Pacey: I want to, but I can't. There's just something about you McPhee. You bring out the sadist in me.

Ode to Pacey and Andie

We met wearing masks not our own
Each with a past and dysfunctional home.
We shut the world off to these hidden places.
Careful not to expose our true faces.
We met with a BANG I guess you could say
Little did we know our lives would change forever that day.

You scared me to tears and threatened my keys.
But I diagnosed you with a terminal disease
Looking back I think it was fate
And that you are my true love and soulmate
We were enemies and sparring partners at first sight
But I would secretly find joy in each little fight.

As I saw your act unfold
I knew feelings were forming I could not hold
When you asked me on our first date.
I tried to play cool but inside I couldn’t wait
That night I broke and told you my past.
But safe in your strong arms I wanted that moment to last.

Then that magical night dancing under the moon
My knees were were shaking your heart boom-boom boom-boom
We let our façades fall gradually
Each exposing sides only the other could see
In hard times we held each other’s hand
Each becoming the leg on which the other stands
That night that you made all my fantasies come true
I knew I was falling in love with you

And when you confessed your love in the rain
I told you that I felt the same
Fearing I would hurt you I tried to push away
But you convinced me you needed to stay
You became my world my shield from harm
And I found comfort in your arms
Our love only grew stronger by the day
And I knew it was with you I wanted to stay
Then something happened we could not foresee
And my brother’s death came back to haunt me
I knew for us I had to get sane
Even though being apart would cause so much pain.

Looking through the car window as I cried
I saw the terrified expression you tried to hide
I know one day we will find each other again
Until then letters we will send
Without you I feel so un-alive
But I know our love will continue to thrive
When I see a Police car I will think of you
And watching Dumbo will make me feel blue
But remember that we were meant to be
And I will always be your Mcphee.


:love:

Pacey: My history quiz. I never told you my grade. Andie: Pacey, you got a-- Pacey: An 'A'. I got an 'A'. The first 'A' I've ever gotten in my entire life. It kind of threw me for a loop. Andie: Why? You worked so hard for it. Pacey: Because it changes everything. Don't you see everything's always been so predictable for me. But now, my whole life's course is changing. Ever since you and I had sex, I've felt anxious, you know? Wondering should we have waited? Should we slow down? Wondering if it was the right thing to do. Wishing that I had taken the high road, and that's not me! You know? It used to be the only comforting part about Pacey Witter is that I always knew what to expect, and now I don't have a clue and I'm terrified. And that's why I was pulling away from you. Andie: It's okay to be scared, Pacey. The world is a scary, scary place. But I don't want you to be scared of me. Pacey: How can I not be, Andie? You're the one that's opening up this whole new life for me. I'm afraid that... Andie: What? Pacey: I'm afraid because you're the single-most, important being to ever grace my existance. Andie, I am falling hopelessly in love with you. *silence* Say something because I did kind of just cut it open and lay it out for ya. Andie: Yeah, that was pretty scary. Pacey: That's it. That's all you have to say. Andie: No. I'll say that I share your fear. Pacey: Yeah? Andie: Your exact fear.