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Ice is bad. That's where snow gets dangerous & not so pretty
 Hope it can clear a bit soon I think I've got four left now. Hopefully by tomorrow I can feel like all the end of year tasks are done & can just concentrate on the clean up for the final week. Although looks like most of the week may still be busy. Most of the families haven't said if they're attending or not which doesn't help __________________
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Hmm guess you just need to wait & see what the weather does then & how it reacts to each other
 I've got three left as those children were away on Friday. But still feel I can go into the final week focusing more on the final week tasks. __________________
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I vanished again I'm soooooo sorry!!
 but I have a sad reason for it, my dad passed away on November 5. I told all of you he had cancer but he passed away extremely fast and quickly we didn't even have time to process it!! I'm still grieving and it hasn't fully hit yet I'm numb tbh. I explained some of this on my tumblr but none of you probably follow me so I wanted to say it here.__________________
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Sara
 I'm so sorry to hear that Love & hugs for you & your family right now __________________
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thanks, chelle.
I'm just glad my brother got to be here and was there when it happened but I wish my mom and I were there. __________________
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Quote:
 btw I miss when we talked all the time, like on the brucas/delena threads!!__________________
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At least someone could be there when it happened but that's sad you weren't all there
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I'm trying to not feel guilty because we've been there since it all started and my brother lives in Pennsylvania and hasn't been able to come up much and I think maybe he was supposed to be there but still it's hard.
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It would be. But the important thing is that he wasn't alone. Your father wouldn't want you to feel guilty over something like that. Especially as you had both been there since it started. Then it isn't like you could have been there every second or known when it would happen.
Grief takes time though & guilt is hard to fight against__________________
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yeah I know and they told us it would only be days so we made sure my brother was here and they were letting us stay the night and my brother was the one staying, my mom wanted to the night before but changed her mind. I know he wouldn't want us to feel guilty I'm still so angry because he's had it at least two years and has had tests and blood work the last couple years so idk how they didn't cat it.
my anger is more powerful than my grief right now tbh!  __________________
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Also understandable feelings
. Unfortunately things can get missed but that's quite a bit of time to miss it too__________________
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yeah and I understand things can be missed and the doctor explained that unless their suspicious they don't test for cancer but then my obgyn nurse said they normally always test for cancer so it's just a lot of emotions tbh.
and two years is a long time to miss cancer especially with all the blood work he's had so I'm just all over the right now. __________________
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