[angel_wings05]

GH Next Generation Thread 7: Let us Die Young or Let us Live Forever....Forever Young, I want to be Forever Young...



Forever Young by Youth Group

Let’s dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don’t have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music’s for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we’re getting in tune
The music’s played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don’t they stay young

It’s so hard to get old without a cause
I don’t want to perish like a fading horse
Youth is like diamonds in the sun
And dimonds are forever

So many adventures couldn’t happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams are swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever, forever and ever

Reserved PB's: (*For future threads)
Hayden Patinere (Hope Morgan aged to teeanger) *Ashley*
Collin Farrel (Damien Montomgery *Chloe's husbad*) *Brit*
Adults



Michael Corinthos:= PB: Tom WellingTB:Libby (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Mob Boss [Michael followed in his fathers foot steps and took over the buisness years ago. He's young and can be foolish but he's in charge and he does know what he's doing. Fiercely protectective he'll protect his family and the ones he loves at all cost. He's honest and a true friend, but he does not take to betrayal well. In fact like his father he has a very hard time forgiving those who pain him.
Morgan Corinthos PB:Jensen Ackles TB:Mandy (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Cop
Constance Morgan PB: Katherine HeiglTB:Ashley (Parents: Jason/Carly) Wife of other Mob
Paige Morgan PB:Mila KunisTB: Shiri (Parents: Jason/Sam) Hit woman for Michael
Natalie Bennet PB: Sarah Brown TB:Ashley (Parents: Jason-other girl) Ex of Michael’s, Mistress of Chase
Chase Alcazar PB: Jason BehrTB: Shiri (Parents: Lorenzo/Skye) Other Mob Boss
Meredith Alcazar PB: Kate MaraTB:Shiri (Parents Lorenzo/Skye) Sister of Chase/ Girl on the side for Cameran.
Jamie Alcazar PB:James Lafferty TB:Sarah (Parents Lorenzo/Reese) Cop
Cameran Smith PB: Chad Brannon TB: Ashley (Parents Zander/Liz) Hit man for Chase
Kristina Corinthos PB: Sophia Bush TB: Shiri (Parents Sonny/Alexis) Lawyer
Rafe Sanders PB: Orlando Bloom TB: Shiri (Parents: Other) Drug Dealer
Dr. Topher Drake PB:Justin Chambers TB:Shiri (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (28 yrs)
D.A. Jack Foster PB: Josh Hartnett TB: Ashley (Parents:Other)(26)
Danny Lansing: PB: Danny Lansing TB: Brit (parents: Ric/Liz) (24)
Michelle Lansing: PB:Bethany Joy Lenz TB:Ashley (Parents: Other) (23)
Evan Raine: David Boreanoz TB: Libby
Tessa *Tess* Raine: PB: Elisha Cuthebert TB: Shiri S
desires and they have been having an affair with each other ever since.
Ethan Raine: PB: Josh Holloway TB: Brit (31 or 32)
Hal Cassadine PB: Trent Ford TB:Shiri (parents:Nikolas/Emily (Raised by Helena) ) (22)
Derek Adams PB:Eric Dane
TB:Ashley (28)
Mara Bauer: PB:Lindsey Mckeon TB: Brit (Parents: Other) *Michelles Younger sister* (19)
Gabe Corinthos: PB:Johnny Depp TB:Brit (Parents: Sonny and Brenda)


Name: Adam Drake
Age: 30
Parents: Patrick and Robin
Personality: Womanizing, Broody, Confident, Guarded, Humane, Unpredictable
Tb: Cliffy
Pb: Tim Daly

Name: Dylan Quartermaine
Age: 22
Parents: AJ and Courtney
Personality: Rebellious, Impulsive, Irresponsible, Sly, Irrational, Misunderstood
Tb: Cliffy
Pb: Luke Perry

Name: James Spencer
Age: 22
Parents: Gavin and Camryn
Personality: Rebellious, Temperamental, Vindictive, Impulsive, Lethal, Protective
Tb: Cliffy
Pb: Leigh Whannell

Name: Christian Ford
Age: 32
Parents: Nobody on the show
Personality: Womanizing, Ungovernable,Misunderstood, Troubled. Demanding, Aggressive
Tb: Cliffy
Pb: Julian McMahon



Name: Chloe Montgomery
Age: 28
Brief History Chloe has lived a long and rough life…and the sad part is she’s only twenty-eight years old. She has two children and a husband she’s ran away from. She never loved Damien Montgomery, she married him to repay her poor adoptive family for all they’d done for her. They had many kids, but she was the eldest daughter….At the shy age of eighteen Damien caught sight of her and the rest all sort of fell into place rather quickly. She didn’t want to marry him, but he promised her family money for the rest of their lives, and he promised he’d take care of her. Pregnancy didn’t come long after their marriage. She was twenty when she gave birth to their now eight year old son Jack. Things were okay between them for awhile, other then the fact she had to pretend to love him and was completely shut out of any part of his business or work life. She never really knew much about it other then the basics…What everyone else knew. He came off to everyone in their city as a dangerously rich powerful business man who owns a chain of hotels and casinos. You could say he definitely draws a lot of water in the city they’re from. After some time passed Damien went into business with a man named Ethan Raine. Damien would probably say now that going into business with Ethan was the worse thing he ever did. Sparks flew between Ethan and Chloe the instant they laid eyes on each other. Chloe tried so hard to learn how to love Damien, but she never could…and yet falling in love with Ethan happened so easily…Chloe started a very dangerous affair with Ethan behind Damien’s back. The affair went on for months and months without Damien knowing a thing about it. When Damien was away on business trips, Ethan would come to the house and spend days with Chloe. Every moment together the harder they fell for one another….They both knew it couldn’t last, that someday it would have to end put neither one of them spoke of it or ever dared to bring it up….Both feared the day it would come. As they become more hasty and reckless with their affair, their bliss soon came to the end. They became to casual, and careless, being together right under Damien’s nose…Eventually the inevitable happened, and Damien caught on….Catching them in the act made him more furious than he had ever been in his life. His trusted business partner, the person he had come to think of as one of his closest friends, was having a hot and heavy affair with his wife. What neither Chloe or Damien were aware of was that Ethan was a conman. He was slowly withdrawing money from Damien’s back account. He owed people and he needed to do this score in order to basically save his own life. In the beginning he started framing it too make it look like it was Chloe stealing the money from her husband. When he started falling for her he tried to back track and not make it look like Chloe was involved at all…However at this point everything was coming crashing down on him. Damien knew of the affair and wanted Ethan’s head on a stick. The people Damien owed had been hounding him for the money for weeks and weeks, and it was becoming harder to hold them off. Then they pulled out a card Ethan never thought they would. They found out of his affair with Chloe Montgomery and soon realized she meant a great deal to him. They threatened Chloe’s life and that was the final straw for him. He split and abandoned Chloe. She didn’t understand any of it, but really he only did it to protect her. At this point her husband Damien had developed quite the drinking problem….Not long after Ethan split, he discovered the mass amounts of money Ethan stole for him. Right away he believed Chloe had helped him all along, so he went home and decided to teach Chloe a lesson. When the beatings started Chloe had no idea she was pregnant….It was after she was thrown down a set of stairs and taken to the hospital that she discovered it. She tried to cover it up as Damien’s child, for fear what he would do to her…But he didn’t believe her and when the time came he got a paternity test as quick as possible. The fact that the child was Ethan’s didn’t help matters in the least. After she gave birth to a daughter she named, Abigail, the beatings grew increasingly worse. For five years Chloe went on living in that prison of a house with her heartless bastard of a husband. She wanted to leave so many times, but she couldn’t. Damien was a powerful man and any threat he made was real…Chloe was scared of him and stayed because she didn’t know what else she could do. The last time he beat her was so bad that she had no choice but device a plan to take her children and leave him for good. She secretly planned her escape, every single detail of it. She even had a place to go or at least a town she planned to move to. She found out the name and location of her birth mother, she thought finding her family would be the best thing she could do for her and her children. In the middle of the night, one night when Damien was passed out, she set her plan into motion. She stole some money from the safe, packed up her children, and drove off into the middle of the night. She kept driving and driving needing to get as far away as possible. Damien’s a very powerful man with a vase amount of resources. Every single day she lives with the fear that he could find her. It’s what makes her keep going. She’s been on the road for weeks, staying at a few small motels here and there. She’s almost to Port Charles, but isn’t quite sure she’s ready to meet her mother yet. All she really has is a name, Maxie Jones.
TB: Angel_wings05
PB:Emilie De Ravin

College Students And/Or Others right out of High School:

Ridley Lansing PB: Rebbeca Herbst TB: Ashley (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (19)
Leigha Lansing PB: Katie HolmesTB: Sarah (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (17)
Logan Corinthos: PB: Joshua JacksonTB: Ashley (Adopted by Michael) (18)
Tasha Drake PB: Danielle PanabakerTB: Mandy (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (17)
Lex Jamison PB: Brian Presley TB: Sarah (Laura’s Moms boyfriends son.) (18)
Gavin Corinthos PB:Milo VentimigliaTB: Sarah (Parents: Sonny/Brenda) (18yrs)
Cole Morgan PB:Benjamin McKenzie TB: Ashey (Parents: Jason/Carly) (18 yrs.)
Chandlar Spencer PB:Camilla Belle TB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Sam) (18)
Molly Lansing PB:Alexis Bledel [/url] TB: Sarah (Parents: Ric/Alexis) (Away at College)
Devon Corinthos PB:Mena Suvari TB:Shiri (Parents: Sonny/Sam) (20 yrs)
Faith Drake: PB:Erica Durance TB:Brit (Parents: Patrick and Carly) *20*


Teens

Laura Spencer PB: Kristen Bell TB:Shiri (Parents: Lulu/other) (17)
Audrey Smith PB:Amber Tamblyn TB: Ashley Parents: Zander/Emily) (16yrs)
Alexis Smith PB: Amber TambylnTB:Brit (Parents: Zander/Emily) (16)
Zeke Spencer: PB: Jonathan JacksonTB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Unkown) (17 yrs)
Mackenzie *Mac* Matthews PB:Hilarie Burton TB:Courtney (Parents: Nikolas/Courtney) (18)
Luke Spencer PB:Jason Dorhing TB:Brit (Parents: Lucky/Courtney) (17)
Sara Jax PB:Amanda Seyfried TB:Ashley (Parents Jax and his wife Celeste) (17)
Hunter Jax PB:Riley smith TB:Ashley (Parents JAx and Celeste) (17) *Twin of Sara*
Trey Alcazar PB:Logan Marshall Green TB:Brit (Parents: Diego/Georgie) *18*
Kelly Alcazar PB: Autumn Reeser TB:Ashley (Parents Diego/Georgie) *19*
Bianca Spencer PB: Mischa Barton TB:Courtney (Parents: Lucky and Liz)*16*
Lainey Devane PB:Kristen Kreuk TB:Ashley (Parents: Lorenzo/Anna) *17*
Madison Quartermaine PB:Rachel Bilson TB:Brit (Parents: AJ/Sam) *16*
Rachel Matthews PB: Alexa Havins TB:Brit (Parents: Dean and Courtney) *16*

Other Threads:
GH Next Generation Thread 1 (No Link)
GH Next Generation Thread 2 *You Slept with Who?*
GH Next Generation Thread 3 *But You Always Find a Way to Keep Me Right Here Waiting*
GH Next Generation Thread 4 *And these Mistakes that you Made, You'll Just Make them Again*
GH Next Generation Thread 5 *Between The Lines of Fear and Blame*
GH Next Gen Thread 6*And Afterall Your My Wonderwall*

[angel_wings05]

Skip Time: We’re going to say its been almost, but not quite two months. It’s a Saturday night and Christmas is only a few days away. For the teens still in High school there is a dance going on tonight. It’s the Annual Winter Formal. Gavin and Kelly will be attending because they were the Winter Snow King and Queen last year, and they will be giving up their crowns. As for the older teens they can basically be anywhere you want. J Same can be said for the adults. It‘s a Saturday and since its close to Christmas and we probably won‘t actually have a Christmas day, it‘d probably be a good idea to have some celebrating Christmas. But like I said its pretty open, so do what you would like. J

Run Down On the Time In between the skip:

For Adults: After the loss of her child, Natalie and Michael went down to the island for a few weeks. It helped because they were able to get away from the khaos in PC, and get everything they needed to get out. Natalie still thinks of the baby often, but because Michael is there and stronger then ever, things have been getting better. They’re even together again, even if they haven’t admitted all the things they feel for each other. As for Morgan, he’s been spending most of his time with Molly, as well as another mysterious new girl in town, Noelle. Paige has doing all she can to talk to Morgan, and at least get him to be in the same room as her. They fight often, but she feels like she is making some progress. As far as Cameran goes, well they definitely bicker more then they use too. She hates that he has what they did over her head, ready to use it against her every chance he gets. After Jamie became healthy again he was able to help Constance get the help she needed. She’s been in a drug rehab clinic for over the last month. When around Kristina, Cameran realized that because of Constance, Kristina needed to be in rehab as well. Once he found her with drugs, he against her will made her go to the clinic. Jamie is grateful to be happy and alive again, he’s trying all he can to just take things easy. He’s married to Laura and they are happy, its just for Laura balancing school with marriage is a lot harder then she expected. Not to mention her feelings for a certain house guest that is still living with Jamie and her. Ridley is contemplating finding her own place. She feels unsure about living with Jamie, now that he’s married, especially now that he knows how she really feels about him. They haven’t brought it up but Ridley still wonders if Jamie’s wonder or thinks about the things she told him when she was saying goodbye. And then there’s those forbidden thoughts of Gabe that just won’t go away. Ridley and Gabe have definitely done a fine job of avoiding each other since the kiss they shared on the rough. Devon has continued to see Ryan in secret, however she is a little unsure around him now that she knows that he’s after her brother. Hal has been hanging out with Molly some, while still secretly plotting to kill his father. Tess is starting to show more, and she is still trying to hide it. Ethan and James still only know because she hasn’t told Evan yet. And Meredith and Gabe have been spending more time together, both unaware of eachothers last names.(Evan/Michelle/Danny/Mara info and Christian/Serena/Jack info after I talk to Daph.)

For Teens: Almost three weeks ago Leigha finally confided to her Aunt Sarah about being raped. Sarah went with Leigha to a clinic to get an HIV test done. About a week ago the results came in. Her results is what made her believe she had to go home to Port Charles. She has just recently returned to PC but only her family knows she’s back. Ridley saw her once but they barely talked, Ridley doesn’t know what happened. In PC Leigha and her mother Elizabeth are the only people that know about what happened to her. As for Logan, he's been spending alot of time with Tasha, getting ready for the baby. She's just about four months along now, and her parents as well as Logan's guardian, Michael, do know about the coming baby. Although angry at first, both sides are being extremely supportive. Logan has become more involved with Michaels buisness in an effort to earn money and become more stable, before the baby arrives. Although he's tried numerous times to stop thinking of her, he still does think of Leigha...Wondering if she'll ever return home. Gavin and Audrey are still going strong, despite the fact that he hasn't introduced her to his parents yet. Audrey is trying all she can to win back Zeke's friendship, but its hard when she's falling more and more for Gavin everyday. As for Zeke, he's been doing all he can to avoid Audrey, especially when she is anywhere near Gavin. He spends mostly all his time with Alexis because shes been there for him this whole time...Trey and Sara are pretty hot and heavy at the moment, considering a month ago they decideded to officaly date eachother exclusively. Although Trey is trying not to fall for Sara, he's failing terribly. As for Luke, he spends a lot of his nights with Lainey...Allowing himself to forget about Sara, if only for a little while. They talk alot, and they have confided in eachother more then when they started...However, Lainey's too stubborn and secretly scared to allow any of her real feelings to show in front of him...everytime they start to get close in a non-physical way, Lainey pulls away. Lainey has dived into her own little project, and his name is Gavin Corinthos...She's determined to have her fun with Gavin, and she's determined not to fall in love with Luke. Luke has also been spending lots of his days with Kelly. To his great surprise, she actually sided with him, not saying what he did to her brother was right but that Trey stabbed him in the back...and she could understand why Luke reacted the way he did. Kelly has been spending a lot of time with her old friend with Madison, who won't reveal anything about the 'new' guy in her life. Hunter and Bianca have been spending alot of time together, getting to know one another. Chandlar tries to be with Lex as much as she can, scared that he could attempt suicide again.

My Tag/or to be tagged by List.

Natalie>Michael
Constance/Cameran>Chase/Kristina
Jack>Serena
Derek>Lily
Michelle>Ethan until Evan interrupts
Ridley>Gabe or Jamie or whoever.
Logan>Leigha
Audrey>Gavin
Sara>Trey
Lainey>Luke or someone else..Not sure yet
Hunter>Open
Kelly>Open
Cole>Open

[Shiri S]

OOC: And I'm back. My tag list:

Kristina > Constance/Cameran.
Chase > Constance/Cameran.
Chandler > HUNTER.
Laura > Jamie?
Seth > Madison?
Paige > IDK. Someone?
Hal > IDK. Someone?
Meredith > IDK. Someone?
Tess > IDK. Someone?
Devon > IDK. Someone?
Topher > IDK. Someone?
Zeke > Not being played.

[cliffy spuffy dreamer]

Here's my tag list

Ethan-Michelle
Luke-Lainey
Trey-Sara
Madison-Kelly
Delilah-OPEN
Alexis-OPEN
Christian-OPEN
James-OPEN
Ryder-OPEN
Rachel-OPEN
Gabe-OPEN
Mara-Danny?
Adam-OPEN
Dylan-OPEN

If anyone wants any of the open one's for anything, well you know who to come to hehe. There is some that I haven't got a chance to bring in yet (Ryder,Rachel,Adam,Dylan) so it would be great if they could come out sometime this skip hehe

[angel_wings05]

Sara
My arm is interlocked with Trey's as we walk into the gymnasium of the school. I hope to God they play some good music tonight, sometimes these dances are horrible just because of the music. I don't hate them, in fact usually, in the past I've had quite a bit of fun at them..well ditching them actually...I remember times when Luke, Laura and Hunter and I would go..things were believe it or not, a little less hectic back then. I did it a little different with Trey this year. I actually drove to his house and we went from there. My fathers out of town, and my mother would have been way less then pleased to see me going to a dance with Trey Alcazar...she was already on my case over and over about her walking in on and Trey and I in a very interesting position. Don't get me wrong, I love pissing my mother off. I always figure if I can't please her why not go out of my way to piss her off as much as possible? But tonight, I just didn't want to put Trey through her bullsh/it. I didn't want him to have to deal with it. He's already got enough crap from Luke and about half the other richs at our school. When you know people like Luke does, well things get around and Trey's definitely been stopped by them more then once. He's tough though, he can handle is own, and maybe Trey isn't friends with all of the people Luke is...but he does have his own little crowd for back up. This is not what I wanted it to come to...but what can I say? Boys will be boys, theres nothing I can really do to stop it. I lean closer into Trey's arms, smiling up at him as we walk further into the gym. There are various songs that go with what's going on right now. Songs about people looking, people watching, people whispering...but I don't really care about any of that, or any of them for that matter. They can think what they want about me, at this moment and time I don't really care...Later on maybe that will change, but not right now. Not when I'm safe, comfortable and relaxed in Trey's arms. His mother is the biggest sweetheart. She took about a zillion pictures of us, until Trey's father Diego had to take the camera from her and drag her away from us. It was funny, but extrememly cute as well. I always wondered what it would be like to grow up in a family like Trey's....I wish I had...I wish I had grown up with parents who actually love one another, parents who actually want to spend time with their kids...I'd really give anything for a mother like Trey's. I let out a soft sigh as I move in front of Trey. I snake my arm up around the back of his neck as he places his arms around my waist. I continue leading him through the crowd of people, hoping to find an actual less 'packed' area. I satisfied smile comes to my face when we finally get to a small empty space. I turn myself around, smiling up at him while draping my arms around his neck.

"Have I told you how incredibly hot you look tonight?" I ask raising my eyebrows slightly as I lean in closer to him. I lick my lips slightly as I slowly begin to run my fingers through his dark brown hair. "So after a little while...once we leave this place...lets get a hotel or go on a road trip...or find some spontaneous thing to do.." I laugh, nodding my head while keeping my blue eyes on his deep brown eyes. "Somewhere where its just me and you.." I whisper softly as I lean my forehead against his. You can definitely say within the last two months Trey and I have grown closer. I mean we spend almost all our time together, and well...I can't even count how many times I've stayed at his place in the last two months. It's sad and lonely being in a big empty house all by yourself. Hunters around and my mother Celeste is around sometimes....It's just...I like it better at Treys....I'll just crawl into his window, walk over to his bed and crawl into bed with him. He has almost always woken up right away, I guess you could say he got use to it...It sort of became routine. I gasp, my eyes lighting up as a familiar song fills the room. "I love this song..." I admit, smiling as I pull him closer. I lay my head against his shoulder, wrapping myself up in his arms as we slowly begin to sway to the music. My eyes are closed as I hum ever so softly, snuggling closer to him as we continue dancing together. As we slowly begin to turn together I allow my eyes to open. I gulp slightly as my eyes lock with a very familiar set of crystal blue eyes. I'd know those eyes anywhere, that stare anywhere. I don't even notice that I've stopped moving my feet, I can't seem to look away from Luke. He's just staring at me, staring at me like he doesn't even know who I am anymore. I did not intentionally chose this corner of the room, I did not know that he was sitting a table over here....I miss him. I miss being in his arms, kissing his lips, just talking to him late at night like we use to do, hell I even miss arguing with him. It's not natural, is it? For me to miss him like this? I mean I've already determined we're better off without eachother, missing him is just something I shouldn't do....I can't help the way I feel though, I can't begin to understand it either. I suddenly realize that I'm not moving my feet anymore. I allow myself to breath, tearing my eyes away from Luke as I slowly begin to move my feet again, the sound of the music drowning back into my ears. I swear for the whole minute and a half our eyes were locked, I didn't hear any music what so ever, I hadn't heard a thing..it was like, it just went away for that one minute and a half. I close my eyes as nuzzle my face against Trey's neck. I can't bear to look at Luke right now, not after..not after everything thats happened.Tag Trey

OOC-I'll work on some of the other tomorrow. :) feel free to tag!!!

[DreamOn777]

OOC:

Posts tomorrow.Tag List:

Molly - Morgan? or Hal?
Leigha - Logan
Gavin - Audrey
Jamie - Laura? Ridley?
Lex - Chandler
Ryan - Devon? Maybe?

[angel_wings05]

I let out a heavy sigh as I walk off the elevator with at least seven or eight bags in my hand. I went major Christmas shopping this morning and you can say my little one Caroline is going to me majorly spoiled. I couldn't help myself, everything I saw I loved...Michael more then anyone knows just how much of a shopaholic I happen to be. It never use to be this way, I use to rarely shop...but then again I didn't exactly have the money back when I was living in Flordia. "Woah Natalie...Need some help there.." I here Johnny, Michael's main bodyguard slash doorman. I laugh, nodding my head slightly while he takes a couple bags off my hands. I make sure to keep the bag with one of Michael's presents, in my hand. Once we make it inside the penthouse, I set some of my bags down as Johnny does the same thing. "Thank you Johnny.." I say smiling at him as he starts to walk back out the door. "Merry Christmas.." I pipe in before he shuts the door after walking back out to the hallway. I walk further into the penthouse, smiling when I see Michael standing in the living room right next to the Christmas tree. He was gone earlier today when I was doing some decorating, before I went shopping. I wasn't sure if he'd be back yet, but I'm glad he is. "I know...I'm the best decorater...You don't have to tell me.." I joke, my smiling widening as he turns around to look at me. I walk further into the living room, meeting him in the middle. "Is Caroline asleep?" I ask softly, smiling gently as I take his hands in my own. Tag Michael

OOC-Others to come.

[~*~Hopeless Romantic~*~]

OOC: Hey you guys, sorry I have been SO ridiculously MIA. I was busy with the holidays, then I just drove home yesterday to find my apartment COMPLETELY infested with mold. NOT cool. I'm at my brother's house, but I probably won't be home home until at the earliest Friday. I'm going to try to post - and so sorry for leaving whoever I had tags to hanging before. Things have been insane lately.

[DreamOn777]

Leigha closed her eyes as she felt the cool air against her skin.It was Port Charles.It was home and yet,in so many ways,she felt like a stranger.She didn't feel at home in her home.Every moment,her mind seemed to be working.she couldn't turn it off.She had a hard time going to sleep at night.Her mind just couldn't let her.She was glad to be out of Paris and at the same time,she hated being back here...and she hated that she hated being back here.She was just so afraid of everything,everyone.She was so angry at herself and at everything around her and she was so upet and most of all,she blamed herself for all of it.She knew she shouldn't.Her mother had sat down with her the moment she got off the of the plane and had tried to tell her some things.If anyone would understand,she had said,it was her.She didn't want Leigha to ever blame herself for what happened.It was not her fault.She could be angry but she shouldn't turn the anger around and put it on herself.

Leigha had listened to it all but it didn't change anything.Leigha appreciated her mom,she really did.And yes,it was probably good to have one person in Port Charles that knew what had happened.But her mother seemed to think she would tell someone else and that wasn't going to happen.Leigha wanted to do that more than anything.She wanted to tell her best friend,Chandler and her sister,Ridley and her father and most of all the love of her life,Logan,but she wouldn't and she knew this.She didn't think she could even bare to even speak the words.She was so angry and she was so lost,but most of all,she was so ashamed.Shame was a very powerful force.Shame would keep her in silence and she accepted that.Her mother had had Lucky when she was raped.She remembered all the stories her mother told her.Lucky had been there for her and she allowed him to be there for her and he opened her up to the most wonderful love she knew.He healed her and Leigha knew that her mother thought Logan could do that.But that didn't matter.

Leigha was lucky to have her mother but at the same time what had happened to Leigha made her truly alone.The man who had....who had raped her was someone she knew;not just someone she knew,but someone she had trusted and who she had considered her friend.When he first kissed her,she felt bad for him that she couldn't be that way for him.She already loved someone else.She remembered when he first kissed her,trying to find a nice way to let him down.But he didn't stop.He took everything she had.He did it and then she couldn't do anything about it.She couldn't tell her boss,Sophie.Pierre worked at the magazine and he was a huge part of the community there.Sophie would believe Leigha of course and fire him but not everyone there would.Some would say Leigha wanted him and couldn't have him so she got him fired.Some would say she was a spoiled brat who had taken advantage of her job as an intern because her aunt was the editor-in-chief of French Vogue.She couldn't take that so she kept quiet and he never said a word to her.He just acted like nothing had happened.He never apologized,he never gave her a reason why he did it.

It might've been different if he had not been someone she knew and someone who she had trusted.But she had let him into her life.She was so ashamed of that fact.She didn't think things could get worse until two weeks ago when she got back the results of the HIV test her Aunt Sarah had convinced her to take.She hadn't believed it at first.She knew it had to be a lie,a nightmare,something had to be wrong.But they checked the test,they checked it many times and it was all true,real and that's when she knew that nothing would ever be the same.Rape,she could've worked through.She didn't know how but she could've but this? This changed the rest of her life and in that moment,she felt so scared that she gave in and took the plane ticket home.Now,here she was and did she feel any safer,any less scared? No.She felt isolated.She felt like she had to push away anyone who meant anything to her and that meant especially Logan.He could've been her Lucky.He could've helped her through the rape,but her condition would change his whole life.Being with someone who was HIV positive was a constant risk;it was knowing that you could lose them any moment.As this thought came to Leigha's mind she felt herself choke back tears and she covered her mouth with her hands so her sobs would not echo in the silent night.She didn't want any of this.She didn't want to deal with this sickness...with knowing she would have to struggle every day with the knowledge that she could die.She was so....everything.

Leigha tried to wipe away her tears as she grabbed her cellphone.For a moment,she felt like this was enough.She wanted someone,just to hold her and protect her.She couldn't let Logan do that,Ridley couldn't be burdened with her problems,and her father couldn't know about any of this.As she pressed her ear against the cellphone,she felt her heart beating.She wasn't sure if she wanted Chandler to be there or not.As she heard Chandler's voicemail,she felt herself gasp."Chandler...I just...I guess I just thought maybe you'd be there but...well....I just got home...I...well,I guess I'll talk to you later,"she managed to get out before turning off her phone and sobbing again,her body wilting against the bench near the docks.This wasn't right.None of it.She had never felt so much pain before and it was killing her.As Leigha looked out at the water,she remembered the last time she had been here.Things had been so different.It all seemed to blend together...all the words...everything.

"I want you to know...I have never loved anyone as much I love you.You were something unexpected.You made me feel things I haven't felt in so long.You made me feel alive.I was so closed off to possibilities before you and now I see them all.I just have to decide on which I want.But I know whatever I choose,I want you in my life.Forever and always."
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"I'm not going to say the words goodbye because then it means its goodbye..and its not..."
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"I have never loved anyone...anyone...as much as I love you..You have to go because if you stay much longer I won't be able to let you leave...I'll do everything to stop you..So please just go.."
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"Better than ever,happy,and more in love than ever before.And save a boat ride for me.The moment I get back."

How had it ended up like this? Leigha wished she could go back in time and stop herself from leaving.Now she was left in pieces.There would be no forever and always.And that boat ride would never be.Things had changed and she only wished that she could go back to the time when everything made sense and when she had Logan no matter what.

OOC:Return of Leigha! Others will come.I can promise for sure that at least Lex will come tomorrow,if not more characters.

[angel_wings05]

OOC-Yay Leigha!!! Awww shes so sad!! sniff sniff Sarah!! Lol!! I have to work tomorrow and should hopefully have time to do Logan and maybe a couple other tags!!! And Daph don't worry about it! So sorry about the mold infesting, hope everything gets worked out for you soon!

[angel_wings05]

My eyes appear to be blued to the ground while I walk the empty dark streets off Port Charles. The last couple months have been kind of an eye opener. I think its finally starting to sink in, I'm really going to be a father. I was with Tasha when she told her parents, and to both our great surprises her father didn't kill me, well not yet anyways. He certainly didn't hide his feelings though, or what he thought needed to happen next. He brought up the fact that we would need to get married, which I of course immediately objected too. I understand why he wants it, why he brought it up. It's the right thing to do, right? You get someone pregnant, and you take responsibility, you marry them. Hell, Michael basically had the same thoughts when I told him about the baby. Luckily Robin and Natalie have both been a little more understanding. They understand that despite how much I'm hurting and how much I know I should just do the right thing, I'm still waiting for Leigha....and I really don't think anything could change that. It's not like I'm alone in this. Even if she doesn't say it, even if she hides it very well, its obvious to me that Tasha still misses Cole....He's a fool to ignore her like he has, a fool to not forgive her. It's no secret that I don't like Cole very much, I mean we just don't get along very well and its as simple as that....It's just, he's being a coward and instead of letting Tasha back in...he just keeps pushing her further away. I guess I can kind of relate, I've played that game with both Bianca and Tasha too many times before. With Leigha it was different...I never had to hide anything from her, I've never lied to her or not told her how I felt....I could never push her away because when I'm with her all I can do is hold onto her for dear life.

My pace begins to slow down as I near the docks. I know I come here to often, its always in an attempt to remember her. I remember the times we had here, when we'd come and it'd just be me in her...Sometime's we'd just sit by the docks and other times we'd just be on my boat together. It only became finished not long before she left, I can recall the last words she said to me. I close my eyes, allowing myself to hear her voice and see her face. 'Better than ever,happy,and more in love than ever beforehand save a boat ride for me.The moment I get back.' I sigh deeply as my eyes slowly open. I'm immediately frozen by the sight of a dark haired girl standing by the docks, roughly fifteen feet away from me. Her brunette hair is blowing in the wind, and still I'm unable to see her fact. "Leigha.." I whisper softly, knowing I must be seeing her. She can't be real, it's my head playing mind games with me again. I close my eyes, shaking my head a little in an attempt to get the image to vanish. "She's not real...she's not here.." I whisper softly. Opening my eyes, I'm immediately overwhelmed with emotions at the sight of her still standing there...Without knowing what to do or what to say, my feet begin to lead me forward, closer and closer to her while my eyes stay glued on her backside.

I have to know, I have to know if she's real or if I'm just imagining her again. I have to know if she’s some other girl that I'm thinking is her. I have to know if she came home to me. I feel my heart racing faster and faster as I near the bench, the unknown girl is leaning against. As I come within reaching distance, I'm unable to stop myself from reaching out for the girls arm. I don't know what I'll say if she isn't really Leigha, but importantly I don't know what I'll say if she is Leigha. Everything almost feels as if its in slow motion as I turn her around to face me. My eyes are wide and I can almost swear my mouth is gaping to the ground as I stare at her, evidently shocked that its really her. I could have swore my mind was just playing trick on me again, that I was seeing something that wasn't real like so many times before. I'm overcome with waves of emotion while my mind begins to wrap around one little fact. Leigha is here. She is home, she's standing right in front of me. "It..it...it is you.." I stutter, unbelievably overwhelmed by the girl I love looking back at me. "Your back...you came home to me.." I whisper, a genuine smile coming to my face as my hand goes to her face. I wrap my arms around her, pulling her into a warm embrace before she even has a chance to react to me. She's home, she came back to me, she finally came back to me. I hadn't admitted it to anyone but myself, but I was scared, terrified that she wouldn't come back...that somehow she had just forgotten about me and decided she didn't need to come home...But she's here, she's here in my arms again. I wanted to be angry at her when I saw her, I wanted to be mad at her for being away for so long, for hurting me without even really knowing it. But right now, I can't even think about being angry with her or yelling at her, or anything like that. It's like none of that matter because I am just so, so, so happy she is here. As I slowly pull back from the hug a realization begins to come over me. She was crying, she was crying and I hadn't even noticed. My smile slowly begins to fade as confusion fills my eyes. "What...What's wrong?" I ask softly, both concerned and confused. I shake my head just a little, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Aren't...Aren't you happy...to see me?" Tag Leigha

Audrey
A happy smile reflects on my face as I walk into the school gymnasium on Gavin's arm. I wasn't going to ask him to come because I figured, well he's out of high school why would he want to come back for some dance just to make me happy? I wanted him to come, but I didn't want to ask him to come to something he didn't want to go to. To my delighted surprise, last week he asked me to go with him. Of course, at first I was confused. Why would he want to go to some high school dance, when he graduated last year? I mean Laura is graduating this year and she decided not to come...But then he told me how it was expected of him since he won king last year, and its kind of mandatory that past winners come the following year to give up their crowns. Even if Gavin hadn't come I probably still would have come, just because I guess I didn't really want to miss out on it...But I know I wouldn't be this happy if I had come here alone. Besides I kind of want to get it right this time, considering what happened the night of the last dance we went together. It started off with me drinking a little too much in the limo, and it ended with Gavin leaving me confused as he left my house. That was then though, things were different then, very very different. It's not going to be that way this time. Truthfully I don't know what's going to happen between Gavin and I tonight, I haven't really planned anything out...And my parents aren't out of town this time, so its safe to say we won't be going to my house. I just want to dance with him, I just want to have a good time and see where the night leads us. If it leads to where I think it might lead...well then good, I want it to, I really do. I just have to remember that this is nothing like last time...It's not going to end up like last time did, Gavin...he cares about me now, he's proved that much to me and if he didn't want to be with me then he'd be gone already. Still, he hasn't introduced me to his parents like I've hoped he would...Maybe, maybe he just needs a little more time. I mean meeting the parents can be a big step, maybe he's not ready to take that big of leap with me yet...Although he has met my parents, we go over to my place quite a bit actually. I shake the thoughts off, not wanting to let it ruin the evening in anyway. I smile over at Gavin, glancing down at our joined hands as we walk further into the crowd. "Hmm..I bet you've missed these haven't you?" I ask in a semi-sarcastic voice, smiling slightly as he looks at me.Tag Gavin

OOC-More coming...Trying to get some tags out lol.

[angel_wings05]

I sit on the bed, looking down at the various pictures I scattered across it. I'm really glad I had my purse with me the night Evan took me, because if I hadn't...Well then I wouldn't have these pictures to look at. Most of them are of Lucas, only one is of Danny, Lucas and I. Things will never be the same again, too much has happened. He believed everything Evan wanted him to believe, and then he went right ahead and slept with my sister. I toss the picture to the side, unable to look at it for a second longer. My eyes drift to the other pictures, pictures of Lucas that I always keep with me. I rub my finger over his beautiful face, ignoring the tears that dare to spill over. I haven't seen my boy in nearly two months. Nearly sixty days of no hugs, no kisses, no bedtime stories, no singing him to sleep. I miss him, I miss him with all my heart. Somebody once told me a child if seperated by his mother at a young age or whatever...a child will always remember his mothers voice. I find myself wondering if thats true a little too much lately. I just, I don't understand why Evan's kept me this long...I want to know when I can go home, I want to know when I can see my child again. I inhale deeply, brushing away my tears as I look through the different pictures of him. One of him looking up at me. one from when he was a little younger, one, and then the last one. I can remember this one perfectly because it was the last time I saw Lucas. It was Halloween, and he was the cutest little pumpkin anyone has ever seen..After I went home and put him to bed, against my own better judgement I went for my own little walk...Which lead to my husband cheating on me and no one really knowing where I went. They all think I left, that I just left. Even if I was leaving Danny which I never though I would and I certainly wasn't doing it that night...even if that were the case I would never ever have left without my son...what hurts the most is Danny should know that above anyone and still he just....I shake my head, wanting to rid myself of the hurtful thoughts that have plagued my mind ever since I was brought here. The creeking of the door opening immediately makes me wipe under my eyes. I know its probably only Evan, but I really feel like I've cried enough in front of him. "Evan please just--.." I cut my self off after turning my head and realizing it's not Evan coming into the room. Confusion immediately fills my eyes as I quickly stand up, next to bed. Evan is really the only one who comes in here unless he has one of hsi guards bring me food or whatever..."What...Who are you?" I ask, immediately feeling uncomfortable from the way he's looking at me. I have never met this man, I have no idea who is he....but the vibes I'm getting from him, well they aren't exactly good ones. In fact a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach tells me right away that he's dangerous....I gulp quietly, tilting my head to the side. "Why..Why are you here?" I ask him, not knowing what else to ask the unknown intruder.Tag Ethan

OOC-Derek next..tagging Lily.

[DreamOn777]

Gavin smiled over at Audrey as she joked to him that he probably missed high school dances.He laughed and kissed the top of her head.It did feel a bit strange.It was like time stood still.Gavin had been looking forward in a way to going to this whole thing.It seemed like alot had changed since he had graduated.It was strange because it hadn't even been that long but in alot of ways,everything was different.There was PCU and Audrey.His brother was back.He felt different in alot of ways.He didn't really need to go out and do something every night.That didn't mean he sat at home but he could just sit with Audrey or Logan or something and do nothing.He wanted to be a good guy for Audrey.He didn't think he was that good of a guy but he was trying.

He would never be that perfect guy.He had trouble in genes but he could be an ok guy and luckily,Audrey liked the ok guy.He knew for once though that he was with someone that he really cared about....someone who maybe not now but soon,he would be able to tell he loved.He meant that.It was a scary thing to think about.Love.His parents loved each other love had been a miracle for them but also it had been a nightmare for them.That was probably what scared Gavin.His mother and father had a stormy relationship.He didn't want that to happen with him and Audrey.And if god forbid,he ever ended up inheriting those....genes from his mother or father,he wouldn't want to make Audrey go through that.That was the last he wanted to do."Oh yeah...I so missed the bad punch,crappy music,but hey,it's high school,"he replied with a smile.Gavin kind of had to show up to 'pass off his crown'..that silly PC High tradition,but Gavin was glad he had to go.He knew Audrey wanted to be here.This was her thing.Gavin wanted to be by her side for it.This time he wouldn't be trying to win some bet.This time it was just simple and real...and that's what had changed most about him.He didn't need those kinds of things anymore.He had Audrey."So..what do you say,pretty girl,we do some dancing.I know last time you were....alittle out of it,"he teased her.He remembered how cute it had been.The night didn't end well but he had a good time with her before everything had happened.Gavin was glad for a second chance though.Maybe that was what this new year would be about.Second chances.It sounded good Gavin.


He was there.He was really there.As Logan grabbed onto Leigha,she felt two reactions.The first was fear.She was on edge since the rape.When someone grabbed her or anything,she remembered....well...she just remembered.She hadn't been ready the first time.But she would never let it happen again.She wouldn't.So at first,she had been ready to scream but the moment saw his face,it was like the scream had been released from her lips into a quiet sigh.It was him.She had dreamt about him so much,both good dreams and bad but this was really him,standing there.And smiling.He was smiling.And for a moment,it was like everything hadnt' happened.For a moment,she felt like she had gone to Paris and just come back and everything was fine.They could be together.They could go on together.They were meant to be together.For that moment,it made her happy and warm and it filled the hole that was there and seemed to grow bigger by the day.He wrapped his arms around her and she felt her body relax in his arms.She slowly let her arms wrap around his body.She just wanted this moment.

She knew it didn't mean anything.It didn't just anything.It didn't change the rape or the HIV or the pain,but she just wanted this moment...even if it didn't mean anything.She just wanted to remember this moment so she could replay it in her mind when he was gone...because he had to be gone.She knew that.He couldn't be with her.Not with the rape,not with the HIV,not with all of this.He couldn't save her.She needed to save him and she was going to.She was going to save him by pushing him away.Even if she didn't want to.She had to.Sometimes you loved someone so much that you could act selflessly...save their future instead of changing it because you wanted to be with them.Leigha was doing that.But if it was the right thing to do,then why did it make her feel so bad? Leigha slowly pulled away from Logan's embrace as her mind came back to reality.She looked away.She just wanted to stay in his arms forever.She wanted him to hold her and tell her it was all going to be ok but that couldn't happen.And it killed her.Logan must've picked up on something.How couldn't he? He knew her.He knew every part of her.Maybe that was also why she was so ashamed.He knew her and he would never think she would be raped...that she would become friends with someone who would do that to her.

She was ashamed that she had let it happen.She hadn't slept with Logan because she wanted it to be right.But she had always wanted her first time to be with him.It would be right.And now it was ruined.It was gone.And it was something that would never be again.He asked her what was wrong.Wasn't she happy to see him? 'Yes!' she wanted to yell but she didn't.How could you break someone's heart who you wanted so desperately to be with? How could you do that? How could it be the right thing to do.Leigha finally looked up at him.She saw the confusion,the fear in his eyes.Fear was all that was in her eyes.Fear and sadness and it had been in her eyes for so long now.She didn't even know what happy looked like anymore.The closest she had come was when Logan had wrapped his arms around her but now it was over.It was over."Of course I am...I mean..yes...I just..,"she started.How would she be able to do this.She took a step away from Logan and looked out into the water.

"Look...Logan...I just...I was going to come see you and I thought I would be ready when I did and now you're here and I don't know how to do this and it's hard,"she told him.He walked up next to her.She wished he wouldn't.It made her want to tell him everything,put the burden on him,kiss his lips...only softly because anything more and it would remind her of the rape."Logan...I thought about things alot...and I don't think we should be here.Us.I don't think we should be together anymore,"she said,in such a strange robotic voice that she didn't even recognize herself.She wasn't sure if she wanted him to believe her and leave or not.

OOC:Mandy! Glad to have you back.Can I snag Morgan?Or does someone else want him? I do promise Lex tomorrow.I have half his post written up but I need to go right now.I'm not sure where I want Ryan at the moment.If anyone has any ideas...

[SweetP]

OOC: Hey guys, stopped by my parent's house so I have time to post a little update. I will definitely be able to get on by Monday and after updating myself on the LL action (YAY!) I will probably post Tasha tagging someone...probably Cole or something. Morgan is open too so if anyone wants him speak up or I will post him as open. xo Mandy

[angel_wings05]

'Of course I am...I mean..yes...I just...' I tilt my head to side, unsure of how to react to her response. She's acting strange, different. I mean right away I knew something was wrong, but I didn't...I didn't think it had anything to do with me. I let out a deep sigh, watching as she slowly steps away from me, her eyes moving to the water. I don't under what's going on with her, why she's being so distant and why she looks so sad. 'Look...Logan...I just...I was going to come see you and I thought I would be ready when I did and now you're here and I don't know how to do this and it's hard...' I close my eyes as I begin shaking my head slightly, not being able to understand what she's trying to say. I rub my forehead with my fingers while moving over towards her. "Leigha...What are you trying to say?" I ask, the confusion and fear both evident in my voice. I've been waiting and waiting and waiting for her to come home to me. I know that I did, that I did some things I shouldn't have while she was away, things I can't take back...But I'm the only one who screwed up...She did too....She didn't contact me, she didn't return my messages, she didn't...she was just gone and I had no idea when she coming back. I was hurt and confused and I'm not trying to make excuses, I just think we're both blame for anything wrong in our relationship. But we love eachother and I know..I know she missed me as much as I missed her...Anything that is wrong we can work it out. 'Logan...I thought about things alot...and I don't think we should be here.Us.I don't think we should be together anymore.' Her voice is distant, unfamiliar, almost even robotic. I freeze unable to move, speak, or fully comprehend the words that just came out of her mouth. She couldn't, she didn't, she couldn't have just said what I think she said? Why? Why would she do that? Why would she want to end us? She just came back...I just got her back and now she just expects me to let her go again? She thought about things alot and she doesn't think we should be together anymore. That doesn't make since at all, nothing of what she just said makes any sense to me.

"What...Wh...How can you say that?" I ask, unable to hide the pain in my voice. "Your home...You just came home to me..and for what? For what exactly? To just end things...?" I don't understand anything about this or why she would think she would need to do this...I don't want to believe either one of the two options flowing through my head. She met someone else while she in the city of romance....or she somehow found out about everything that happened while she was away. I'd rather it be the second one because, then I can just explain and we can work it out and she can know that the baby doesn't change anything...That its still her I want to be with, always. "Did you..." I pause, clearing my throat. Too many emotions are flowing through me, and I'm unable to hide any of them. "Did you meet somebody else?" I look away knowing that I shouldn't even think something like that. Leigha isn't that type of girl, she isn't unfaithful like that, and I know her...I know that she, that that wouldn't happen....She was happy with me, but now there's something wrong and something has changed and I don't know what it could be. I keep thinking of how good of friends she is with Chandlar and how Chandlar hates me. She could have told her everything that happened, being sure to make it sound so much worse then it was or is. "You know about what happened...Don't you?" I ask, sighing heavily as my eyes find their way back to her. "Look I don't know what you heard or what Chandlar told you...but it isn't as bad as whatever she said....What happeend with Tasha..." I pause, gulping slightly. "....The baby...it doesn't change anything Leigha...Your still the only one for me..."


I stand by the punch table, trying to remember why on earth I ever decided to come to this thing. First off school dances are lame, they always have been and they always will be. I knew that before I came here but for some reason unknown to me I decided to show up. I'm not staying long though, that’s for sure. I glance around the area around me, making sure no one is watching me while my hand slips into my small purse. I slowly bring out a small flask, my eyes glance around the table once more. Positive I'm in the clear, I pour about half of the flask into the new cup of red punch I have sitting on the table in front of me. Believe it or not, this isn't the first time I've done this tonight. I can't help it if I came prepared and my classmates didn't. They should know how much these things blow, and how alcohol is highly needed in order to have any sort of good time what so ever. I use my finger to mix the drink a little, while allowing my other hand to drop the flask into my purse. Just in time too, considering the fact that Mr. Roberts is walking straight towards me, thankfully he's a young teacher and actually pretty good looking. I turn around to face him, plastering a fake smile on my face. "Well hello David, don't you look handsome tonight?" I ask in a low seductive whisper. My finger circles around the rim of my cup as he smiles kind of coyly. "It's Mr. Roberts Lainey..." He comments, his tone rather unsure. "Formalities. Who needs them?" I ask, shrugging my shoulders slightly as I take a step closer to him. "I couldn't help but notice you didn't bring a date, why not? You don't seem like the girl that would have trouble with that sort of thing..." I smile, watching his eyes as they linger over my body. I guess the green dress I chose was perfect after all. "Well what can I say? I like to keep my options open..." I say, allowing a small laugh to escape my lips while nodding my head up and down. "What about you...Your only what twenty-five? twenty-seven? Why aren't you married or something?" I ask him, raising my eyebrows slightly as my finger lingers onto his chest. I smirk as he shakes his head while laughing slightly. "I don't know Lainey...Guess I haven't found the right girl..." I lick my lips, nodding my head slightly while keeping my eyes on his. "Righttt..." I start to say as my finger begins going in circles over his chest. I only stop when he gently grabs onto my hand.

“Lainey…We can’t do this…here…” I raise my eyebrows slightly, surprised he even added the word ‘here’. I really shouldn’t be surprised, he’s a gym teacher and I have always seen him checking me out in class. "Here?" I ask, allowing a grin to form on my face. He smiles back, while nodding his head slightly at me. "Alright then....David...When its time for me to go, I'll find you....Don't find me." I warn before taking a large drink of my juice. Its funny, I thought he came over to bust me on drinking but turns out he came over cause he wanted sex. What a horndogg, but he's good looking and I've always wanted to do a teacher...A young one, not an old one. I give him one more glance, winking at him, before walking away from him and the drink table. Maybe I'll find him later, maybe I won't, its for me to know and him to find out. I push my throw the crowd, making my way to the other side in really no time at all. I stop walking as my eyes come across the one and only Luke Spencer. Really he isn't the one and only, considering his grandfathers name is Luke as well...but to me he's really the one and only Luke, I don't know anyone like him...well other then myself. We've been spending a lot of time together, probably more then we should be. The sex is great, I mean its fantastic...and we've done that quite a bit....but we talk too, about all sorts of things...I've already begin talking to him about things that I dont talk to anyone about...I know its no good, I told myself over and over not to do this....I told myself not to let Luke in, not to grow attached to him...But its happening, and at a pace that is a little too quickly for my liking. I follow his eyes, wondering what he's so interested in. I shake my head slightly the instant my eyes fall upon Sara and Trey. I can't believe her, or him, they're all coupley and dancing and...its just disgusting, absolutely positively disgusting. I fight the urge to throw up as they continue dancing closely. She's so insensitive and ugh, just a whore. I have no clue why so many damn guys are into her, as far as I can see there is nothing special about her, nothing at all. In my eyes shes just a spoiled little rich b*tch who seems to get whatever the hell she wants. I roll my eyes as I look away from them, I can't look any longer, really. Without another thought I allow my feet to lead me towards the empty table Luke is sitting at. I need to do something to get his mind off of them before he explodes or something, he's hurting and I don't like it. I hate that they hurt them, I hate Sara more for it, but I still think Trey did wrong as well..But its no secret Sara is the mastermind, its not like Trey is in love with her or anything...he just well as much as I hate to think it, he just likes having sex with her..and if she hadn't seduced him and pushed him into it, they never would have happened. A big smile is on my face as I quickly walk over to Luke, and then proceed to jump into his lap. All my dark hair moves to one side, blocking the view he had, while my hands move to the back of his neck. "Hey there sexy..." I smile, knowing very well that I took him completely off guard. "Miss me?" I ask, still smiling while I dig my hands through his thick blonde hair.Tag Luke


"Hey Lily, just wanted to--No..." I cut myself off, letting out a heavy sigh as I glance at her house. I've been sitting out here in my car for at least five minutes now, reciting or practicing what I'm going to say when she opens that door. It shouldn't be this hard, I've been trying to get her to go on a date with me for weeks now, or maybe thats jthe reason it's so hard. She's tunred me down so many times, I don't really want to get turned down again. I can understand why she's reluctant, but I'm persistent. I don't give up, and I'm not about to give up now. Tonight is the night, I can feel it in my bones. Tonight I'll get her to come out with me, whatever it takes we'll go to dinner or go I don't know, somewhere great. Without wasting anymore time, I grab the white flowers from my seat before stepping out of my car. I smooth down my navy blue dress shirt while walking to her sidewalk. I can do this, I can get her to trust me again...I have to. I let out a deep breath as I reach the outside of her door. "Here goes nothing.." I whisper to myself, before ringing her doorbell. I went through a little special trouble, hoping it'd maybe help to win her over. I got her some white orchirds, her favorite flower. I scracth the back of my head, while keeping the flowers held in front of me. She's not at work, I made sure to find out she was off before deciding to come here.Tag Lily