April7739 |
08-07-2020 03:06 PM |
I mean, it's a typical CW promo. I think all CW promos are kind of ****ty compared to what the WB used to create. But . . . well, I felt more emotion from a 20 second promo than I have felt throughout all of season 7 so far. I think it's worth a watch.
Speaking of watch . . . I love that vid-maker, so I can't wait to watch that one! I'll probably add it to my playlist.
I guess I kind of already waxed poetic about Bellamy last night, but I want to share something here today, too: So yesterday, I was feeling very emotional. Just very sad and very scared about schools reopening. There is also the fear that I might have to . . . that I might have to be one of the people who stands up and advocates for teachers. It might make waves. It might "rock the boat." I don't want to lose my job, but I don't want to be silenced, either. I won't be.
So I ended up just sobbing thinking about all of this yesterday, and I ended up going out for a walk. While I was walking, I was still crying. I just closed my eyes then, and I heard Bellamy's voice in my head (from the promo) saying, "I'm not afraid." And then it just made me cry even more, because I just felt SUCH a strong connection to the character, so strong that I started whispering those words to myself. "I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid." And I think that's what I'm going to be whispering to myself on these first few days back, especially if I feel myself starting to panic or struggling to breathe. I'm going to say that on repeat and let myself hear his voice in my head, and I hope that will calm me down.
It may sound cheesy, but . . . yeah. It is what it is.
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