board. But it doesn't erase the fact that this board was a huge part of my "fun time" being on internet and it meant the whole lots to me being here every single day, being happy talking about him. This board was the first thing I log on when I wake up in the morning and the last board I would log off before I go to bed at nighttime. That's how much I loved this board and never once got bored of it. So anyways, I want to say goodbye to this board and it's been hella of a great ride and you, the board, would always be part of my fandom life that I would remember and cherish those good times. Maybe down the line, I might just lurk on those old threads and read our times together with a smile on my face and laugh at those things, so who knows. It's been fun, that's for sure but it's time to let it go. Cory Monteith, you was the reason that was so much fun and now look at me? I am not here anymore and you wonder why? Because without you, this website meant nothing to me. After you left, I tried to stay on another board as long as I could but part of me was dying to get out of here and I was probably in denial thinking that I could do it but seemed like I couldn't because I finally realized the truth that it was you that made this website so much fun and enjoyable so now what do I do now without you? Talking without you? Not feeling any single of fangirling with any new updates on other things? I just..couldn't feel anything. I honestly thought as long as you are an actor and musician and other things, I would be here on this board for as long as I could be but since you are gone, this website unfortunately is gone to me. I can't feel anything other than it's just website that's it. If someone asks me for recommendations to join fandom, I can't even say anything good about this because it's already gone. So it's because of you, you made this board liveable if that's the right word, lol, that's why I loved being here and talking about you so much and enjoyed those times being here. I want to thank you for being the best person you were that made me fall in love with you and being your biggest fan I never thought I would be so I would forever remember what kind of person you was in my heart and that's good enough. This board being gone won't ever erase that. Nothing can ever take that away from me. Only memories would remain there forever. I am a new person than I was last year and every time I think about it, I was like, "It's because of Cory who made me being like this." For example, I would rather go out and do something about myself rather than staying home and bury myself in fandom and that's because of you, that's how I would remember you because you are my inspiration. I would every time think if I make good changes, you inspire me with your wisdom and motivation and your great example how you worked your butt off to be where you were is what gave me all I need to know about life and real world. That's how I would remember you without talking about you here or reblogging your pictures on tumblr or anywhere on the internet because I don't need words to prove that. I am already doing something better for myself and that's good enough to know your wisdom got me to where I am. That's what all matters to me. That's what counts in my heart. That's what it should be. So I want to thank you for that and will always be grateful for that. Thank you for making everything so much fun for as long as you was here on this earth. I hope you have found peace and is much happier up there and that your life up there is 100x's much better than here and you truly deserve it. Yes, there would be times I would be sad about your death and wish that you would be here but there would be times I am like at least he's at peace, he's probably laughing with other awesome decreased loved ones and dancing and rocking on drums and singing and making goofy jokes and they would be like, "Oh Cory!" That would put a smile on my face thinking you would be like that up there. So that's it. This is my goodbye to the board. I can't believe that I took 30 minutes typing this and...that's it. When I log off this website, it will be my final log off for good. Like ever. The day Cory was gone was the end of my fandom life. That's it. I can't believe that when I log off, it's the end because I was here just to say goodbye to this very beautiful board for good so I can finally move on and get on with my life. Goodbye Cory Monteith Board, it's been hella of a ride and you will be missed very much. Last edited by deep within me; 07-08-2014 at 08:51 AM |
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Beautiful just
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Thank you, Clem.
Yes, this thread made me sad yet it felt so right you know. It's time to let it go. Forgot to add, all of you guys, your testimonials are absolute beautiful and heartbreaking and just...everything. |
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I love you all so much.
Putting together the op was hard since I have to look at Cory's face. I would do it without the pictures but it won't feel right without a picture. |
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thanks again for doing this
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OMFG I'm crying like a little girl. This OP, these posts you girls made me cry just before bed.
Clem, I hope to see you soon too. Demi Lovato concert wherever and whenever it is ILY Adie, you know I love you and I will miss this place where we met Dirty mind twin Adie & Clem, you both choose the right date for the board to close, it's a sign that will celebrate everything he was and what we love about Cory. Leyla and Raddy, it's so weird to see you girls post here and I miss our crazy nights and crazy moments but things have never been the same since his passing. I hope you are both ok. Last but not least, Cory, I miss you everyday and everytime I look at your face on my computer (either pics or videos) and I think of the man you were and the model you were for all these people that include me. You will always be a part of my life and I am so proud to have known the man you were when you were with us. I will miss you for the rest of my life. Goodbye handsome!!!! MONCHELE FINCHEL GOOD LOOKING MAN Goodbye to the Montourage world __________________
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em definitely seeing Demi is she's coming to Paris
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If only i was in Europe that I could go to the demi lovato concert with you guys but I'm planning on seeing her at Staples.
YOU POSTED PICTURES. OHHHHHHHHHHHHH CORRYYY. |
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AWww... I'm gonna miss Cory's board! it's sad to see it close on that day... but I completely understand your decision.
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Literally have tears in my eyes. The title and the fan stories and everything.
I love this board, honestly. And I loved the people I got to post here with. And I love Cory __________________
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