[a little chaos]

I was inspired in work today, will do mine on Saturday! So excited now

[destroyer of worlds]

Can't wait to see it, Becks.

[April7739]

I can't . . . I just . . . I can't even form coherent thoughts about the episode, let alone do this topic.

I love the topic, though.

[a little chaos]

Take your time April, we got a hiatus to fill

[April7739]

My thoughts exactly.

[destroyer of worlds]

Yup, lots of time. That being said, I'm still so behind on all the ranking lists.

[April7739]

Literally all of them, Sarah. But we love you anyway.

[a little chaos]

1.
Raven: I know how much she meant to you. I'm sorry you never got to tell her...
Bellamy: I told her, I told her every day.

2.
Bellamy: I still remember the day she was born. Nothing really prepares you for that kind of love, you feel so happy and so terrified all at once, like your heart lives outside your chest, And in that moment I vowed to protect her, I made a promise to myself that as long as I could breathe that I would keep her safe, safe from a broken arm, or a bad dream or a broken heart. For the rest of my life I had one job, to be a brother.

3.
Kane: The road to redemption isn't easy.
Bellamy: What if I don't want redemption? So many people are dead because of me, their blood is on my hands and no amount of atonement will change that, it won't bring them back. So don't offer me redemption just because I did a good thing. I'm not looking for redemption, I just need to find a way to live with what I've done.

4.
Bellamy: You know I never really got it, why you loved her. I never believed she deserved you. But then I remembered, that's what you do. You choose to see the good in people, even if they don't see it in themselves, people, they look at me and they see a monster, a murderer. The reason Lincoln is dead, the cause of so much pain. But not her, she sees something else, something good, the man I want to be. And when I feel lost or hopeless, that's what I hold on to, that's what keeps my head above water, and that doesn't just keep me alive, that makes me want to live.

5.
Niylah: Maybe I'm still alive because she doesn't love me. Maybe she's cursed. Everyone she's ever loved is dead... Except for you. You don't just fight for yourself, you fight for her too.
Bellamy: Clarke can take care of herself, I've lost count of the times she's saved my arse. Clarke is selfless, I've never met anyone like her. She doesn't need a hero, she already is one.
Niylah: Thats what you do, don't you? You keep eachother alive. Ever ask yourself why? maybe you already know and you're too scared to admit it, maybe it's easier to have nothing to lose. But I don't think that's true, I think when you're looking death in the eye you should have something to hold on to, to fight for.
Bellamy: I've never said it out loud, and you're right. I'm afraid, if I lost her, I'm not sure I could survive it. She's the light shining through all that darkness. All that pain and suffering, death, loss, having to fight so hard every day just to stay alive. She makes it worth while. She makes it possible, she's the head to my heart. I couldn't live without her.
She is my whole world. That's what terrifies me most, without her I would seas to exist.

[destroyer of worlds]

April

That is beautiful, Becks. Man, I feel the pressure now.

[April7739]

Oh, goodness, I do, too. I was just going to write a synopsis of the storyline I would do, but Becks broke out the actual dialogue.

[a little chaos]

I was drunk

[destroyer of worlds]

How did you write that drunk, Becks?

[April7739]

I don't know if I'll do mine quite the same way, but I'll do it.

Hmm, not sure what to include beyond my Top 2, though.

[Karma Police]

Becks, those are great! Now I feel the pressure too.

[April7739]

Becks has put the pressure on all of us!

I still don't know what to list beyond my top 2. It's like I'm having a brain-fart, which is probably the result of me going through the entirety of season 4 without trying to speculate too much.