Thank you for all the feedback. It means so much.

I’m struggling with my laptop right now. I had an issue were I had to completely refresh my computer, but I could keep my files, but not my programs My photoshop was sadly uninstalled. I have installed it on my new computer and it’s like at beginning stages so there are none of the updates and patches that have been installed over the years. It’s gonna take a while to get used to. I don’t know how many installs I have left with the disc. My old laptop could kill over any day so I don’t want to reinstall just to wipe it clean again. I would just lose my mind. I just want to let you all know why I haven’t posted anything. I have so much, but most are save unfinished in a psd that I can’t currently get to. In the upcoming week i’m going to tackle the new laptop and get used to the baby version of photoshop again.

I also wanted to let you guys know that in a few hours i’ll be having surgery. It’s for my throat, my tonsils have to come out. I’m really nervous because they say when your older it hurts worse. They’ve given me these pain meds and I don’t like to take any of that. I usually avoid it at all costs. I’ll be home for about 2 and a half weeks. I’m going to be bored OMG... Any way if you could say a prayer for a safe surgery, a smooth recovery, and my sanity in between I would appreciate it so very much. I’m currently losing my mind waiting for this thing to happen. I can’t eat, or drink and they wouldn’t let me put on any makeup. I just want a little concealer. I’m not saying I need it, but... I need it right now. I need my war paint. LMAO i’ll Let you all know how I am as soon as I am able to function properly. See you soon.

Sorry for this little rant, but I wanted to update on my progress. I'll try to post some pieces that I've already saved. It won't be much, but at least it'll be something.

So as you can tell, I'm alive... but i'm very much in a lot of pain. I don't wish this surgery on anyone. I thought I was doing so well for the 1st couple of days. Last night and this morning really kicked my My throat hurts so much and I'm constantly nauseated. To top it all off it's very annoying to not be able to eat normally. I don't eat all that much to begin with, but your body and mind don't comprehend that. If you are told you can't eat, it makes you want to do the exact opposite. I'm so sick of these soft foods. I would do anything for a hamburger or a slice of pizza. I love warm and spicy foods. Can't have any of that. I've already made a list of foods that I want to eat once I'm allowed. LMFAO it's so long. I'm only on day 5, and I'm desperate. I have until April 3rd when I go in for my check up for the all clear. It's so sad.

Fallen x12


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Shadowhunters x15