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Old 02-09-2024, 03:12 PM
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hiiiiiii guys! I'm so sorry I've been gone so long so much has happened!! I had my surgery in october and it took time to recover, I'm still grieving for my dad, I've had major depression and anxiety and in December I lost a good family friend and some drama has happened in my family and etc I'm trying to come back just everything has happened all at once! ily guys so much and I'll try to post as much as possible!

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Sara nice to see you here again. I hope the surgery went well & you're recovering well from it now. Sorry everything else hit at once & you lost a good family friend
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hiiiiiii guys! I'm so sorry I've been gone so long so much has happened!! I had my surgery in october and it took time to recover, I'm still grieving for my dad, I've had major depression and anxiety and in December I lost a good family friend and some drama has happened in my family and etc I'm trying to come back just everything has happened all at once! ily guys so much and I'll try to post as much as possible!
So sorry. So many things at once like that is very tough to deal with.
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Sara nice to see you here again. I hope the surgery went well & you're recovering well from it now. Sorry everything else hit at once & you lost a good family friend
chelle! thank you bb! and the surgery did go well, I had to stay two days In the hospital because my blood sugars were pretty elevated and it did take me time to recover bit I feel better now, I still have a twinge of pain every now and then but it's been four months now so I'm better! and yeah it's been pretty rough. how are you?

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That sounds good & promising. Glad it wasn't too long of a stay in the hospital after, even if you did still need time after to recover. A twinge of pain every now & then isn't too bad.

I don't have words for how I am . I just need things at work to settle down. Just when things look like they might be ok something else happens. Then I had a death in the family last week which I was conflicted over but eventually I came to the conclusion that if they never cared about me or that I existed then I shouldn't waste effort worrying about the loss of them or if I should feel something. They were a stranger & that was on them when they could have been something. So I used too much brain power on someone who didn't deserve it & I possibly still am. So maybe a confused mess is a great way to describe me Oh & I want Summer to be over


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yeah tbh it felt like I was never going to recover tbh the pain was horrible but finally it got better thank god! now if only I could stay out of the hospital with my blood sugars!

awwwwww bb I'm sorry but it sounds like you made the right choice in the end and I understand completel! and I hope things at work settle down soon! it's winter here but the last couple of weeks have been unusually warm. but there were days when it was so cold ugh! I don't mind winter because I'm deathly scared of bees and they don't come out in cold weather!
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The gif is perfect

ugh that's a shame you're still going in for your blood sugar levels Can you work out what is making it get so bad?


understandable to not want the warmed weather for bees
We barely have winter here, summer goes too long Then even when winter comes it isn't overly cold. Would feel warm/hot to some
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they keep saying it's stress and also I've been getting sick a lot and that can push me into high blood sugars. in october, I had a really bad virus that pushed me into diabetic ketoacidosis which can be fatal if not taken care of! the stress isn't helping though either!

yeah a couple have gotten into my house this Sumner and my mom is allergic and I just hate them. awwwwww that sucks you barely get winter! ours are never the same tbh, one winter it's colder than usual the next it's warmer! they call ohio the bipolar state because of TBE weather!
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That's hard to fight against then. Just being told that is stressful. But it isn't something that is easy to avoid. Can you do more things to calm your body & see if that helps? Pick up a hobby? That might even help with getting sick less. Would vitamin C supplements help boost your immunity so you don't get as sick so it then won't impact your blood sugars as much? It is an awful cycle & so easy to have your blood sugar start jumping around, worse when it does get so bad it is in that fatal levels

Worse when allergies are involved. At least you're not allergic, but not good about your mother.
It does sound like a fitting name for your state if your weather is like that I used to live in a town that could go through all four seasons in one day. That place had a better winter. Here though it is too far north & on the coast. It is a sub tropical climate I think. So warm-hot summers, very mild winters. Summers usually sit in the 30s (around 86F) but then winter only drops to around 20 (68F). Our summer lows become our winter highs,
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yeah it really hard to get it under control and I've been trying to lower my stress levels as much as possible tbh it's just very difficult. yeah I can try that and see if it helps any but yeah it's terrible going to the hospital all the time so I need to get it under control somehow! and it's very frustrating too!

I've only been stung once, when I was 4 like I could've developed an allergy I that time idk but yeah it's scary! yeah it's very fitting! those are very hot temperatures for summer and warm temperatures for winter! I'm sorry you never have a real winter though! the other day we had a 65° and that's unusual for us in winter.
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Stress can be a hard one to manage
I wish I could help

You still could. Some people are fine the first time they're exposed to something but then the second time is when the body reacts & the allergy is shown. Some people also develop allergies later in life.

I miss better winter weather. Also snow I want to live not too far from my parents though so have to settle for warmer weather. Too hard to get across the mountains (Great Dividing Range) around this area to live somewhere with a better winter. One of the roads in this area is considered one of the worst in the county & to be a dangerous road. One has been closed from flood & fire damage for a couple of years. Then the third option is a better road but can get closed due to rain especially in areas where it passes next to waterfalls (example - same waterfall, one it is normal & the other it is over the road). All three get damaged & closures from the weather.
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"I miss better winter weather. Also snow I want to live not too far from my parents though so have to settle for warmer weather. Too hard to get across the mountains (Great Dividing Range) around this area to live somewhere with a better winter. One of the roads in this area is considered one of the worst in the county & to be a dangerous road. One has been closed from flood & fire damage for a couple of years. Then the third option is a better road but can get closed due to rain especially in areas where it passes next to waterfalls (example - same waterfall, one it is normal & the other it is over the road). All three get damaged & closures from the weather."

Wow-that's wild. I understand you wanting to be close to your parents. If they need you or you needed them, you might not be able to get to each other.
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In theory it at least would still be closer than when I lived in Sydney. But far less likely the main highway between Sydney & Brisbane (roughly, doesn't quite reach either city but it is the road between them) would get closed than these roads heading into the mountains. Still had to move closer than Sydney as that was around 5 hours drive & at the time I wasn't driving so was almost double that by public transport or an expensive flight. Now it takes me just under an hour to drive to my parents place so that's good. We're in different towns still but we're still close, & roads aren't as likely to close as easily between us
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