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“Brian was still growing up and trying to find his way through this labryrinth of a relationship that he never thought he’d have, yet was compelled by, dealing with someone who was tugging at his heart and who wouldn’t give up on him and go away.” His pain was palpable when he ran into Justin in the bathroom and told him “ I hope you get what you want.” |
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that quote is really great
what I really found sad was his friends.. they knew or better should have known him good enough to know how sensitive he was. when he started to show his love to Justin, instead of encourage him and be happy for him, they started betting against and rubbed it under his nose how tamed he got.. only Lindsay was not happy about their behaviour, knowing how Brian would react to theit mocking __________________
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I doubt they took it that serious tbh.
I doubt anyone wanted Brian to hurt Justin again or anything either. They were just surprised and so ... made fun __________________
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Yeah because it was weird to them that Brian was acting like that. And then of course, he freaks out and sleeps with someone else.
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For some people, dealing with emotions can be a scary thing if you don't have a level head on your shoulders for it. To Brian, showing emotions meant showing how vulnerable he was, because he knew just how deep his feelings could go... it probably scared the mess out of him. You have so much to lose when you wear your heart on your sleeve, and a lot of times, the wrong kinds of people can mistake an expression of vulnerability for a weakness... or use that vulnerability against you. Some people just do not like the feeling of feeling too much because it can make you lose yourself, or go crazy. That's why he used sex as a means to have fun. No sooner than he'd bag you, you were out because it can get emotional very fast. He wanted to avoid all that heavy stuff. Then there's that whole thing about fearing you'll lose somebody and getting hurt.
Fortunately, Justin showed him through his actions and words it didn't always have to be that way... but Brian just kept making wrong turns out of fear of falling too hard for him, or anybody. __________________
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But he didn't loose him, Justin didn't die.
Yet still Brian kept running away, he tried really hard to hold up a distance between them. __________________
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And I think the bashing really scared him, like you said. And of course, he blamed himself. |
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And no one bothered to help fix him.
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