[crash landing]

Tried that and he wasn't understanding how I was feeling that IDK where things went wrong and that I don't love him. Don't know if I fell out of love or never loved him; so honest feel better about leaving and breaking up with him. Don't want to work it out tbh

[L i N d $ @ y]

What made you realize this now if you never did love him or fell out of love for him? Was it something that's going on lately or something that has happened to both of you lately?

[crash landing]

I think I was in denial for the past 6 months to a year but never faced it until he got me to face it Thursday should have left Friday when he was at work but couldn't bring myself to do it. Then before leaving was getting to much cause wasn't getting space and he wanted to work it out right away but I didn't know what happened so felt pressured and stuck

Pretty much 2am and work at noon. Should get up early cause need to go buy a new outfit to not show up at work in the same outfit two days in a row

[L i N d $ @ y]

Awww, so sorry you have to go through this, Sarah.

OMG, I always shop for new clothes everytime I get my pay. Because I'm obsessed with not repeating what I wear.

[dancing in the rain]

I have a system in my closet so I only wear an outfit once a week at most, once every two weeks if possible

Sarah, seems like the right choice so hopefully you feel better about it soon

[crash landing]

I'm already feeling better cause not really heartbroken over this more broken up over how I've broken him. Missing my cat and not sure when I'll be able to get him. Later today going to call my friends building rep cause they may have an apartment for me

Finally weekend also "borrowing" my friends laptop to finally get complete rounds and do moderator stuff

[a fine mess]

Happy birthday Lindsay! I was going to give you a fanclub for your birthday but you shot down that idea. So hmph!

Fanclub still going; so far 3 members - join today!

[crash landing]

Ugh tried to get a personal loan or something and nothing

[L i N d $ @ y]

Ray, especially for my line of work. I can't repeat an outfit the entire week. The next time I wear that outfit, it will be for next month or 2 months after.

Cece, thanks! I've already shut down the fan club so you're operating illegally.

Sarah, sorry about the loan. You can always try again soon. And feel better, break-ups take time.

[crash landing]

I'm just completely stressed thankfully seems shooting range tomorrow with the friend I'm staying with cause he's got his gun license. So will be 2nd time in my life getting to shot a gun; so maybe that will release some stress

[L i N d $ @ y]

Wow that sounds fun! I've never tried going to a shooting range. The gun firing sound scares me.

[crash landing]

Should be fun get out of the city

[L i N d $ @ y]

Have fun! And hopefully that will take your mind off some stuff going on right now.

[crash landing]

Didn't end up going but my old roommate texted me about a friend of her's having a bachelor pad available. So got myself a little place of my own in a basement bachelor associated to a house. Furnished with everything included and basic cable/internet for $625

Ex checked in today and learnt he was at work so picked up my clothes and my computer so now regular daily again. Going to get my cat sometime hopefully early week and then my movies/books Friday with how my lil sister is going to help me

[a fine mess]

Operating illegally Thanks for the laugh.