Role Playing - GH Next Generation (3) *But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting*

angel_wings05 · 06-01-2006, 02:58 PM

GH Next Generation Thread 3:But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting....

Staind
Right Here

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

Adults

Michael Corinthos:= PB: Tom WellingTB:Libby (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Mob Boss [Michael followed in his fathers foot steps and took over the buisness years ago. He's young and can be foolish but he's in charge and he does know what he's doing. Fiercely protectective he'll protect his family and the ones he loves at all cost. He's honest and a true friend, but he does not take to betrayal well. In fact like his father he has a very hard time forgiving those who pain him.
Morgan Corinthos PB:Jensen Ackles TB:Mandy (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Cop
Constance Morgan PB: Katherine HeiglTB:Ashley (Parents: Jason/Carly) Wife of other Mob
Paige Morgan PB:Mila KunisTB: Shiri (Parents: Jason/Sam) Hit woman for Michael
Natalie Bennet PB: Sarah Brown TB:Ashley (Parents: Jason-other girl) Ex of Michael’s, Mistress of Chase
Chase Alcazar PB: Jason BehrTB: Shiri (Parents: Lorenzo/Skye) Other Mob Boss
Meredith Alcazar PB: Kate MaraTB:Shiri (Parents Lorenzo/Skye) Sister of Chase/ Girl on the side for Cameran.
Jamie Alcazar PB:James Lafferty TB:Sarah (Parents Lorenzo/Reese) Cop
Cameran Smith PB: Chad Brannon TB: Ashley (Parents Zander/Liz) Hit man for Chase
Kristina Corinthos PB: Sophia Bush TB: Shiri (Parents Sonny/Alexis) Lawyer
Rafe Sanders PB: Orlando Bloom TB: Shiri (Parents: Other) Drug Dealer
Molly Lansing PB:Alexis Bledel [/url] TB: Open (Parents: Ric/Alexis) (Away at College)
Devon Corinthos PB:Mena Suvari TB:Shiri (Parents: Sonny/Sam) (20 yrs)
Dr. Topher Drake PB:Justin Chambers TB:Shiri (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (28 yrs)
D.A. Jack Foster PB: Josh Hartnett TB: Ashley (Parents:Other) *Last month he came to town and basically took control of a few situations. The mob activity in Port Charles is highly active and he was hired to do something about as the New District Attorney Of Port Charles. He's watching and waiting to strike, he has one goal and that is to bring down both Chase and Michael for good, too many people are getting hurt, dying, too many drugs and weapons are being dealt out..It's unacceptable and he thinks he has to put an end to it, and he's determined too...Even though a certain hitmans fiance has most definitely caught his eye. It distracts him, but it also makes him more determined to put an end to the mob in PC ...And if he has to take down Cameran too to get what he wants then so be it.
Serena Foster (Alcazar) PB: Kelly CarlsonTB:Hopless Romantic (Parents: Lorenzo/Carly) 24 yrs) *Serena left home years ago and moved to New York to pursue her dreams of becoming a model. She succeeded and met Jack Foster. They fell for each other and soon were engaged. He recently received a great job opportunity in Port Charles and though Serena was skeptical of coming home she still told her fiance to do what he really wanted to do…So here they are back in Port Charles. She’s very aware of the fact that her brothers on each side of the family won’t like Jack considering their involvement in illegal activities.
Danny Lansing: PB: Danny Lansing TB: Daph (parents: Ric/Liz) (24 yrs) *Danny was a hitman for Michael but because of certain circumstances Danny felt the need to leave town for a little while. Their was a lot of things going on and everything was just adding up he just needed to be gone for awhile, to go see the world and it’s exactly what he did. While he was a way he fell in love and married a beautiful young girl named Michelle. Now after a few years he’s decided to come home and return to work and well settle down. Michael and Paige were his best friends and he truly can’t wait to see them again.
Michelle Lansing: PB:Bethany Joy Lenz TB:Ashley (Parents: Other) *Met Danny Lansing a couple years ago and married him. They have a beautiful baby boy together named Lucas…Although Michelle finds Danny’s line of work dangerous and hard to take sometimes she tries her hardest to support him….It is true that she is terrified for his life though. As Danny's drifting away Michelle is findinging herself drawn to the enemy..Evan Raine.
Lilly Adams PB: Sarah Wayne CalliesTB:Hopless Romantic (parents: no one from PC) (27 y/o) * Lilly moved to Port Charles two years ago after her residency, and now works as an attending at General Hospital. She specializes in emergency medicine. Lilly is compassionate and kind, and sometimes that tends to get her into trouble, being too forgiving and understanding. However she's tougher than she looks, and can take care of herself.
Evan Raine: David Boreanoz TB: Hopless Romantic *Evan moved to Port Charles with his wife Tessa to start over and fresh. He plans on taking over the Corinthos or Alcazar organization, what he really wants to do is take over them both. Evan is known to be cold and heartless at times. He doesn’t spend much time thinking about others but more time thinking about himself. He’ll do whatever he has to do to get who or what he wants and he doesn’t care who he hurts in the process. He's starting to become infatuated with Danny Lansings wife, Michelle.
Tessa *Tess* Raine: Bree Williamson TB: Shiri S *Tessa married Evan years ago and along time ago you could say she was happy…but she truly hasn’t been happy for awhile now. Evan doesn’t treat her very well and Tess knows he sleeps around even though he thinks she is completely oblivious to it.
desires and they have been having an affair with each other ever since.
Ethan Raine: Josh Holloway TB: Mandy *Ethan came to visit his brother Evan not too long before he was moving out…Anyways Ethan needed something to do and felt the need to cause some new trouble so he decided to pack up his things and move to Port Charles with his older brother Evan. Ethan is known to cause trouble and he can be even more mean and cruel then his older brother, he likes pain and he likes to see others feel it too. You could definitely say the guy is a little crazy

Name: Haldis "Hal" Cassadine ( his given name is David but Helena thought that was too common )
Age: Twenty-two
Parents: Nikolas and Emily ( raised by Helena )
Personality: Arrogant, Stubborn, Manipulative, Coniving, Selfish
TB: Shiri
PB: Trent Ford

Teens

Ridley Lansing PB: Rebbeca Herbst TB: Ashley (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (19)
Leigha Lansing PB: Katie HolmesTB: Sarah (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (17)
Logan Corinthos: PB: Joshua JacksonTB: Ashley (Adopted by Michael) (18)
Laura Spencer PB: Kristen Bell TB:Shiri (Parents: Lulu/other) (17)
Tasha Drake PB: Danielle PanabakerTB: Mandy (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (17)
Lex Jamison PB: Brian Presley TB: Sarah (Laura’s Moms boyfriends son.) (18)
Chandlar Spencer PB:Camilla Belle TB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Sam) (18)
Audrey Smith PB:Amber Tamblyn TB: Libby Parents: Zander/Emily) (16yrs)
Alexis Smith PB: Amber TambylnTB:Angel_wings05 (Parents: Zander/Emily) (16)
Zeke Spencer: PB: Jonathan JacksonTB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Unkown) (17 yrs)
Gavin Corinthos PB:Milo VentimigliaTB: Sarah (Parents: Sonny/Brenda) (18yrs)
Cole Morgan PB:Benjamin McKenzie TB: Ashey (Parents: Jason/Carly) (18 yrs.)

Name:Bianca Spencer
PB:Mischa Barton
TB: Court
Parents: Liz and Lucky
Age: Sixteen
Personality: Sarcastic, dark, mysterious, moody, cunning, playful.

[quote=SweetP]Name: Carter Alcazar (Lorenzo/Reese)
Age: 18
Personality: Apathetic, sarcastic, guarded, unimpressionable, honest, rebellious
TB: Mandy
PB:
Kuno Becker

Name: Lainey Devane
Age: Seventeen
Parents: Lorenzo and Anna
Personality: Intelligent, Danerously Beautiful, Persuasive, Devious, Alluring, and boy is she a troublemaker, Lainey Devane has been this way practically her whole life. She likes to have a good time, to stir up trouble, one things for sure...she is not shy, and she will do anything she has to to get what she wants. Her mother Anna had to go deep cover on a case and Lainey begged her over and over to let stay with Chase. Finally Anna agreed, and now here she is, staying with her big brother for a little while. He's always favored her, just like she's always favored him. Lainey is beautiful, smart, and manipulative...You can't be fooled by her charms, for she lives for stirring trouble. She's dangerous in her own way, and one should fear her if they ever crossed her.
TB: Angel_wings05
PB: Kristen Kreuk

~*~Hopeless Romantic~*~ · 06-01-2006, 03:03 PM

-reposting this here:

Serena
I can't help but laugh as he downs the food. Jack is one of the fastest eaters, and it made me glad that I could cook a half decent meal for him to enjoy. 'Come on...we can worry about the dishes later...' I grin and look up at him, finishing my glass of wine and leaning back in the chair. "In a hurry are we?" I say with a laugh but before he answers, he sweeps me up in his arms and carries me down the hall. I laugh, bowing my head against his shoulder and shaking my head "Well I guess that answers that question." I grin and trail soft kisses along the nape of his neck, knowing how that drives him crazy. I am content to forget about everything between him and my family and simply spend time with my husband, no agenda for either of us.

Evan
I watch her face as she sizes me up, as if she's making sure I can be trusted. I signal the bar tender for another round for the both of us once I finish my scotch and turn to listen to her. Not even a full drink and she's already telling me about her life with Danny, her fears for him, everything. I couldn't have asked for a better encounter. I take another swig of my drink as she talks, and I nod, giving her a supportive smile as I listen. "I understand your concerns, definitely. I am more of a business man, I don't get involved with any of the dangerous, gritty stuff. I leave that to the professionals. Think of me as...a sort of CEO or something, I make the business decisions while others take care of the dangerous things. I have a wife, and much like you, I don't want her to have to worry about me." I say with a genuine smile. Yes, take it all in Michelle, I'm the sensitive husband type.

Danny
'Agreed. Never leave again or I'll kill you' I laugh and shake my head. "Yea if your aim is that good." I give her a wink and take another drink of my beer.
I look up when the door opens and in walks Michael. He looks taller than the last time I saw him. I chuckle and stand up, meeting him halfway across the room. "It has...far too long." I say with a laugh. I look down at his hand and shake it firmly. "What, after six years I get the formal handshake?" I say with a laugh before giving him a quick hug with a firm pat on the back. "Man, looks like the business didn't take too much of a toll on you, huh?" I smile and look at Paige as she speaks. 'I'm still the shortest member of the three musketeers. That's just wrong. Stop being so tall' I shake my head and smile at her. "Not our falt, shorty."

[ooc: waiting on Topher before I post Lilly]

angel_wings05 · 06-01-2006, 03:14 PM

OOC-Reposts..Daph Jack and Michelle willl come eventually here hehe.

Logan

I hear Leigha calling my name out but I don't stop, I can't stop. I'm only going to hurt her, she doesn't have to say anything to show me shes hurt about Tasha being pregnant...I already know it just from that once glance before I took off. She has every right to be upset, I mean if I hadn't slept with Tasha that one night...she wouldn't be pregnant and everything would be okay. Just when I'm about to get to the main door of the high school I feel someone grabbing my arm, I know its Leigha, but I can't talk to her right now...I dont know what to say..I'm about to keep on going when her grip one me tightens.. "Leigha..." I whisper as she turns me around to face her. I hate this, I hate that I ruined her prom, that I made things horrible when I promised I wouldn't. Why do I have to ruin everything? Why can't anything ever go as planned? This was suppose to be the perfect evening for Leigha, and I screwed it up by first getting into a fight with Cole..and then getting into an ever bigger one with Tasha. The fight I shared with Tasha was all verbal, but it was harsh, and we said things to eachother we didn't need to say. But now...shes..shes pregnant. What if..What if its not mine? I mean Tasha can be slutty, sure not when we were together...but she knows how to have a good time and she knows how to get a guy she wants...What if this is just some plot of hers? It didn't appear that way...She was in tears when she yelled it at me, its what she wanted to tell me before I started walking away the first time..."I don't know what to say to you.." I whisper to Leigha, I don't know how to handle this...its just all too much..all too much too fast.

Constance

My eyes stay focused on Jamie as I wait for him to respond. I don't like the look in his eyes, its the same look Chase gets when he's really angry...Well not exactly the same look, Chase's is worse, his eyes go completely black I swear. 'Why should I not have come? Maybe because ever since we slept together,you've basically decided to cut off our friendship so I don't feel like I'm welcome here anymore.I know that some of it is my fault but you know I never would've backed off this much if you hadn't pushed me away.It's like...you keep our friendship going but you treat it like we're just aqquaintances..or passing friends..like we don't have any history.It's hard to be around someone when they make you feel like you don't even matter to them anymore.And I knew if things were better with Chase,you'd pick him over me.And I'd let you...just to see you happy...' I cross my arms across my chest as I stare blankly at Jamie...Truly hurt and saddend by his choice of words, by the way he went off on me. What does he mean chose Chase over him? I would never do that, I mean Chase is my husband but Jamie is my best friend since birth....I would never be able to chose between them, and I don't like thinking I have to. 'I shouldn't have come here because what we had,you obviously don't want back.You'd rather have sex and get high with Rafe..' Rafe? How in the hell does he know about Rafe? Jamie was the last person I wanted to know about this, about what I've been doing, about where my head has been. 'I found out from Ridley...the night Meredith was kidnapped..' Ridley? From Ridley. That b/itch I should I have known she'd do anything to get her Rafe back, what she doesn't realize is I don't even care about Rafe...I mean I do care about him, he's my friend but I don't care about the sex, in fact I felt ashamed of myself after I slept with him...Once he left I cried all night, but the drugs...the drugs..those I do need...They're the only thing, they're the only thing that takes the pain away, even if it is only momentarily...

"I'm sorry...I didn't realize you had become so chummy chummy with Ridley Lansing.." I let out bitterly, obviously a little jealous that they've become friends..."Who the hell do you think you are Jamie?" I yell back at him. "I'm so so sorry that I couldn't come be around you after everything that happened but you don't even know...You don't even know the whole story Jamie, you have no idea what happened when I came hold and told Chase the truth..." I yell at him angrily. "You don't know what I went through and you don't know how I begged and pleaded on my hands and knees for Chase to forgive me and take me back only to get kicked to the side like I was nothing." I spit out angryily as I point to myself with my finger. "And then when I finally get a hold of myself I decide to try and find my oh so loyal husband and win him back and get him to trust me again only to find him in bed with Natalie....Who I'm pretty sure he's still f/cking by the way.." I say shaking my head slightly as the tears in my eyes begin to spill over onto my cheeek. I ignore them wanting Jamie to know just exaclty why I haven't been over to see him. "Do I look happy to you Jamie? Do I look happy at all?" I scream out at him. "No Im not, I'm not happy..I hate this..I hate that my life is a mess and that I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore...I hate that my husband can't even look at me let alone touch me..." I say through my tears, I finally bring my hand to my face to wipe away some of the tears.

"But most of all I hate this...I hate whatever this is between you and me because its not suppose to be like this Jamie...Were not suppose to yell at eachother and then ignore eachother...Your my best friend...I'm sorry you hate Rafe and you hate that I'm using again..." I trail off as I look at him. "You don't have to say it Jamie..its written all over your face, the anger, the disappointment....I couldn't deal after my mom died and the drugs are what helped me, are what made at least some fraction of the pain just go away....I didn't want to Jamie..I didn't want to start using again but you don't know how its been for me..." My voice begins to crack as more tears spill from my eyes. "You don't know how hard its been for me....I hate him...Jamie..I hate Chase for what he's doing to me, but I can't leave him...I can't walk away...and because of that I'll keep using the drugs..because they're the only thing that makes it go away...they're the only things that make me forget that my husband doesn't love me, that my husband doesn't want me..." I break down in a fit of tears immediately burying my face in my hands. I move forward and put my my head against Jamie's chest. I don't know if he's going to forgive me or hate me worse for what I said..but all I really want him to do is to hold me and tell me everything is going to be alright. I bring my head up from his chest to look at him with my puffy eyed, tear streaked face. "Why can't he see how much he's hurting me....Why can't he see that's he killing me..." I cry out to him before roughly running my hands through my hair. I look to Jamie, "I love you Jamie.." I whisper to him. "You know I do...I wish I could be better for you..that I could be stronger..and not weak like this....I'm sorry for not being as good to you as you've always been to me..."

Cole

Like everyone else I watch as Tasha and Logan argue intensely with eachother. They're not dancing anymore, and neither is anyone else for that matter. Everyone's eyes are on the two exes in a heated arguement. What was I thinking to think this was ever going to end? Maybe they are arguing but it doesn't mean anything. Tasha is just going to flea back to him like she always does, and shes only going to get hurt again. Logan goes off on Tasha causing the anger in my body to rise, I clench my fists tightly..It's taking everything in me not to go over and take him out for talking to her that way, for treating her that way. God he's a d/ck, a complete prick that deserves everything he's got coming to him. Logan is going to end up alone and depressed because he's an angry person who can't let go of things, I swear he doesn't have a nice bone in his body. He's cold, and heartless. Just as I'm about to go over to them Tasha starts yelling back at Logan. I smile slightly at her words, glad to see her fighting back so much. 'I am aware what we had was not true love, god, I am not an idiot. Anyone who thinks they have found true love when it comes to you is insane. Because you will never change Logan; you will always be the no good, low-life, scum bag who has nothing better to do than to pray on the unsuspecting heart. I pity anyone who gets in your path. And it is true, you may have fooled me once, Logan, but my eyes are wide open now. You are nothing more than an arrogant *******, and I feel nothing for you. But I just thought you should know. I am pregnant…and it’s yours..' My mouth hangs almost wide open as I stare at Logan and Tasha. Did she just say what I think she said? She's pregnant, shes pregnant with Logan's child. Sadness feels my eyes as I watch her turn on her heels and run out of the gym. I don't care about Logan, so I'm not even going to wait and see how he reacts...Tasha's who I care about, and shes obviously hurting and really scared right now. Without another moments though I run out of the gym and to the door. "Tasha...Tasha." I call out after her once I open the door and run out. I see her standing there with her arms wrapped around herself, she's trying her best not to just break down in tears..I can tell by just looking at her. "Tasha.." I whisper softly with softness in my eyes. I come up to her and wrap my arms around her. "It's okay...everything is going to be okay.." I whisper to her as burys her head in my chest.

California_ here_ I _come · 06-01-2006, 03:33 PM

Michael

Danny smiled back at him, agreeing that it had been too long since they had seen one another. Six years to be exact. Man did time fly. Michael could barely believe that six years ago it had just been him, Danny, and Paige. They were the best of friends. Hell, Danny and Paige even dated by in the day. Back then they were young adults still trying to find their place in the world. Danny and Michael were new to the mob buisness back them and Paige had just started up a conversation with them one night at the strip club where she worked. They all hit it off and became inseperable. Danny teased Michael for greeting him with a simple handshake and Michael laughed, hugging his best friend. Just like old times. Danny commented that the business didn't take too much toll on Michael it seemed and Michael shrugged, a smirk dancing across his lips. "No complaints here. Chase is still a thorn in the side, but that's to be expected." Michael laughed, wrapping his arm around Paige as she complained about being the short one. "Blame Sam and Jason." He laughed again, turning back to Danny. "Not that I'm not happy to see you, but what brings you to town?"

SweetP · 06-01-2006, 05:57 PM

OOC: Just came by to say I LOVED the L/L/C posts!!! Tasha will be edited in as will Morgan

DreamOn777 · 06-01-2006, 06:07 PM

Leigha
Leigha looked to Logan.She wanted to help him in some way.She wanted to comfort him.And yet she felt like she needed to comforted in some way.No by him..but...it was confusing.It was like a mix of emotions.This child..this child was deciding alot of people's futures and she just wished this wasn't happening.Why couldn't everything just be simple and normal and ordinary? Why did it have to be so dramatic and mind blowing.Why did prom have to turn into the day everyone's futures changed? Why did just a simple high school dance have to change people's lives?

Logan looked at Leigha with some coldness in his eyes but she knew it was just sadness and shock and pain.He told her he didn't know what to say to her.She didn't know what to say to him either.She wished she could just be that supportive one who said 'It's going to be alright.We'll all make it through this',but that wasn't her.But it wasn't like her to yell at him either.So what? What did that leave? Leigha let her hand drop off of Logan's arm.She knew if she didn't say anything,he would leave.He would walk away."Don't say anything.Just...we can just go somewhere and sit,"she said.She didn't know what she was really getting at.They couldn't talk about this...but she didn't want him to leave.She knew that.So she just wanted to be with him and just sit...because she didn't want prom to end like this.If things were going to end for them,they couldn't end on prom night.Leigha wouldn't let that happen.

Jamie
Jamie listened as Constance yelled back at him.It made him sad.It made him feel so...so..empty.He needed Constance and she needed him and it was just not right that they had gone on like this.As Constance cried,he felt like holding her closer.It was always his instinct to want to protect her and take away her pain.It had always been like that.Jamie didn't remember when he and Constance had started this whole routine but it was their routine.He remembered Constance's mother,Carly.Even though Jamie's mother had hated her,Jamie wasn't the same way.He always felt like there was something amazing in Carly.Carly had liked Jamie.She liked the way he was with Constance.She told Jamie that he reminded her of Jason,Constance's father and that Constance and Jamie's relationship reminded her of her own relationship with Jason.Carly said it was the most stable,the most true thing in her life.

Jamie hadn't known at the time what that really meant.He was young and he just nodded along.But he learned as he got older what it meant.It was having someone that was with you no matter what.Even when you were in a fight or lost,they were with you.Things could be so bad and things could be horrible on both sides and yet they were in you.Jamie held onto Constance as she cried knowing just how true what Carly had said was."I didn't need you to be better for me.I just need you to be here.You're always with me,Constance but I need more than just you in my head.I need you really.I love you too.We both know that.But I don't want us to be apart because it doesn't work that way,"he told her.He sighed as he pulled away from her.There was still something though...it wasn't all right.He knew that."You have to stop using though,Constance.That's the only way this can work.I need you to stop using...if not for yourself than for me,"he told her.He was hoping this would snap her out of this..whatever she was in.But he didn't know.Part of him felt she wouldn't snap out of it and this gap that seemed like it was closing would widen again.

SweetP · 06-01-2006, 06:46 PM

Tasha

He broke my heart today
I don't know what to say
I can't feel a thing at all
I did not see it comin'
Now you just a man that got away
I look at the ground
And give the sky the middle finger
Something inside said
"Here's a day you should remember
So mark it on a wall

Tasha stood on the side of the way, barely able to hold back the flood gates. God, Logan was such a prick. How could he say such mean things to her? It was like she didn’t even have the slightest impact on his life, he just fucked her and it meant nothing more than that. It was…unbearable to think that she had meant nothing to someone, especially Logan. It was usually the other way around; everyone else always meant nothing to her. She could toss them away and just pick up a better one seconds later. Tasha clutched the railing as she tried not to cry, thinking about all the things they had said to each other. Maybe she shouldn’t have yelled that he could never change, because that meant Tasha could never change. She would always be the stuck up, two-faced, back-stabber that everyone claimed she was, but that wasn’t Tasha. Sure she could be that way when she wanted to, but she was a good person at heart. Wasn’t she? Yes, she was. It was Logan who was the prick and Tasha who was the victim, or was she just trying to convince herself that when it was really the other way around?

I never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to dumb girls
Taking themselves too seriously
I was so damn smart
I was the one girl
Who never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to somebody else…

God she had been such a fool. Why did she have to say all those things about Logan? They were probably going to come back to bite her in the ass sometime, because she knew she had pissed him off, and who knew what Logan was likely to do? She hadn’t meant them; she really did care about him, well, as much as you could care about a person who cheated on you with your best friend. It was so One Tree Hillish that Tasha almost laughed. She was Brooke, the one character she had always thought she was most like. Go her.

I miss you so much
Can't stand it
You bring out the blonde in me
'Cause I'm still hanging on
Even though you done me wrong.
And I got the heart to forgive this
But I'd never let you know.
What kind of girl would put herself
In that postition?
yeah
To think that I could ever fight the system
And I got fooled again

Tasha heard footsteps coming toward her and immediately wiped her eyes. Tasha Drake didn’t cry, she made other people cry. Weak people, for that’s all that they were. Babies who were too weak to know that you should never let them see you cry, for all crying was, was showing what your weakness was. It didn’t solve anything; it didn’t make anything that happened unhappen. It was just ridiculous nonsense. “Tasha…” Tasha turned around slowly, looking Cole in the eyes, and to her surprise all she found in them was concern. And not for anyone else that was involved, but for her! He didn’t care that she had just announced to the entire would she was pregnant with Logan’s baby. He just wanted to make sure she was okay, and Tasha loved him for it, “Oh Cole…” she said wrapping both of her arms around him, making it even harder not to cry. “everything is going to be okay…” Tasha pulled back from Cole to once again look into his eyes before shaking her head, “It’s not going to be okay, Cole. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you had to find out this way, I didn’t want any of this to happen. I was such a fool to fall for Logan’s bait. I should have just known better,” she said as the tears started to trickle down her face. God she was such a fool, a dumb girl just like everyone else.

Never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to dumb girls
Taking themselves too seriously
I was so damn smart
I was the one girl
Who never believed it could happen to me
Something like this only happens to somebody else

…I guess I’m just a dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb girl.
That’s what I am….

OOC: Sorry for the length. Lol I got carried away and thought the song fit really well lol.

angel_wings05 · 06-01-2006, 07:54 PM

Logan

I stay looking at Leigha waiting to see what she has to say. She stares back, and for a minute I wonder if she can even say anything. I need to get out of here, I need to clear my head, I need to go drink a fifth of Vodka or something...Just as I'm about to turn to walk away she speaks up. 'Don't say anything.Just...we can just go somewhere and sit...' She says to me before letting of my arm. I let out a deep sigh not knowing what to do. My mind is at a complete loss right now, I don't know what I'm suppose to do, I don't know how to handle this, any of it. I shrugg slightly as I look at her. "I don't know...I don't know Leigha...Everything is a mess...I don't know what I'm suppose to do..." I whisper softly as I stare at her. Without thinking about it for a second longer I take her hand and lead her out of the school. Standing right out in front is the limo we came in..Lucky for us, Tasha and Cole went out of the school through the gym instead of the back doors...Therefore they're in the back of the school, and I couldn't be more happier. I can't face Tasha right now, not after everything I said about her and everything she said to me. Without saying the word I get into the limo and then let go of her hand, hoping she'll leave with me. Maybe I don't want her to come with me...I plan on drinking every ounce of liquor in the cooler to make me momentarily forget everything that just happened. Without say a word I move forward and dig in the cooler for the bottle of Vodka...I really hadn't planned on getting drunk earlier, this was suppose to be special for Leigha..but like Tasha said, maybe I can't change...I'm doom to repeat the same sad sick history over and over...I was wasted last prom, and I'm about to get wasted this prom too..There's a new girl to the left of me, I'm bound to make her hate me too.

Constance

'I didn't need you to be better for me.I just need you to be here.You're always with me,Constance but I need more than just you in my head.I need you really.I love you too.We both know that.But I don't want us to be apart because it doesn't work that way..' He tells me trying his best to soothe me as he holds me. God, how incredibly selfish am I? He came here because he was feeling depressed and sad, and first I pick a fight with him..and then I turn it around on me so its my problems, and its him thats helping me. He's always saving me, I wish I could say I've done the same for him but I don't know if I have..He knows I care about him and he means everything to me, that'd I'd be lost without him..that I've been lost without him. When we pull back from the hug I use my hands to wipe away my tears. 'You have to stop using though,Constance.That's the only way this can work.I need you to stop using...if not for yourself than for me..' I begin to shake my head 'no' as I look at him. "I can't.." I whisper softly to him. "I can't stop Jamie...I need them...You don't know...you don't know how hard its been...they're the only thing..they're the only thing that makes it all disappear..that makes it all go away.." I tell him nodding my head as I move closer to him. "If I had my husband maybe I wouldn't need them..but I don't have him....He doesn't look at me..He's never around Jamie..." I say to him softly while staring at him with tears still in my eyes. "He won't even touch me...It's like..its like I'm dirty because I slept with you..like he doesn't approve of me anymore....I can't stop taking them Jamie...I won't...I would do it for you if I could..but I can't....I can't stop..."

Cole

I look at her as she pulls herself out of my arms. 'It’s not going to be okay, Cole. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that you had to find out this way, I didn’t want any of this to happen. I was such a fool to fall for Logan’s bait. I should have just known better..' She tells me as tears stream down her face. I look at her sadly wishing I knew away to make this all better for her, but I don't. Logan is a prick, and shes pregnant with her child, I think any girl would be crying at the thought of it, I know thats not why shes crying though..She's crying because of everything that happened with her, and I guarantee the whole pregnancy dealio has something to do with it too. "Hey..hey.." I whisper softly as I raise my hand to gently caress her cheek. "Do not blame yourself for this Tasha...You didn't do anything wrong....Logan's a prick and you know what he probably wont even take responsibility for this cause he doesn't take responsibility for anything..." I say shaking my head slightly. "But you have me....I'm not going anywhere...I know we don't know eachother all that well, but I care about you and I don't want to see you like this..hurting and in tears...when you should be smiling and laughing...I hate him for what he does to you..for how he's treated you.." I tell her sincerly. "But I'm not Logan..and I'm going to be here for you..no matter what.." I tell her before leaning in and kissing her softly on the lips. I allow my mouth to move to the side of her face, I kiss away her tears before pulling her back into my arms. "I won't let you go through this alone.." I whisper to her.

~*~Hopeless Romantic~*~ · 06-01-2006, 09:56 PM

ooc: okay Ash

*twiddles thumbs*

angel_wings05 · 06-01-2006, 11:26 PM

OOC-Haha sorry hun!!! I had to go for awhile and didn't get a chance to finish them and then I started watching this movie haha lol..

Jack

'Well I guess that answers that question...' She says to me smiling. I nod my head and smile wider as she begins laying kisses upon the nape of my neck, she knows how crazy it can drive me. "Mmmm.." I say letting out a laugh. When I get to our bedroom I open the door and walk inside still holding her in my arms. I laugh noticing all the boxes still in the room. "We really do have to finish unpacking.." I tell her before laying her down on the bed. I smile at her as my hands goes to the side of her face. "We can worry about all that later.." I say giving her a wink before seizing her lips with my own....I admit there are times when I hate being married...but its time like theses when I don't regret it a single bit...I knew about Serena's involvement with the mob before I ever got involved with her....She doesn't know that, and if I told her she'd probably want to strangle me...I wanted to get to her and use her as leverage to bring her brothers down, I wanted her on my side..I still do..but something happened years ago when I was only messing with her...I for the first time in my life fell in love, and I haven't stopped falling since. Things aren't always easy, especially as of late..but its moments like these I really cherish.

Michelle

I watch as he signals the bartender to bring us another. I finish off my drink and set it down before looking back to him. 'I understand your concerns, definitely. I am more of a business man, I don't get involved with any of the dangerous, gritty stuff. I leave that to the professionals. Think of me as...a sort of CEO or something, I make the business decisions while others take care of the dangerous things. I have a wife, and much like you, I don't want her to have to worry about me..' I nod my head slightly smiling...So he's married, thats good..cause I'm married and well be for I wasn't sure if he was flirting and I don't know trying to pick me up or whatever..and it was why I flashed my wedding ring at him, to let him know I'm taken. I feel sorry for being so skeptical before, he seems like a really nice man, married, who knows maybe he even has children. "Well that's good...for you, you don't have to get your hands dirty.." I say raising my eyebrows slightly before taking a drink of my fresh drink. I know exactly what kind of work Danny use to do, and I know what he plans on doing again...He told me about how many times he'd be taken in only to be let go cause they couldn't prove it...He's good at what he does, but unlike my new friend here..he has to get his hands dirty, he kills...when his boss orders him to...I just don't understand how he could want that life for his family...Isn't he worried about us? I snap out of my thoughts and grab a hold of my drink. I was only suppose to come in here for one drink and now I've already slammed down another? I glance over at Evan as my finger circles the rim of my glass. "So...Are you from around here? I mean did you grow up here?" I ask him curiously.

Shiri S · 06-02-2006, 12:51 AM

OOC: I know I know I need to do Topher

Paige

'Not our falt, shorty'. "Is too your fault" She crossed her arms over her chest, looking up at him. "Shrink" She demanded, a smile on her face. She can never be mad at the two more important people in her life. It's just not possible. True, Morgan is important, but Danny and Michael has always taken top ranking. They're her best friends. She can't imagine her life without them. She really can't. It would too hard. She watched with a smile as the two now grown men hugged each other. This was like a family reunion of the three musketeers that's been far too long over due. Now things could really get back to normal for a change. A little bit of normalizy never hurt anyone. 'Blame Sam and Jason'. "Oh I do" She laugehd, leaning into Michael like it was the most normal thing in the world. She wrapped her arm around Michael's waist and stood with him like that as he address Danny again. "I wondering that too" She nodded, reaching over and grabbing her beer, taking a drink of it.

Zeke

Leaning in the wall, he looked around the prom. He was, of course, leaing on the 'cool wall'. The loser call was on the other side of the room. Clearly he wanted to stay away from that. He was no loser. He didn't know what he was but he wasn't a loser. He listened as Maria announced the prom court. He turned everything out as soon as he didn't hear anyone he really knew. Well he knew then but he didn't know know them. They're merely aquantances. That's all. He stood up from the wall and was about to go get some punch when Audrey came over to him. "Hey" He got out with a light laugh as she called him stanger. They were far from strangers. Infact, they were practically best friends. His father is good friends with her mother and that past down to their kids. Audrey had always been the twin that Zeke connected with the most. 'Dance with me'. "Well since you asked to nicely" He smiled, lettig her take him out on the floor. He noiced something off about her as they danced and he just had to ask. "Are you .. drunk?"

Laura

She was dancing with Lex when the music stopped and Maria Sinclaire got up on the stage. Ah it must be time to announce the winners. Jeez she just got there but whatever. She dropped her arms from Lex's neck and turned towards the stage, actually paying attention unlike it appeared other were doing. Her mouth dropped a little and she let out a huge squeal with a happy dance attached as it was announced that she got princess. Princess! She couldn't believe it. She would rather have queen but since that'll go to some senior, she's perfecty happy with Princess. She'll be the reigning queen next year if she has anything to do with it. She can't wait to tell Jamie. Yes, he was the first person that came to mind that she wanted to tell. Her mom, of course, wasn't to far behind. "If you'll excuse me" She spoke to Lex with a giggled as she went up on stage.

Her prince joined her minute later and she couldn't be more happier with who won. Gavin Corinthos. Dreamy deamy Gavin Corinthos. She has always had the bugget crush on him. It wasn't anything she would persue but he was still a pretty big deal to her. She smiled as she walked off with Gavin to the dance floor. She put her arms around his neck and began moving with him. "So Mr. Prince, are you and Audrey a thing now?" She didn't wait for an answer before she continued. "She's my boo so if you hurt her, I can pretty much garentee that you're getting my foot up your ass and a few punches else where" She looked down for a moment then looked back up at him and smiled at him sweely as they continued dancing. "Just a warning" Before they could say anything, yelling could be heard. She turned her head and raised an eyebrow. Ah Logan and Tasha. It figures. Her mouth dropped at what Tasha said. "Sucks to be her" She commented, looking back to Gavin with a shrug.

Tess

The music pounded into her ears as she walked into the 21 and over club of downtown Port Charles. She had gotten in very easily. The guard didn't even give her a once over. That's an advantage she gets being blonde and dressed hot; she can get into anywhere. She'll understand the male fixation with blondes but whatever. She could really careless. Finding out the reason would make things less fun and she doesn't like when things are less fun. It just sucks.

Her hazel colored eyes looked around as she headed futher into the club, perfectly aware that she shouldn't be there. She shouldn't be there because she should be a good little wifey and wait for her husband to come home from whatever he went out to do. The thing about Tess Raine is, though, is that she's far from a good little wifey. Good is a far cry from what she is. 'Good' should never be used in the same sentence at her name. The end. With confidence in her step, she moved towards the bar and cleared her throat to get the bar tenders attention.

"Vanilla Vodka" She spoke out with a sexy smile playing on her lips. She twirled her hair a little and kept her eyes on the man as he got her drink. Just as she had wanted, he spoke that this drink and any otherss she had tonight were on the house. "Thanks you're a doll" She winked at the man before downing the drink in one swallow. She turned around and leaned agaisnt the bar, her eyes scanning the room. A small smirk fell on her lips as she spotted someone she knew. She flipped hair over her shoulder and moved over to him, never taking her eyes off of him.

"Didn't expect to see you here" She commented, moving around to save him. "We should dance" She told him, the same sexy smile on her face as she gave the bar tenders. Just because she's a married woman doesn't mean she can't flirt. A little flirting never hurt anyone. Especially when it's someone as hot as her brother in law that she's flirting with.

Tag Ethan

Kristina

She sighed lightly as he admited to making a mistake. She knows no one is perfect but he has got to be the most fault-wrothy man she has ever know. Alot of people make mistakes but he's the king of them. He's made more mistakes in his life than half the people she's defended in her brillant career as a lawyer. That's how how he is, though. He's always been like that and she's learned to accept it. She doesn't look down on him for it becaus after all, she's made her fair share of mistakes so she really has no room to talk.

'Meredith is my job, I have to find her for Chase'. "Shouldn't Chase be the one to find her?" She aske retrocially as she idly played with the hair on her back of her neck. 'I wish I would have went with you, I hate the way I acted with you that night'. "Can't take any of back now" She shrugged lightly, her brown eyes staring at him. "I reschudled it for next week .. if you were wondering" It was worth a try, right? Right. She couldn't bring herself go to to the apointment herself. She just couldn't do it.

'I'm going to be better..I'm going to be better for you and our child'. "You always say that" She pointed out once more, not pulling away from him for one second as his forehead rested against hers. She's heard those words come out of his mouth so many times before. Those 'I'm going to be better', ''I'm going to change' words. He stands by his words for a while but they always fall back into their old habits. It's the same pattern over and over again. On one hand, she's used to it, but on the other hand she isn't. Sometimes she wishes things could be simple for them. Things are never simple though. Not in Port Charles. It's just nearly impossible.

'I need you Kristina. Don't walk away from me. My life isn't worth living if your not in it'. She heard those words and before she could respond, he kissed her. She could feel herself forgiving him as she sighed lightly in his mouth. She had missed this. She deepend the kiss a little and stood a step closer to him, pressing her body up against his as the kiss kept going. Pretty soon, she ran out of breath and she pulled away, resting her forehead against his as she looked into her eyes. "I could never walk away from you. I need you in my life as much as you need me" She leaned foward and kissed him every so lightly, her eyes never leaving his. "Let's go home"

angel_wings05 · 06-02-2006, 01:22 AM

Audrey

'Well since you asked to nicely..' He says smiling before we begin to dance. I keep my arms loosely around his neck as I look at him smiling happily, yes I'm in a good mood..and I'm tipsy..and I came here with Gavin..Go me, Laura would tell me I rock, I'm definitely going to tell her she rocks for winning Prom Princess, she deserved it. As I look at Zeke I notice him kind of looking at me strangely. "Are you .. drunk?" I stare at him with eyes wide for a second before bursting into a fit of tears. I continue laughing while resting my head against his chest for a second. "I'm sorry.." I say smiling brightly as I lift my head up to look at him. "Yesss..I'm a little tipsy.." I say as I glance over his shoulder at Gavin and Laura. My smile changes into one of excitement as butterflies come to my stomach...I look to Zeke known he saw me look at Gavin..I'm pretty sure he knows I came here with him. "Don't look at me like that.." I say laughing slightly. "I just had a couple glasses of champagne with Gavin...on the way here..in the giant limo he got for us.." I say while grinning at him. "I think we're going to end up leaving early...the prom is kind of dead...thanks to Logan and Tasha." I say rolling my eyes slightly. "Oh well it doesn't bother me...I kind of want another glass of champagne anyways.." I say laughing to him as we continue dancing together.

~*~Hopeless Romantic~*~ · 06-02-2006, 03:58 AM

Serena
I grin as he lays me on the bed, which is far bigger than the last one we had. I insisted, because not only does he hog the covers, but I tended to hang off the side of the bed halfway through the night. 'We really do have to finish unpacking..We can worry about all that later..' "Mm hm. I didn't think you meant now." I say with a slight laugh as I push myself further back on the bed while tugging off his tie. "You know..." I say against his lips, pulling back just slightly away from his kisses. "I'd cook more often if this is the reaction I get from you." I grin and kiss him again, hugging my arms around him

Evan
I watch her as she takes her other drink. This girl can hold her liquor, good to know. 'Well that's good...for you, you don't have to get your hands dirty..' I grin and wiggle my fingers for effect. "Yep, can't have that." I watch her as she falls silent, her mind obviously on her husband or of something that is bothering her. Perfect situation in my book. I can be the consoleing friend, someone she can turn to when her husband is off doing his part of the business, earn her trust, gain her allegience. Hit Corinthos and his goonies where it hurts them the most. 'So...Are you from around here? I mean did you grow up here?' "Nah, just came here with my brother and wife. We needed a change. We've been living upstate, but figured it was time to come more coast side. It's much more beautiful out here."

Danny
I listen to Michael and roll my eyes when he mentions Chase. "Those Alcazars just don't know when to quit." 'Is too your fault. Shrink' I laughed and shook my head at her. "Yea, I'll get right on that Paige." I shift my gaze from the two of them as they both inquire as to why I am here. "Well, I just moved back actually, with the wife and son...and I'm hoping to get back into the business. I know I've been gone a while, and you are more than set with Paige here, but if you need an extra pair of hands, I'm more than ready to take the job."

California_ here_ I _come · 06-02-2006, 01:02 PM

Michael

Paige placed her arm around Michael's side too and he could not help but notice what a nice fit she was. She was certainly tiny. Paige may object to her size, but Michael didn't. He found it adorable. It also supplied him with an extra need to protect her and men liked being given that strong feeling. Danny inquired that the Alcazar family had trouble deciding when enough was enough and Michael nodded, the words ringing true. "I've got something they want though, so I'm not too worried." Michael grinned, but did not elaborate. Paige knew where he was holding Meredith, but Michael did not feel the need to broadcast it. Anyone could be listening in. Hell, spieds could have bugged the place. You could never be too careful as far as the mob was concerned. Paige repeated Michael's question as to why Danny had returned home and he answered them, explaining that he was in twon with his wife and son. He wanted to get back into the buisness. He knew that Michael was set with Paige, but if he needed another person to help with the dirty work, he was in. "Married? A kid? I feel old." Michael laughed, patting Paige on the back. "At least Paige is stickng with me in the singles department." Michael sighed, thinking Danny's suggestion over. He could use all the help he could get and he trusted Danny just as much as he trusted Paige. "Consider yourself hired."

DreamOn777 · 06-02-2006, 08:37 PM

Leigha
Leigha followed Logan as he grabbed her hand and pulled her towards the limo.She was worried about him.She was worried about what he might do if she wasn't there.It's not like she could stop him from anything but...well...she just felt like she couldn't leave him.And it wasn't like she wanted to.She stepped into the limo behind him but he was already inside downing some of the vodka that was in the limo.She bit her bottom lip and didn't say anything.What should she say? She just didn't know.

She wanted to comfort Logan but who said he wanted her comfort? But watching him there just downing that vodka like it was water scared her.This was what he did when he was upset.When she was upset,she went to her room and blasted her music really loudly and waited a whole twenty four hours before even looking at anyone else...or she went to Moondog's and just put on headphones and sat in one of the booths for hours.But that wouldn't work for Logan.And this was alot bigger than a break up or a bad day.This was the change of his life.This was a child...his child.Leigha didn't know what she would do if she found out she was pregnant.She would probably go ballistic.Leigha leaned forward slowly and pushed Logan's hand that held the bottle away from his lips.She looked up at him and put her hand on his,just hoping he'd let her be there for him."I'm here,"she said softly,but who knew if he heard her.

Jamie
She couldn't do it.She said she just couldn't do it.The drugs were the only things that took away her pain.Jamie stepped back and shook his head.It killed him to watch Constance do this to herself again.He'd seen it after Carly died.He had tried to help her but she had fallen.He had managed to pull her out after a long struggle.He couldn't go through that again.It would kill him.And yet,he couldn't just step away either.It was this place he was stuck in.He shook his head at Constance."They can't ease your pain,Constance! Why can't you see that? All they do is put it off for awhile so that you just feel it more later! I know you're hurting.I can see it just standing right here with you.I know Chase is...I know he's doing this and I know you love him and I know you're in pain over this,but you're killing yourself! You're digging yourself into this hole that you won't be able to get out of,"he yelled.He paused for a moment ot get himself together again.He didn't know what he had come here to say or do.It was kind of all lost.He looked at her straight in the eyes.

"You promised me,Constance.You remember last time? When you were ok,you promised me you'd never do it again because it made you feel worse.I trusted that promise.You remember? You didn't go off to rehab because of that.Your father...you remember? I told him..we told him and he kept you here.And we helped you and you got better.It was better again,"he rambled in a soft tone.He remembered it like it was yesterday.It was the moment he and Constance had been tested,their relationship that is.It was just when they were teenagers but it was big.Carly had said things like that would come in time.He remembered that too.Jamie looked away.He felt like everything was pulling him apart.He wanted it all to go away.No,he wanted it all to sort itself out without him.He wanted to open his eyes to the world he has before.

"I can't watch you do this to yourself,Constance,not again.It's killing me to watch you do this.And if you can't stop for me,then I guess I can't do anything for you.I can't stand here and watch you go back to that dark place.It was either me or the drugs and I guess you already made your choice,"he said as he turned and walked towards the door.Every fiber in his body was telling him to hug her,stay with her...but he couldn't.He needed her to stop.He couldn't comfort her when she was doing this to herself.He always saved her.She didn't have to save herself.She just had to choose to be saved and he would do it in an instant.