Thom & Alex #6 ~ b/c we're too devastated, heartbroken, wounded, & completely shattered to even think of a title.
 

“We all wear masks everyone, everyday. Sometimes we wear them so much, we forget who we really are.
And sometimes, if we're lucky, s o m e o n e comes along…and shows us who we really want to be. Who we should be."
___Nikita

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because "they definitely have feelings for each other" - Lyndsy Fonseca 01.
because he believes in her 02.
because she wants him to be careful 03.
because he looks out for her 04.
because they have to stick together 05.
because he cares about her 06.
because he always protects her 07.
because she was terrified to lose him 08.
because no matter what happens, they'll always be there for each other 09.
because he always hugs her 10.
because their special back-hug is adorable 11.
because he's so shy and adorable when he's next to her 12.
because he kisses her 13.
because he's her first friend inside Division 14.
because they rock when they're training together 15.
because he makes her smile 16.
because she trusts him 17.
because they care about each other 18.
because she leaves him breathless 19.
because he looks at her like no other 20.
because even Jaden is jealous of her LOL 21.
because she can always count on him 22.
because he always saves her 23.
because they make each other smile 24.
because they joke with each other 25.
because he simply can't be mad at her 26.
because we can't wait for their feelings for each other to come out! 27.
because they pretend that the 1x05 kiss was nothing...but it isn't true, and they both know that 28.
because he barely remembers his name after she kissed him in 1x08! 29.
because that kiss was a surprise for him..and he surely was happy about it 30.
because that kiss was incredible! 31.
because he was waiting for her 32.
because he wanted her to be happy for him 33.
because he confided in her 34.
because she listened to him 35.
because she helped him with his tie 36.
because she was using him, but the kiss was real 37.
because of all the ways to help Nikita with the pill, she chose to kiss him 38.
because they were SO into that kiss! 39.
because he wanted to say goodbye to her 40.
because she couldn't bear the thought of him being dead 41.
because they share the most adorable looks 42.
because it's never "Just a kiss" with these two 43.
because he always knows how to comfort her 44.
because he told her to watch herself back instead to join Jaden 45.
because she was nervous for her first mission and he was there for her 46.
because "She thinks you and I are...together" "she's mistaken" 47.
because the look they share after that is soooo intense 48.
because she asked him what is like to pull the trigger 49.
because he opened to her 50.
because she was so touched by his words 51.
because their speech was so intense...and they were so close and connected! 52.
because "Thanks for the pep talk" 53.
because "You'll be okay, Alex. You're strong, Alex. You're stronger than me. I knew the day I met you." 54.
because touching hands! 55.
because he reassure her at the bar 56.
because he put the gun against her, but he's so conflicted 57.
because she would have tell him that, someday 58.
because their fight was so tragic 59.
because the shot was so heartbreaking! 60.
because she was so desperate, broken and shattered 61.
because she cried so much for him..and we cried too with her 62.
because she had flashbacks of the hug and the real kiss 63.
because it was an accident...and she felt so guilty 64.
because in their last scene it was clear that she loved him...and she'll always do 65.
because "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" 66.
because "I'm not leaving him" 67.
because she stayed there until his last breath 68.
because "You're going to see me" 69.
because the last words of Thom are so devastating 70.
because we are sure that she'll never forget him 71.
because she kissed him 72.
because an Alex teardrop fallen upon his face 73.
because we hope she'll see him again, everyday, in her dreams 74.
because he'll always protect her, even now 75.
because no one will ever be like Thom, for her 76.
because no matter if they never get together for real, they had a very deep, meaningful and emotional relationship 77.
because he sacrified himself for her 78.
because we will never forget them 79.
because even if it would be crazy, we would love to see him alive again80.

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Alex: I’m so sorry…so sorry…I’m so sorry…
Thom: You're gonna see me...

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Thom: Look, I know what you're going through, all right? You ask yourself did they make a mistake?
Do I really belong here? But you gotta forget about all that.
This is your second chance at life. How often do you get a gift like that?
Alex: Thanks.
[They hug. Thom kisses her]
Alex: Don't..
Thom: I got it.
Alex: I'm not - Thom!
Thom: Well, I..see you later.

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Alex: What’s this?
Thom: CD player. They used to have them before, you know, MP3s.
Alex: Shut up!
Thom: Division won’t let us have anything with a hard drive, so…
Alex: Wait so this is-
Thom: You succeed, you get rewarded. Jaden took the TV for her room, but I figured, you know, she’s been here longer so whatever… here.
Alex: I can’t remember the last time I heard music.
Thom: You deserve it Alex.

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Upcoming titles
- Because he knows he can open up to her.
- Because she couldn't bear the thought of him being dead.
- Because they care about one another.
- Because they share the most adorable looks.
- Because it's never "Just a kiss" with these two.
- Because he thought she deserved the CD player.
- Because he always knows how to comfort her.

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tftnt :bawl:

Thanks Ilaria! :hug:

Look at this beautiful OP! I can't believe we may never get new moments between them again. I just...I feel like I'm talking in circles, but I really, honestly, cannot fathom this and it won't be sinking in for quite some time. It hurts so much. :bawl:

I can't

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I cry now that I didn't see the scene yet, I can't imagine when I'll do it :bawl:

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TFTNT Ilaria :flowers:

THIS! It's just so terrible, mean, and I just want to cry

How much I wish this show was like Supernatural or Grey's :lol:

This. Title. :bawl:

That art, oh God :bawl: :bawl:



As someone else said earlier, it's poetic, what happened. Ironic too, since he was the only one who knew the truth. Poetically tragic; I swear this is worse than a Shakespearian play ending or something. :bawl:

poetic and tragic :bawl:

and this make it even more sad :(
seriously I can't understand why the writers made them like they made them in the first eight episodes and now they killed him! With a death like this!

I'm sure all of this must have a reason...because they could have made things differently, he could have been died in a lot of ways, but he didn't.

I'm just SO curious about the episode after the hiatus ends. They NEED to touch on this, they can't just brush it aside and never mention him again. She won't forget him, not in any way. She'll want to grieve but she'll probably force that line of emotions away, try to keep it bottled up inside. Who does she have to talk to in Division now, that she can actually trust on some level? That she can confide in? Thom allowed her to come to him, he'd hear her out and now he won't be there to do so anymore. She's going to feel more alone than ever. :bawl:

Ugh how am I supposed to function today?! I need to get to sleep and I'm hoping I'll be able to. Just keep discussing this ladies; I want to have lots to read and catch up on after work, which will be a long day altogether. :pout: :hug:

Nothing will ever replace TA :nono:

Exactly? The only person she could talk to was Thom! :(

yeah, no one :nono:

I quote what you said, Daniela, in the spoiler thread...I replied there too, but I think it's important to have it here too :)

It's not that I don't want to, but from all the articles I've read so far, I think they're not going to bring back Thom.

^ Yeah, I think he may actually be gone :(