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| GH Next Gen (Thread 6) *And After All your my Wonderwall* GH Next Generation Thread 6: Because maybe your going to be the one that saves me? And after all You're My Wonderwall.  Wonder Wall by Oasis Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after an You're my wonderwall Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me Adults  Michael Corinthos:= PB: Tom WellingTB:Libby (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Mob Boss [Michael followed in his fathers foot steps and took over the buisness years ago. He's young and can be foolish but he's in charge and he does know what he's doing. Fiercely protectective he'll protect his family and the ones he loves at all cost. He's honest and a true friend, but he does not take to betrayal well. In fact like his father he has a very hard time forgiving those who pain him. Morgan Corinthos PB:Jensen Ackles TB:Mandy (Parents: Sonny/Carly) Cop Constance Morgan PB: Katherine HeiglTB:Ashley (Parents: Jason/Carly) Wife of other Mob Paige Morgan PB:Mila KunisTB: Shiri (Parents: Jason/Sam) Hit woman for Michael Natalie Bennet PB: Sarah Brown TB:Ashley (Parents: Jason-other girl) Ex of Michael’s, Mistress of Chase Chase Alcazar PB: Jason BehrTB: Shiri (Parents: Lorenzo/Skye) Other Mob Boss Meredith Alcazar PB: Kate MaraTB:Shiri (Parents Lorenzo/Skye) Sister of Chase/ Girl on the side for Cameran. Jamie Alcazar PB:James Lafferty TB:Sarah (Parents Lorenzo/Reese) Cop Cameran Smith PB: Chad Brannon TB: Ashley (Parents Zander/Liz) Hit man for Chase Kristina Corinthos PB: Sophia Bush TB: Shiri (Parents Sonny/Alexis) Lawyer Rafe Sanders PB: Orlando Bloom TB: Shiri (Parents: Other) Drug Dealer Dr. Topher Drake PB:Justin Chambers TB:Shiri (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (28 yrs) D.A. Jack Foster PB: Josh Hartnett TB: Ashley (Parents:Other) *Last month he came to town and basically took control of a few situations. The mob activity in Port Charles is highly active and he was hired to do something about as the New District Attorney Of Port Charles. He's watching and waiting to strike, he has one goal and that is to bring down both Chase and Michael for good, too many people are getting hurt, dying, too many drugs and weapons are being dealt out..It's unacceptable and he thinks he has to put an end to it, and he's determined too...Even though a certain hitmans fiance has most definitely caught his eye. It distracts him, but it also makes him more determined to put an end to the mob in PC ...And if he has to take down Cameran too to get what he wants then so be it. Serena Foster (Alcazar) PB: Kelly CarlsonTB:Hopless Romantic (Parents: Lorenzo/Carly) 24 yrs) *Serena left home years ago and moved to New York to pursue her dreams of becoming a model. She succeeded and met Jack Foster. They fell for each other and soon were engaged. He recently received a great job opportunity in Port Charles and though Serena was skeptical of coming home she still told her fiance to do what he really wanted to do…So here they are back in Port Charles. She’s very aware of the fact that her brothers on each side of the family won’t like Jack considering their involvement in illegal activities. Danny Lansing: PB: Danny Lansing TB: Daph (parents: Ric/Liz) (24 yrs) *Danny was a hitman for Michael but because of certain circumstances Danny felt the need to leave town for a little while. Their was a lot of things going on and everything was just adding up he just needed to be gone for awhile, to go see the world and it’s exactly what he did. While he was a way he fell in love and married a beautiful young girl named Michelle. Now after a few years he’s decided to come home and return to work and well settle down. Michael and Paige were his best friends and he truly can’t wait to see them again. Michelle Lansing: PB:Bethany Joy Lenz TB:Ashley (Parents: Other) *Met Danny Lansing a couple years ago and married him. They have a beautiful baby boy together named Lucas…Although Michelle finds Danny’s line of work dangerous and hard to take sometimes she tries her hardest to support him….It is true that she is terrified for his life though. As Danny's drifting away Michelle is findinging herself drawn to the enemy..Evan Raine. Lilly Adams PB: Sarah Wayne CalliesTB:Hopless Romantic (parents: no one from PC) (27 y/o) * Lilly moved to Port Charles two years ago after her residency, and now works as an attending at General Hospital. She specializes in emergency medicine. Lilly is compassionate and kind, and sometimes that tends to get her into trouble, being too forgiving and understanding. However she's tougher than she looks, and can take care of herself. Evan Raine: David Boreanoz TB: Hopless Romantic *Evan moved to Port Charles with his wife Tessa to start over and fresh. He plans on taking over the Corinthos or Alcazar organization, what he really wants to do is take over them both. Evan is known to be cold and heartless at times. He doesn’t spend much time thinking about others but more time thinking about himself. He’ll do whatever he has to do to get who or what he wants and he doesn’t care who he hurts in the process. He's starting to become infatuated with Danny Lansings wife, Michelle. Tessa *Tess* Raine: Elisha Cuthebert TB: Shiri S *Tessa married Evan years ago and along time ago you could say she was happy…but she truly hasn’t been happy for awhile now. Evan doesn’t treat her very well and Tess knows he sleeps around even though he thinks she is completely oblivious to it. desires and they have been having an affair with each other ever since. Ethan Raine: Josh Holloway TB: Brit *Ethan came to visit his brother Evan not too long before he was moving out…Anyways Ethan needed something to do and felt the need to cause some new trouble so he decided to pack up his things and move to Port Charles with his older brother Evan. Ethan is known to cause trouble and he can be even more mean and cruel then his older brother, he likes pain and he likes to see others feel it too. You could definitely say the guy is a little crazy Name: Haldis "Hal" Cassadine ( his given name is David but Helena thought that was too common ) Age: Twenty-two Parents: Nikolas and Emily ( raised by Helena ) Personality: Arrogant, Stubborn, Manipulative, Coniving, Selfish TB: Shiri PB: Trent Ford Name:Derek Adams InfoNew doctor that moved to town with his little girl Madison. Unknown to him his ex-wife Lily is a doctor at hospital he was offered a position at...The history is Lily found out about an affair between Derek and a good friend of her..She was devasted and left Derek..Derek hasn't seen or heard from her since.[/b] Personality: Bold, Cocky, Charming, Intriguing, Sarcastic, and Driven. Played By:Eric Dane Mara Bauer (TB:Brit): Mara is the young sister of Michelle Bauer Lansing. Mara has always been a rebellious troublemaker who basically gets everything she wants..Except her from her parents. While Michelle grew up love, cherished, and admired by her parents things were a little different for Mara. She was a wild and crazy teenager who was never expected to really do well, since she always screwed up. While Michelle is twenty three, Mara just turned twenty a couple months ago. She was traveling, touring with bands and running out of money. Mara doesn't have a voice like her sister, but shes always been the groupie type of girl...She just loves the music, and the rock stars. Sadly, Mara ran out of money and shes not speaking with her parents...or they're not talking to her, she can't even remember anymore...So she decided to head to Port Charles to bum off of her ever so loyal sister Michelle. Danny and Michelle only moved to PC about six months ago and Mara figures she should figure out what the towns like and how her sister and her hot hubby as well as her nephew are doing. Mara is extremely adventurous and always up for a good time...her and sister get along, but they argue alot as well. Mara needs a place to stay and some money and since she's too stubborn to go home to her parents she has come to her sister Michelle. Lindsey Mckeon Gabriel *Gabe* Corinthos : (TB:Cliffy) Gabriel is the twenty five year old son of Sonny and Brenda Corinthos. When Brenda left Sonny a long time ago she left him pregnant with his child. For a long time he never even knew about the child because while living in Paris Brenda gave the child up for adoption...She kept it a secret for years, but it never stopped eating at her. And thats when she knew she had to find her son. She searched high and low and did everything she could to find her son. She realized she wanted him in her life and she was a fool for giving him up. It was about five or six years since she gave birth to him that she finally found useful information. She found out he was living with an adopted family in Massachutes. She realized if he was in good hands in a happy home the best thing she could do is leave him with his new family...But when Brenda found her son that was the last thing she found. Instead she found out he weas living in a broken home....The father was an alcholic who constantly abused both Gabe and his adoptive mother. Brenda was horrified at the sihgt because she knew Sonny went through the same thing, and she hated to see the child of her and Sonnys go through that all because she gave him up. She did what she had to do and she got him out of the home...After some legal difficulties she was finally able to call Gabe her son. It wasn't too long after that that she returned to Port Charles and revealed everything to Sonny...She broke down telling him everything she went to to get their son back...Sonny let Brenda and their son stay with him and of course it didn't take long for Sonny and Brenda to fall in love all over again. They married and years later gave birth to another son...whom they named Gavin. Gabe and Gavin get along for the most part, although it is quite evident that Gabe is a lot more edgier and dark then Gavin. He went through alot as a young boy, things he'll never ever forget...He like his brother Gavin, fears for the breakdowns his father use to get. Gabe like his brother Michael is a mob boss in PC. Michael and Gabe are what you would call buisness associates. While Michael runs mostly what his father ran..Gabe does something a little different. He's an arms dealer like Chase Alcazar, it'd be the main reason why he hates Chase so much. Gabe is practically like Sonny in almost everyway...Sadly enough he kind of resents his father for it. He loves his life but at the same time he hates it. He'd almost give anything for a normal happy life, just to marry a warm hearted woman and raise a beautiful family with her, thats Gabe's dream...Of course his life is a little too complicated for that. Johnny Depp Name: Adam Drake Age: 30 Parents: Patrick and Robin Personality: Womanizing, Broody, Confident, Guarded, Humane, Unpredictable Tb: Cliffy Pb: Tim Daly Name: Dylan Quartermaine Age: 22 Parents: AJ and Courtney Personality: Rebellious, Impulsive, Irresponsible, Sly, Irrational, Misunderstood Tb: Cliffy Pb: Luke Perry Name: James Spencer Age: 22 Parents: Gavin and Camryn Personality: Rebellious, Temperamental, Vindictive, Impulsive, Lethal, Protective Tb: Cliffy Pb: Leigh Whannell Name: Christian Ford Age: 32 Parents: Nobody on the show Personality: Womanizing, Ungovernable,Misunderstood, Troubled. Demanding, Aggressive Tb: Cliffy Pb: Julian McMahon College Students And/Or Others right out of High School: Ridley Lansing PB: Rebbeca Herbst TB: Ashley (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (19) Leigha Lansing PB: Katie HolmesTB: Sarah (Parents Ric/Elizabeth) (17) Logan Corinthos: PB: Joshua JacksonTB: Ashley (Adopted by Michael) (18) Tasha Drake PB: Danielle PanabakerTB: Mandy (Parents: Patrick/Robin) (17) Lex Jamison PB: Brian Presley TB: Sarah (Laura’s Moms boyfriends son.) (18) Gavin Corinthos PB:Milo VentimigliaTB: Sarah (Parents: Sonny/Brenda) (18yrs) Cole Morgan PB:Benjamin McKenzie TB: Ashey (Parents: Jason/Carly) (18 yrs.) Chandlar Spencer PB:Camilla Belle TB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Sam) (18) Molly Lansing PB:Alexis Bledel [/url] TB: Sarah (Parents: Ric/Alexis) (Away at College) Devon Corinthos PB:Mena Suvari TB:Shiri (Parents: Sonny/Sam) (20 yrs) Name: Faith Drake Age: 19 Parents: Carly and Patrick Info: Through her father's womanizing and her mother's constant issues with men, Faith didn't really know exactly where she belonged in the spectrum of the world. Faith went to high school for the most part, but she got by with just passing grades. She never cared much for it. Faith was in a club one night and she was approached by a man she thought as a bouncer to throw her out. She was offered a job at a local underground bar and strip club, and the pay was a lot better than she would have thought and she figured why not, she's still young. She's putting herself through college, even though she doesn't particularly like it, just so she can have more choices later in life. TB: Daphne PB: Erica Durance  Teens Laura Spencer PB: Kristen Bell TB:Shiri (Parents: Lulu/other) (17) Audrey Smith PB:Amber Tamblyn TB: Ashley Parents: Zander/Emily) (16yrs) Alexis Smith PB: Amber TambylnTB:Brit (Parents: Zander/Emily) (16) Zeke Spencer: PB: Jonathan JacksonTB: Shiri (Parents: Lucky/Unkown) (17 yrs) Name: Josh Cassadine Age: 18 Parents: Nikolas/Emily Info: Josh was raised completely over-protected by his parents. Because his older brother was taken and raised by Helena, his mom and dad made sure he was always watched over by someone they trust completely. Josh was raised in the image of his father, to be proper and a perfect gentleman. Ever the Cassadine prince, Josh has attended every social event in PC. He will be starting college in the fall, furthering his knowledge of the world. Sometimes he hates being a 'prince', but it was just the way he's been raised. TB: Daphne PB: Kevin Zegers Name:Mackenzie *Mac* Matthews (Parents:Nikolas/Courtney) *Because of a kidnapping when she was younger..Mackenzie was held back a year because of missing so much school..in other words she had to retake a year over..so that is the reason she is in the same grade as her brother Luke, but she is actually a year older then him. Age: 18 Taken By: Open for now. Played By: Hilarie Burton Name: Lucas *Luke* Spencer (Parents: Lucky/Courtney..) Result of some fling between them. Age: 17 Taken By: Brit Played By: Jason Dorhing ]Name: Hunter Jax (twin of Sara) Age: 17 Personality: Charming, Strong, Moody, and lonely. Hunter isn't exactly your average student. He's rich and popular, hangs out with kids like Luke and Gavin...But he's not womanizing and manipulative like some of the other guys can be. He's a good guy, with a heart of gold. Most of the time he doesn't join in in the khaos and destructiveness that is Luke, he's the guy that just stands idly by and lets it all happen. Twin of Sara, Hunter is actually quite different then her, but then again he isn't constantly put down by his parents like she is. She was tolerated while Hunter has always been praised. Straight A student, all american boy. In sports and clubs up the yang. Jax treats him as if he wants Hunter to be the next president, maybe thats reaching but he certainly wants his son to suceed in buisness like him. Hunter on the other hand is unsure of what he wants and who he wants to be. Hunter has a secret though, something only his sister, him and his parents know about. He has type 4 ellipsy, his symptoms include violent outbursts and seizures. They dont happen very often and Hunter has been fortunate for it to never happen in a public place. It's only ever happened at home, and when he's on his medication he really doesn't need to worry about, its when he stops taking it that he does. Hunter has blanks in his head, days that are gone because he doesn't remember what happened. When Hunter has one of his blackouts, later when he's normal again..its like the time in between is just gone, and he doesn't remember or know what happened. TB: Angel_wings05 PB: Riley smith Name: Sara Jax Info:(Parents:Jasper Jax, he married a woman named Celeste when she ended up pregnant..He's Away on buisness a lot, and Sara and her mother Celeste do not get along really at all. Her and her twin get along well, even though he can be a little protective of her.) Age: 17 Taken By: Ashley Played By: Amanda Seyfried Name: Trey Alcazar (18 yrs) Info: (Parents: Diego/Georgie.) Trey is always one to stir up trouble. He's a bad boy who lives on the edge, doing what he wants to do...He seems to be doing well in following in his father, as well as his Uncle's footsteps. He's a little rough around the edges, and although he's good at causing trouble and doing things that need to be done..he is also good at getting in trouble...Yes sometime he ends up situations that are way over his head. Taken By: Brit Played By: Logan Marshall Green Name:Bianca Spencer Parents: Liz and Lucky Age: Sixteen Personality: Sarcastic, dark, mysterious, moody, cunning, playful. TB: Court PB:Mischa Barton Name: Carter Alcazar (Lorenzo/Reese) Age: 18 Personality: Apathetic, sarcastic, guarded, unimpressionable, honest, rebellious TB: Mandy PB: Kuno Becker Name: Lainey Devane Age: Seventeen Parents: Lorenzo and Anna Personality: Intelligent, Danerously Beautiful, Persuasive, Devious, Alluring, and boy is she a troublemaker, Lainey Devane has been this way practically her whole life. She likes to have a good time, to stir up trouble, one things for sure...she is not shy, and she will do anything she has to to get what she wants. Her mother Anna had to go deep cover on a case and Lainey begged her over and over to let stay with Chase. Finally Anna agreed, and now here she is, staying with her big brother for a little while. He's always favored her, just like she's always favored him. Lainey is beautiful, smart, and manipulative...You can't be fooled by her charms, for she lives for stirring trouble. She's dangerous in her own way, and one should fear her if they ever crossed her. TB: Angel_wings05 PB: Kristen Kreuk Name: Madison Quartermaine Age: 16 Parents: AJ and Sam (Product of a ONS) Personality:Feisty, Captivating, Reckless, Protective, Independent, Temperamental Tb: Cliffy Pb:Rachel Bilson Name: Rachel (Insert Dean's last name here) Age: 16 Parents: Dean and Courtney Personality: Tomboyish, Lively, Driven, Spunky, Risky, Unpredictable Tb: Cliffy Pb: Alexa Havins Other Threads: GH Next Generation Thread 1 (No Link) GH Next Generation Thread 2 *You Slept with Who?* GH Next Generation Thread 3 *But You Always Find a Way to Keep Me Right Here Waiting* GH Next Generation Thread 4 *And these Mistakes that you Made, You'll Just Make them Again* GH Next Generation Thread 5 *Between The Lines of Fear and Blame* __________________ Jason♥Carly Noah♥Rachel Nate♥Jenny Carter♥Serena Clark♥Chloe Together in all these memories I see your smile. Darling you know I will love you until the end of time. RIP Rita Morgan Ashley|Icon:? 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| |RE-POST|  Tasha knew she deserved a lot, but she hadn’t expected Cole to be so cruel. She had never seen him this mad before, she didn’t even know that he was capable of it. Tasha shut her eyes slowly biting her bottom lip as another tear rolled down her face. How could he say something like that after what she had said to him? She told him she wanted him to be the father and he tells her to go find her ‘boyfriend’ Logan, even an idiot couldn’t misunderstand that. He was telling her plain and simply that he didn’t want her anymore, and Tasha wasn’t about to push him on that subject. She couldn’t take being rejected by him again now that she had put herself out there over and over again, tried to make him understand just how much she loved him. “Cole…I…” Tasha heard an apartment door creak open and immediately looked for the perpetrator. Her tears magically vanishing, her face and makeup equally refined, as she spotted a skinny blonde stalking towards her. “Who the hell are you to talk to me?” Tasha scoffed. Did this girl know who she was talking to? Oh wait, yes, of course she did, everyone knew who Natasha Drake was, as for this pathetic little girl, well she just another one of those pathetic losers who were just another face in the crowd, someone so pathetic and lowly as not to even be remembered. “This is the fucking America, and I can be where ever I damn hell please, and nobody by the likes of you is going to make me do otherwise.” She said fiercly glaring at her, claws out, and guard up, instinctually. She was a mother for Christ sake, her hormones were already going wild, throw in a trailer-trash Barbie doll and Tasha was ready to take it to the mat. __________________ Brooke/Lucas ♥ Blair/Chuck ♥ Alex/Izzie When you find you, come back to me. | |||
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| Mackenzie Okay, what just happened here? With a scrunched up forehead, she looked from Cole to Tasha. Clearly, Mackenzie had interrupted an important conversation, but she didn't give a damn. They were being too loud and she didn't want to hear Cole upset, so why didn't Tasha just dissapear? God knows she should-- Indefinately. Quite honestly, Mackenzie couldn't stand people like Tasha. Her attitude was enough to make Mackenzie nauseous. Example? Just now. All Mac was doing was defending her best friend and yet it once again becomes some sort of a popularity contenst. Was Mackenzie actually talking to Tasha? Who asks such a stupid fucking question? Mac actually had to bite her tongue so that she wouldn't reply with a, 'no shit, Sherlock'. Who else would she be talking to, your highness? Ugh. Unable to stop herself any longer, Mackenzie laughed. She gently grabbed onto Cole's arm and offered him a playful roll of her eyes. "You wanna come inside? You can keep me company since I won't be sleeping tonight." She decided before sending Tasha a small glare. Realizing that her coziness with Cole was getting under Tasha's skin, Mackenzie took a step closer to her best friend and pressed her lips against his, kissing him passionately. Honestly, it had been something that she'd been desiring to do for a while now-- Just for the hell of it. Cole was good looking and he was an amazing guy, so why wouldn't she want to kiss him? Living in the moment, she allowed her arms to wrap around his neck as her tongue entered his mouth, gently meshing with his. Let's think about this one. Who is the one kissing the guy and who's the onlooker? Oh, that's right.. Score: 1 Point for Mac and 0 for Tasha. __________________ i honestly believed that i'd be {casey cartwright chambers} one day... and now i haven't even spoken to him in over six months. | |||
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|  I rub my forehead, knowing very well that I kind of went of the handle. I didn't mean to lose my temper, and yell and shout at Tasha...but I just..I don't know, it was like I had no control, I just had to say what I feel. It's sad though because I never thought things would come to this for Tasha and I....I never thought things would get this bad, I always promised myself I'd protect her...especially from Logan...I guess its kind of hard when shes always running towards him, instead of away from him. 'Cole…I..' I lift my head as Tasha begins to speak. That's when I noticed her eyes focused on, something, or someone else. I turn around to see Mackenzie walking out of her apartment and towards us. Uh-oh is all that is really going through my mind. I'm glad Mackenzie's here, I need her support, I need her here so I don't give into Tasha like I always want too...But its common knowledge that Tasha and Mackenzie don't get along...The words polar opposites come to mind. They just don't mix, they don't 'hang out.' It was hard enough to keep things between them civil, when I was actually with Tasha...Now, after everything that has happened...Its anyones guess on what could happen. 'Don't you think you've caused enough damage?!' I let out a soft sigh, watching Mackenzie as she steps in front of me. 'Look, this is my apartment building and you don't belong here, so get the hell out.' She shouts at Tasha. I run my hand through my hair, not exactly disagreeing with Mackenize...It's just easier when Tasha isn't here....It hurts. 'Who the hell are you to talk to me?' I hear Tasha scoff, she's cold and her face changed quickly...Her tears disappeared like they were never there to begin with. How does she do it? How can she be so soft with me, and turn around and be cold with others? I'd say its a gift but I think its more like a curse...Maybe things would be better for her if she learned how to be a better person, not just to the people she likes...but to everyone. 'This is the f/ucking America, and I can be where ever I damn hell please, and nobody by the likes of you is going to make me do otherwise..' Tasha snaps back at Mackenzie, showing she isn't afraid of her in the least. I really don't know which one would win a fight, they're both as tough as nails, they're both as stubborn as hell. "Easy...both of you..." I say, wanting to step between them...but not exactly getting the chance. I feel Mackenzie gently grab a hold of my arm, I tear my eyes off of Tasha and look to Mackenzie. She playfully rolls her eyes before opening her mouth to speak, 'You wanna come inside? You can keep me company since I won't be sleeping tonight?' I give Mac a look, wondering what shes up too. This seems like some little scheme of hers, but I'm not quite sure...I'll play along though. "Yeah, I can do that.." I tell her nodding my head softly. Before I even really know whats going on Mackenzie takes a step closer to me, pressing her lips firmly against mine. At first I don't respond, obviously shocked by her gester...then I realize that she's doing this to get Tasha to leave...After all Tasha has done to hurt me, is it so horrible that I want to hurt her a little too? I wrap my arms around Mackenzie as her tongue slips into my mouth. I've imagined kissing Mackenzie before, but I never imagined that it would come this naturally to either one of us. It feels good to feel wanted again. Realizing that Tasha is still standing there, I place my hands on Mackenzie's shoulder gently pushing her back a little. I don't want to hurt Tasha like she hurt me, I don't want her to feel anymore pain..regardless of the pain I feel. But I'll still let her believe I'm with Mackenzie...for now atleast. I wipe my hand over my mouth, glancing back to Tasha...hating the look of hurt in her eyes. "Now you know where I stand..." I tell her softly, before wrapping my arm around Mackenzie's waist. __________________ Jason♥Carly Noah♥Rachel Nate♥Jenny Carter♥Serena Clark♥Chloe Together in all these memories I see your smile. Darling you know I will love you until the end of time. RIP Rita Morgan Ashley|Icon:? | |||
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|  Tasha scoffed as the girl began kissing Cole. It was so obvious what she was doing, quite pathetic actually. And even though it did hurt to see him kissing another girl, another part of her was numb to all of it. Another part of her was made stronger by the fact that Mackenzie was kissing him because it made it just so much easier not to care and to walk away for her own sake rather than his. Because lord knows that Tasha was always out for number one and she was neither stupid, nor juvenile as some may think. They always underestimated Tasha and that’s why she was able to get you, because you think you can stereotype her and write her off as another ditzy cheerleader, but oh was Tasha so much more. And she hadn’t been asking WHO she was talking to, she was asking why in the world did this girl even think that her opinion mattered. “Now you know where I stand.” Seriously. Seriously?!?! SERIOUSLY!?!? Was he fucking kidding? Tasha was so sad and angry and mad and…who knows what else to do anything else but laugh. Yes, laugh. She smirked and she stood there looking defiantly at the two of them and laughed, and it wasn’t one of those psychotically sad laughs. It was a genuine laugh of pure shock and…strangely pleasure. “Thanks for making this so easy.” She said finally able to stop laughing after a couple of milliseconds, “Really.” She said, managing to wink at Cole before turning and walking calmly out of the building. It was only after she had hailed a cab and was on the way back to her house that she allowed the tears to finally run freely. And freely did they run for nearly the entire cab ride back to Faith’s apartment to pick up her car, and at which point she had no other choice, but neither did she want any other choice, than to pick up the phone and call Bianca. She needed her friend right now. She needed to hear that everything was going to be okay and that no matter what she did, things were going to work out eventually because they had to and that she wasn’t a total loser for letting all of this happen to her. That she wasn’t insane for still missing Cole, and that whoever the father was didn’t matter because she would be fine on her own if she had to do it. “Hey…”Tag Bianca __________________ Brooke/Lucas ♥ Blair/Chuck ♥ Alex/Izzie When you find you, come back to me. | |||
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| Mackenzie She had to admit that she was taken off-guard by Cole as he wrapped his arm around her waist, thus insinuating that they were actually together. She tried her hardest not to allow the shock to cross onto her face as she stared at Tasha, the cold hard bitch. Whatever. Tasha laughed and spewed out her completely idiotic comments, none of which Mackenzie actually merited with a response. None of them deserved one, to be honest. After watching Tasha walk away, Mackenzie sent Cole a half-smile before gently grabbing onto his hand and making the short distance back to her apartment. Once they were back inside and the door was closed, Mackenzie finally voiced her opinions in a very..Mackenzie fashion. "Okay, what the hell just happened?" She asked curiously, plopping herself down onto the couch. What had started out as her simply wanting to sleep without a deamon chasing after her, ended with.. Badness and drama of the un-wanted kind. Suddenly, Mackenzie was her best friend's pretend-girlfriend just so that he could make his ex-girlfriend jealous? Sure, it had somewhat been Mac's idea, but now only one thing was going through her mind-- What just happened out there? Bianca Laying on her king sized bed, she flipped through the latest issue of Cosmopolitan. Why did they always have the same articles every single God damn issue? "I know how to alleviate menstrual cramps, thank you very fucking much." She shot out to no one in particular as the latest My Chemical Romance cd blasted through her bedroom. Bianca had never quite been your average cheerleader and she never planned to be. Just as she was about to call it a night and turn off her bedroom light, her telephone began to ring. Annoyed, she stood up and ran over to answer it before her father could. Just as she picked it up, she realized that her dad was on the line as well. "Daddy, I got it!" She called out loudly to her father, although she recieved no response back. Bianca rolled her eyes and walked out of her bedroom and down the stairs, her phone still pressed to her ear. "Da--" Bianca stopped as soon as she saw her grandfather, Luke, sitting in the kitchen with a smug smile on his face. "Grandpa, I've got it." She said with a smile, only to have it widen when Luke pointed to his cheek, obviously wanting to get some sort of reward for hanging up the phone. Playfully rolling her eyes, Bianca leaned down and left a gentle kiss on her grandfather's cheek. "You dirty old man. You should be ashamed of yourself." She joked before turning on her heel and running back up the stairs and towards her bedroom. "Sorry.. Hello?" She asked with a small laugh, although any trace of a smile on her face completely vanished when she heard Tasha's choppy voice on the other end. Was she crying? Bianca made it back up the stairs and into her bedroom. She plopped herself back down onto the bed lazily, genuine concern etched onto her features. "Tash? What's wrong, sweetie?" __________________ i honestly believed that i'd be {casey cartwright chambers} one day... and now i haven't even spoken to him in over six months. | |||
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| Supreme Fan  Joined: Dec 2003
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| Michael The kiss is everything Michael had been dreaming of since the day Natalie packed her bags and walked out of his life. Michael had stood there, yelling at her. He had called her every name in the book and jerked away from her touch when she tried to get him to reconsider. Tears had fallen as the door slammed shut and he finally whispered out that he loved her. His pride had been partly to blame for their break up, yes, but Natalie was at fault too. They were admitting this now though. They were finally seeing eye to eye. Nothing was being held back, and Michael suddenly felt a weight lifted off of him as Natalie's tongue rubbed against his. His hands were starting to slide underneath her shirt, touching her bare skin, when Natalie suddenly pulled away again. He frowned, staring at her as she apoligized once more. She loved him so much, and she was so sorry. She wanted him to forgive her. She leaned her forehead against his, holding onto him for dear life as the tears flowed down. "Hey..." Michael took a step back from her, gently wiping away her tears with the corner of his thumb. "It's ok. Everything is ok now. I forgive you. I love you Natalie. We're a family again. It's ok." __________________ You're beautiful baby from the outside in. Chase your dreams but always know the road that'll lead you home again. Go on, take on this whole world. But to me you know you'll always be, my little girl. | |||
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| Elite Fan Joined: Jan 2002
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| Cole I watch Tasha as she smirks at us. I really should have expected that to be her reaction, she likes to hide how she feels, she doesn't cry until shes alone, until she knows no one else is watching her....She was crying in front of me, but she would never cry in front of Mackenzie or someone else she doesn't really know. What does kind of surprise me is when she starts laughing. It's not your typical, angry bitter laughter...I don't really know what it is other then maybe Tasha's way of coping. 'Thanks for making this so easy..' she says as she stops laughing. 'Really.' She says winking at me before turning away. My eyes stay focused on Tasha, burning wholes into her back as she walks away from us and out of my life. Is it what I want? Do I really want her just gone for good? I know I was cold and mean and bitter....Even the knews of a child, didn't change my mind. I could be the father to her child, and I still acted like a total jacka/ss. I think its because of Logan...as soon as I had confimred that she slept with him, my attitude really became cold. I hate the thought of her with him, after all the pain and hurt he's put her through....And yet...I still push her towards him. What the hell is wrong with me? Why does that girl do this to me? It's like I can't think or function when I'm around her....I miss her, and it drives me absolutely crazy. I let out a soft sigh, while finally glancing back to Mackenzie. She gives me a half-smile, before taking my arm and leading me back to her apartment. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that Tasha is actually pregnant, that its real this time...and that I could be the father...I could be a father...I don't even know how to react or how to respond to it, obviously since I didn't react to it very good when Tasha said it. Once back inside Mackenzie's apartment, I shut the door, turning to her as she plops down on the couch. 'Okay, what the hell just happened?' She asks me, curiousity can sometimes be Mackenzie's middle name. I'm grateful for it though, I know she cares, I know she is here for me no matter what. I run my through my thick blonde hair, looking at her as I sit down next to her. "Tasha's pregnant." I finally say, looking to see Mackenzie's wide-eyed reaction. "As for you and me....the whole kiss thing...." I pause for a moment, as our eyes lock. "Well I don't know you tell me....Your the one that planted one on me.." I allow a small smirk to come to my face as I look at Mackenzie. She did kiss me, and I most definitely didn't hate it. I've wanted to kiss Mackenzie for a long time, but I didn't plan for it to be like that...I guess I just didn't want it to be about jealously or getting back at someone...if it ever happened I wanted it to actually be about us...  'Good..good..' I hear Jamie say as I walk further into the room. He seems to genuinely mean it. How can he be so light about this? About the possibility of him not seeing tomorrow or next week? I guess because its probably easier to see what you don't want to see. I see whats happening to Jamie, and look at me, I'm terrified to death...I'm scared for my best friend, the mere thought of him not being around to call or talk to, or be with...it kills me. I mean who I am suppose to tell my lame jokes to? And whos suppose to take me to my drug meetings every week to make sure I stay on track? Who is going to be here for me when Jamie isn't? Who's going to be here for Constance and Laura and all the people he means everything too....I hate thinking of him dying, I hate it so much that I'd rather live in denial and never have to face it...but I can't do that, cause naturally someday I will have to face it. As I look at Jamie I can't help I begin to think he has something to tell me...He's just so happy and I can just tell there is something he wants me to know about. I smile slightly, tilting my head slightly, asking Jamie without even really speaking...I guess thats what happens when you know someone else better then you know yourself. 'Well I mean...I know I don't look good...but...Laura and I...we just got engaged..' He comes straight out with it, telling me exactly what needed to be said. I let a small laugh escape my mouth as I stare back at Jamie wide eyed. Married? Married? They're getting married? No this can't be happening...its all happening to fast...Jamie's doing this because he thinks he's dying and he wants to marry the person he wants to marry, which is understandable...But what about us? What about the feelings I wanted to tell him? What about what could have happened for us when he got of here? Which he will get out of here, he's not going to die in this God forsaken hospital...There's no way in hell. "Engaged?" I question for a moment, doing well at hiding the pain in my voice. "Wow..." I say still stunned and shocked by his news. 'Just like, two seconds ago..' I hear Laura pipe in. I nod my head, almost forcing a smile as I stare at them. "I guess..I guess a congradulations is in order.." I say, looking at Laura for only a second before looking back to Jamie. I keep my eyes on him until he tears them away from to look at Laura. I fidget with the bottom of my shirt, still reeling from the news I just received. The man of my dreams is lying in a hospital bed, the man of my dreams is marrying a girl that isn't me....a girl that makes him happy, a girl that he should probably be with. I keep my eyes away from them as Laura says her goodbyes, telling him something about calling Audrey. I watch Laura as she leaves Jamies bed and heads for the door. She glances over her shoulder sending me a glare, if looks could kill...I'd probably be dead right now. She waves us off and walks out the door, leaving me alone with Jamie. I tuck a few strands of hair behind my ears as I sit down on the edge of the bed, next to Jamie. "I don't know what to say Jamie....I'm speechless..." I tell him, allowing a soft laugh to escape my lips. I hide the pain and sorrow well as I look over at him. "I'm happy for you....No one deserves to be happy more then you Jamie...No one.." I tell him honestly, nodding my head softly as I look at him. He's happy, thats all that should matter right? Why ruin it for him? Why tell him how I feel? It's bound to only cause more pain and it will make things strange and weird...I don't want that for us.....He doesn't need to know, he doesn't need to be confused, I dont want to feel uncomfortable or feel like he owes me more...Because he doesn't, if anything I owe him more...I owe him my life, without him...I wouldn't have one. I struggle to hide my own pain as I lean down and give Jamie a gentle hug. I kiss his cheek softly before slowly pulling away, and looking at him again. OOC-Natalie later when I get home  __________________ Jason♥Carly Noah♥Rachel Nate♥Jenny Carter♥Serena Clark♥Chloe Together in all these memories I see your smile. Darling you know I will love you until the end of time. RIP Rita Morgan Ashley|Icon:? Last edited by angel_wings05 : 10-29-2006 at 04:11 PM. | |||
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| Supreme Fan Joined: Jul 2001
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|  When Bianca’s grandfather answered the phone with a curt, “Hello, Spencer residence,” Tasha managed to pull herself together in order to ask for Bianca like nothing was wrong. She didn’t even want Bianca’s grandfather to know that she was upset, how sad was that? He probably would have said some words of comfort or made Bianca come to the phone faster, alleviating her pain more quickly, but still she would not show weakness, not to anyone but Bianca. “Sorry…Hello? Tasha? What’s wrong sweetie?” Tasha began balling into the phone with no self-control when she heard Bianca’s voice. God she was so happy that they had made up. She didn’t know what she would have done without Bianca. Hoes for life. “He…met…someone…else.” She cried as she paid the driver and got out of the cab and into her own car. Reversing and then speeding out of the parking lot like a bat out of hell, Tasha followed the familiar streets to Bianca’s house, “I’m…coming…over…” she managed to say as the tears streamed down her face, bluring her vision slightly. It probably wasn’t a good idea that she was driving while she was crying but she didn’t care. She had to talk to Bianca and she had to get out of this place and there was no other way. Damn her sister and getting her all riled up so that she finally figured out why she hasn’t been feeling like drinking, why she had been feeling that extra surge of emotions. Pulling up to Bianca’s house, Tasha hung up the phone and rushed into Bianca’s waiting arms, “God, B, I am such an idiot. You have no idea.” __________________ Brooke/Lucas ♥ Blair/Chuck ♥ Alex/Izzie When you find you, come back to me. Last edited by SweetP : 10-29-2006 at 10:04 PM. | |||
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| Master Fan  Joined: Jan 2003
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| OOC: Not enough time for finding icons  Gavin Gavin was shocked as Audrey pushed her handful of cake in his face.He couldn't help but laugh like he couldn't stop.She laughed right back at him and let his hand linger in some of the cake."That's just mean,Audrey.I always thought you were such an angel,"he teased her as he wiped the cake off of his face and walked closer to her."But that's alright.I always knew you had a troublemaker side,"he said in a quiet tone.He leaned in to kiss her and then just as he was about to,he smushed the cake on her face.She laughed in shock and he then followed through and kissed her lips.He could taste cake...yum...and Audrey...yum. And honestly,he couldn't think of a more perfect moment.It beat all the parties and the drinks and the girls and the spin the bottle games.He loved all that.It would be silly to say he didn't.He was that kind of a person but this was better.This was fun and silly and Audrey and it all he really wanted to be doing.He deepened the kiss and let his hand touch her cake-y cheek but then he heard a cellphone begin to ring.It wasn't his.If it was,he wouldn't answer it.Audrey pulled away for a second."Tell them we're in the middle of a really big fight.It has to wait,"he joked as she looked down at the caller ID and then shot him a smile.Who would've thought they'd end up here? They were happy and the fighting they were doing was cake fighting a.k.a. the best kind of fighting.Gavin would savor the moment completely...and hope that things always remained this way,even if he knew that wasn't really possible. Jamie Jamie kept his eyes on Ridley as she took in the news.He wasn't sure what he saw on her face.Well...he knew she was probably a bit skeptical.And she was right to be skeptical because it came out of nowhere and there were alot of things people would say.Jamie knew that most of the Spencers wouldn't exactly love it.Lulu would not love it at all.But he knew that she would give in.She would give in because she loved Laura and she knew how things were in this circumstance and she would give Jamie and Laura her blessing even if it meant saying something she didn't believe.Laura rose from her seat by Jamie and told him she was going to go gush to Audrey.He allowed his eyes to leave Ridley for a moment and they smiled and beamed at Laura as she left the room.Ridley slowly sat down by Jamie and told him that she was happy for him.He deserved to be happy more than anyone. Jamie smiled to Ridley and she embraced him and kissed his cheek before pulling away.He saw so much sadness in her eyes and it killed him that that sadness was because of him.And at the same time,it brought him back into reality...because the thing was he was dying.And no matter how much he tried to deny it,it was happening.And the thing Ridley had always been best at was making him see the truth in things...like when everything with them started,on that night when he drunk and bitter and he drove her home.They were so close to having that one night stand and ending up that way and then he just snapped out of it...and he saw the truth and the reality in all his bitterness.That was the first moment after all that had happened that he fell back into himself.So maybe he had saved Ridley that night but she had saved him."Your mom told me you'd been here twenty four seven,"Jamie said with a small smile.Ridley looked away. "I hate that you're putting your life on hold for me....but it means the world to me that you're here...with me,"he said to Ridley as he kept his eyes on her and slowly grasped her hand.So many people had been at the hospital...even Chase though he had been outside the door,probably struggling with what was happening.But one person hadn't shown up and she was the one person that Jamie needed to see more than anyone.He knew why she wasn't here but he was so terribly afraid of leaving with her.One guess as to who that person was.Jamie let his hand squeeze Ridley's for a moment,as if he was trying to give her something...some strength."Don't worry,Ridley,"he told her,trying to ease her pain.He knew he couldn't say that and believe it himself.Because he was so afraid of it all.But he needed her to be ok. | |||
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| Master Fan  Joined: Oct 2001
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| *does a little dance* __________________ Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend | |||
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| Master Fan Joined: Oct 2001
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| OOC: I was told to hurry up and post this so I am. Others will come later like planned. He kept his glare on his face as he stared down at the asshole who was trying to do his sister. He knows Lainey has sex and as long as he doesn't find out with who then it's fine but when he walks in on it, that's something he won't stand for. No way in hell. ''Chill out, Trigger'. His eyes darkened at that as he watched the kid reach out and tap his gun. He was tempted to bliw the annoying asshole right this second until Lainey stepped infront of him and began defending him. It figures she would do that and not let him just shoot him. 'Luke, not the time for jokes...I know my brother you don't'. "Don't **** with me or I blow your head off, Spencer" Yes he knew he was a Spencer just by the name. The Spencers were as infamous as the Alcazars were. The fact that Jamie was dating a Spencer made the families have connections and he hated that. He really hated it. While he could deal with Jamie dating one, he wouldn't deal with Lainey screwing one and him knowing about it. Like said before, if he didn't know about it he wouldn't have a problem, but now that he saw it with his own eyes, he wouldn't allow it. It definately wouldn't happen in his cabin atleast. That's pushing it. He scowled when she got infront of Luke. Damn it, now he really couldln't shoot him because he would run the risk of shooting at Luke and hitting Lainey. He didn't meet a repeat of the Jamie incident. He didn't need another sibling of his being in the hospital because he got trigger happy. 'Chase, what the hell are you doing? Do I barge in on you when your trying to get laid'. "What the hell does it look like I'm doing?" He asked torically, "No because I have the decency not to go it in a plce where someone can walk in. Try locking the door next time" He told her with a roll of his eyes. Some little sister he had. What a woman she turned out to be. He wasn't sure if he liked it. 'Chase, get that gun out off my face right now'. "You didn't say please" He spat out, lowering the gun just the same so no accidents would happen. Better safe than sorry. 'Cool down or I'll call daddy and tell him you tried killing my boyfriend'. He let out a loud laugh at that. "You think dad would just to your defence after I tell him what position I caught you in? Yeah fucking right. He'll be shocked to know his baby girl is such a slut and it'll ruin his image of you. Do you really want that?" He wouldn't be Chase Alcazar if he wasn't as blunt as hell, even if it was his sister he was talking to. He didn't hold anything back with anyone, especially not his family because they deserved the truth and who better to tell them the truth than him? No one that's who. "I didn't think so. Now get the hell out of here and go fuck somewhere else" He stood a step aside so she could go to the door. He looked past her at Luke and glared at him. "You're on my list now, Spencer, and if I hear anything, I mean anything, of you hurting her, you'll wish you were never born" Yes, this was a threat but he always followed through with his threats when he had to and he intended doing the same with this one. __________________ Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend Last edited by Shiri S : 10-29-2006 at 10:58 PM. | |||
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| Elite Fan Joined: Jan 2002
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|  I sit at the metro court, sipping on a grey goose martini. I’m lost in my head, high as I kite…and loving every second of it. It’s easier this way….this way I don’t have to think about Jamie, or Chase, or my mother or anything like that….I can just relax, and enjoy the effects of the drug. My father hasn’t shown up yet, either has his spoiled conceited selfish ‘other’ daughter….the rotten one, as I’d like to say…”Speak of the devil..” I mutter under my breath as I notice Paige walking towards me. I plaster a fake smile on my face, pretending like I’m happy to see her…but she knows very well, I’m really not. “Paige, how nice to see you.” I say laughing slightly before taking another drink of my martini. At least I did a few lines with Kristina before leaving the house, it gave me just the lift I needed to get through what could be a very boring and unpleasant supper….being high makes it not so bad, I have the whole ‘nothing can touch me’ feeling going on. I glance over at Paige as she takes a seat across from me, silent as ever she folds her arms across her chest and just gives me a look. I raise my eyebrows slightly realizing right away that something is wrong, that she’s hurting for some reason….Probably has something to do with little miss slutty Natalie, our sister, and my brother. It’s kind of strange that I can read Paige so easily, I don’t really get it or understand it….I don’t hate it, but I do kind of hate that she can do the same thing to me. I keep my eyes on her as she looks around the room, she’s doing an excellent job of avoiding me and pretending like I don’t exist…not that I really mind….But I’m bored and curious, wondering what happened and why she’s sad and upset. I tear my eyes from Paige as a waitress walks over. ‘Scotch on the rocks and keep 'em coming.’ I nod my head, knowing now that my suspicions were right. “I’ll have another..” I say nodding towards my martini, before finishing it off. After a few minutes the waitress returns with our drinks, setting them down in front of us. I smirk slightly, watching as my sister downs half her drink. ‘Where the hell is daddy at?’ She asks looking around. “I wish I knew..” I say glancing around as well. “Don’t take this as sisterly concern, but what the hell happened to you?” I ask her, keeping my eyes on her as I take a drink of my martini. I begin shaking my head slightly as I set my drink back down. “Don’t tell me it has something to do with our whore of a sister Natalie.” I say obviously disgusted by the mere thought of her. I hate her with a fiery passion, and I really don’t think that’s going to change anytime soon….or maybe like never…No it could, when hell freezes over. Glancing back at Paige, from her look right away I realize she didn’t know…How could she really know? Who would have told her? “Oh…You didn’t know,” I say nodding my slightly. “Yep that lying b/itch is the result of some one night stand daddy dearest had with some doctor…or nurse or something…”  ‘Hey…’ I hear Michael say softly as he begins to delicately wipe my tears away. He’s always been so gentle and careful with me…Like he thinks I’m an Angel who shouldn’t be broken. But I’m not an Angel, I am far from being an angel. I wish I could say differently, but I can’t. I’ve done so many terrible things, and hurt so many people that shouldn’t have been hurt. Michael’s the one I hurt the most, and here is standing In front of me telling me everything will be okay…But he doesn’t know, he doesn’t know what I’m about to tell him. I know its going to rip his world apart, I know its going to break his beautiful heart all over again. I don’t want to do it, I don’t want to tell him, we’re so close to having a family and being everything we ever wanted to each other. I’m about to destroy more then I have in the passed. I just have to pray to God that Michael doesn’t hate me, that he doesn’t throw me out, I have to somehow make him understand that I did it for him…for us….I lied about this baby for us, so we could be together and happy again. He would have never let me in that door if I would have told him the truth, I feel like I didn’t have a choice….But I did…I should have never go involved with Chase in the first place, I never should have thought up the stupid plan. My schemes and plans always end up blowing up in my face, no matter how hard I try to change it the result is always the same. I’m going to be left again, all alone to cry by myself. I never felt worthy, like I deserved to be loved, especially by Michael…and I still don’t. ‘It's ok. Everything is ok now. I forgive you. I love you Natalie. We're a family again. It's ok.’ I shake my head still crying as he holds my face, wiping my tears away as they continue falling. “No..its not…nothing is okay Michael..” I cry out before putting my head in my hands. I rub my forehead, running my hands through my long blonde hair as I sit down at the couch. I stay silently crying as Michael sits down on the couch next to me. I look over at him, terrified about what I have to tell him. “I’m so sorry Michael..” I whisper, nodding my head softly while attempting to hold back the flood of tears. I know I have to tell him now or else I never will, and then things will just be worse then they are if its even possible. Chase somehow found out, other people know, it won’t take Michael long to find out if I don’t tell him…and then who knows where we’d be…Probably together and happy and then he’d find out and everything would just come crashing down again. I have to be the one to tell him, if there is any, any chance at all of us making it through this….I have to tell him the truth. “Chase..” I begin to say, having a hell out of time trying to get the rest out. I just have to say it, like ripping off a band aid, I just have to say it. I look to Michael, gently cupping his face in my hands. I need to kiss him once more, I need to taste his sweet lips once more. I kiss Michael passionately and whole heartedly, preparing for what I’m about to do. My face begins to scrunch up from the tears as I slowly pull back from the kiss. “I love you, I have always loved you, and you need to know that I will never ever, ever stop.” I say truthfully, nodding my head gently as I look into his confused almost scared brown eyes. “Chase is the father of this baby..” I finally say it, reluctantly and regretfully I allow the words to slip from my mouth…I don’t want the words to put a knife through Michael’s heart, but from the look on his face, I already know they did. “I want it to be you Michael…I want you to be the father, I’ve never wanted it to be Chase…I swear…I never wanted this...”  'Your mom told me you'd been here twenty four seven..' he says with a small smile. I nod my head softly, looking away from Jamie momentarily. I hate this, I hate seeing him in this hospital bed, holding on for his life...It's not right, he should be outside fight crime, or saving damsels...not that I'm a damsel, I just know Jamie's been known to save a damsels in distress. Keeing back the tears, I look back to Jamie. 'I hate that you're putting your life on hold for me....but it means the world to me that you're here...with me..' His words seep into my very soul as he grasps onto my hand. I'd give anything to make all his pain go away, to make things good for him again...I know it may sound crazy, but I wish it was me in that hospital bed instead of him. People like Jamie, they don't deserve this...he shouldn't have to fight for his life when he's so good to this world. Someone like on the other hand, well it just fits more. 'Don't worry,Ridley..' I feel a tear trickle down the side of my face as he speaks. I hold onto Jamie's hand tightly, attempting to hold back my tears, sadness and pain...Naturally, I'm failing miserably at it. "How do you know that?" I ask him putting my hand over my mouth, unable to stop the tears. I'm so scared for him, I can't imagine him not being here. "I'm sorry Jamie..I'm trying to be hold it together and be strong for you...but its just so hard.." My voice cracks and finally I do too, I burst into tears as I lean forward and bury my head in Jamie's chest. "It's not fair, you being in here...its not right.." I cry, holding onto him as he holds me. I wish I could tell him right now how much I love him, how much I need him to fight for me and for everyone else. But I can't do that...I can't do that to him, when he's marrying her, he doesn't need me in the way...he doesn't need me messing everything up...Which I am bound to do, with my well known history. I slowly pull back from the hug, wiping some of my tears away before looking back to Jamie. I nod my head softly, wondering if I should say what I'm thinking...Staring into his eyes I know I have to just say it. "You know..I know it sounds crazy Jamie.." I start to say, keeping my hand on his as I stare at him. "We haven't even known eachother all that long...But I really feel like I've known you my entire life...." I pause, locking eyes with him before saying it. "I...don't even remember my life, before you came into it..." I admit nodding my head softly, before blinking back the tears. I wish I could finish, I wish I could continue and tell him exactly what he is to me, exactly how I feel about him..But I can't..and I won't....I won't ruin his happiness, he's the person in my life that matters most to me...It's crazy and I can't explain it, but its just how it is..its just how I feel. __________________ Jason♥Carly Noah♥Rachel Nate♥Jenny Carter♥Serena Clark♥Chloe Together in all these memories I see your smile. Darling you know I will love you until the end of time. 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| Master Fan  Joined: Oct 2002
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| Trey coming  I noticed Lainey was busy shaking her head out of the corner of my eyes. I glanced over at her, noticing the look of complete disbelief on her face. I guess she wasn't use to seeing people stand up against her big bad brother. I guessed that he wasn't either. I wasn't your typical person. I didn't cower in a corner with my tail between my legs. That wasn't a true Spencer for you and I was as true as they come. My grandpa always said that. He always said that he was proud because I reminded him so much of himself but I also couldn't help but notice the slightest hint of shame. There was some stuff that he didn't want to pass along to his children or to his grandchildren. He didn't want that kind of life for us. He didn't want us to repeat a lot of the things he has done. It's one thing if you allow yourself to do it, it's another if you let someone else that you care about do it as well. I could see where he's coming from but I couldn't help it. I always loved living my life on edge..testing fate whenever I could. It was the best rush in the world. It was almost as good as sex. It didn't pass the rush that sex gave you but it came pretty close to it 'Luke, not the time for jokes...I know my brother you don't' I looked at her before shrugging slightly. I glanced at him before looking back at her. I was about to say something but I stopped once I felt Lainey pull me back. I opened my mouth and was about to say something but I stopped and watched as Lainey got infront of me. Protecting me. I was glad no one was seeing this. I would never hear the end of it if they did. I didn't need protection. I, of all people didn't need any protection. I was very capable of handling my own. I wasn't a weakling. I was far from it. I beat guys up five times my size before. I could handle the twirp infront of me. The only thing that he had over on me was the fact that he had a gun. That caused some difficulties. I wasn't a dumb ass. I knew you avoided trouble when the person had a gun and knew how to use it and all you had was your own bare hands and a sarcastic comment. It didn't end well. It really didn't. I let out a small chuckle at Lainey's comment to her brother. The girl had her mouth on her that was for sure and she knew how to use it in more ways then one. I glanced up at the guy, giving him a small smirk. I shared very similar conversations with my sisters when I walked in on them. No, actually I didn't waste my time with talking. I just normally hauled the guy off her before pounding the unexpected son of a bitch into the ground. I didn't waste time talking. If I knew the guy could pound me into the ground, I normally found some way to kill the mood by bringing up something random. Talking about a fishing trip where I hooked a live worm on a hook always had a tendency of killing the mood. I went into gory detail about it and that normally got them seperated. I ignored the glares that my sisters sent me. They were starting to catch on and not bring their boy toys home 'Don't **** with me or I blow your head off, Spencer' "Do you kiss your mother with that mouth?" I asked him as I continued to look at him. A small smirk playing on my face. I knew I was asking for it but I didn't care. If I didn't push things I wouldn't be Luke Spencer. 'No because I have the decency not to go it in a plce where someone can walk in. Try locking the door next time' "You should try knocking next time" I said to him, nodding my head. I cut in before Lainey had a chance to say anything. I watched as Chase continued running his mouth. 'You think dad would just to your defence after I tell him what position I caught you in? Yeah ****ing right. He'll be shocked to know his baby girl is such a slut and it'll ruin his image of you. Do you really want that' "Why don't you shut the fuck up" I shot at him, knowing I was walking on really thin ice but did you think I cared? If you thought I cared, you were wrong. Dead wrong. I didn't care. I wasn't going to sit around and let him bad mouth Lainey infront of me. I was already starting to care about her. I didn't allow people that I cared about to be bad mouthed infront of me. It simply wouldn't happen I watched as Lainey told him to get the gun out of her face. I looked at him, noticing that he wasn't relenting on this. I wasn't expecting he would. He seemed like he shared many charisteristics with a mule, stubborn being one of the many. I watched as Lainey continued, informing him that she would call daddy and tell him that his son was planning on killing her boyfri..what...did she just call me her boyfriend? I looked over at her, blinking slightly. When did we become official? I had a girlfriend..I wasn't even sure if I had Sara, honestly. In Sara's mind, she might have already broken up with me. She breaks up with me alot. I break up with her a lot. We go through the motions but we always end up coming back to each other, setting ourselves up for another round of pain and heart ache. I didn't know why we did it. It wasn't fun. I didn't enjoy it. I enjoyed the sex..but I could find sex some where else. Some where that didn't bring forth so much pain. It wasn't just about the sex because I could get that anywhere and not deal with any of the bull shit that came with being with someone like Sara. I wasn't a guy that would complain about having two beautiful girlfriends though. No that would be any guy's dream come true. I'm sure that Lainey and Sara wouldn't like the idea of sharing. I didn't sharing either but I sure as hell didn't mind being shared The truth is that I didn't want anyone as much as I wanted Sara. I was a guy thought. I took what was offered but I wanted Sara on a different level. I always knew it was different with her. She got me like no other. I thought about her more then I should..she was always on my mind...even when I was with other girls I was thinking about her. I was normally with those other girls because she either did something to tick me off or I was busy trying to forget her but I could never forget her. No matter how hard I tried, she was the one that I just couldn't forget and I didn't know why. I really didn't. I didn't want to want Sara. I rather have all of my teeth removed from my mouth with no novocaine then want her but I did. That was the truth that I hated..the truth I ignored..the truth that I never spoke..the truth that would always remain. I didn't know what kind of power Sara possessed on me but I knew I hated it. I even sometimes hated her but I knew deep down I could never completely hate her. No matter what she did, I couldn't hate her. She gave me plenty of reason to want to but I never could completely hate her. I never could completely get over her I glanced up at the older looking boy for a second before looking over at Lainey. "Hey, sorry to cut this short but I hear my mom calling" I said, nodding my head. I paused for a second before nodding my head. "She will be..trust me" I said before leaning over brushing some hair off Lainey's shoulder. "I'll be seeing you" I said to her, leaning over kissing her cheek. My lips remained on her cheeks for a second as I looked up at the fuming guy infront of me. My lips curled into what resembled a smile. I pulled back away from Lainey before giving her a small smile. I winked at her before getting up. I reached down, grabbing ahold of my shirt [i]'You're on my list now, Spencer, and if I hear anything, I mean anything, of you hurting her, you'll wish you were never born'/I] "I wish that every day" I said to him patting his shoulder as I continued to walk past him I tossed my shirt over my shoulder before startingto reach the door. I stopped by it for a second before turning back around glancing over at Lainey. I gave her a weak smile and a small wave before opening the door. I felt bad for leaving Lainey here..alone but I had a feeling she could handle him. He wouldn't harm her and I had a feeling that it was best for everyone if I just leaved. If I continued to stay, I would only make it worse and that was the last thing that I wanted to do. I could hear the door shut behind me as I remained on the steps. I paused for a second, letting out a deep breath. I raised my shirt off my shoulder before pulling it on. I straightened it out before heading down the front steps. I dug in my pocket for my keys as I headed in the direction of my car. I got in before starting it up. I stared forward for a second, resting my hands on the steering wheel. I wrapped my hands around the steering wheel before lifting up my right hand before starting the car. I pulled out of the drive way and started out onto the road After a while, I finally got down the winding hill. I started off onto the main road. I was thankful that there wasn't much traffic out today. After a second, I realized where I was heading. I was heading to Sara's house. I wasn't even sure if I wanted to go there. Apart of me wanted to but apart of me didn't want to. Apart of me told me to not go. Apart of me told me to go far away. Something inside warned me that I was about to make a huge mistake but I ignored it. I wanted to see Sara. I just..I didn't know why..I just wanted to see her. It didn't take me long to get to her house. I parked right behind Trey's beat up looking car. I leaned back in my seat before crossing my arms over my chest. A small frown on my face as I narrowed my eyes on the familar car infront of me. Why the hell was Trey still there? He was probably just calming Sara down..listening to her go on and on about me. They were probably watching a movie and sharing a box of pizza. I trusted Trey with Sara. I knew she would use anyone and everyone to get back at me but I knew Trey wouldn't. I knew deep down that he wouldn't. I just hoped he wouldn't because I wouldn't do that to him. That's the honest truth. Most people thought I would do just about anything but I would never purposely hurt any of my friends. Trey was my friend and I was loyal to my friends. I believed he had the same sense of loyalty as well. I hoped he did. Of course he did. I shook my head, pushing all thoughts about him out of my head. I wouldn't question Trey's loyalty. He was more loyal to people then I was. I saw it with my own eyes. It was unbelievable that I would question his while mine was more questionable. I just couldn't help but always think the worse. It was a trait that runned deep in my family. My grandpa had the same problem..as well as my uncle. They had trusting issues. They passed them along to me as well. I opened the car door before taking a step out, shoving the keys into my pockets I whistled before starting to walk along the side of the house. Not even bothering with the door. I never used the door. I preffered taking my chances breaking the windows with rocks then ever ring the doorbell. I hated ringing the door bells. It was way to overrated. I walked along the patches of light on the grass. The only sorce of light was coming from the windows and the stars in the dark sky above. I stopped beside the window to Sara's room. I walked over close to the window, glad that it was on the first floor. I was really glad her room was on the first floor. I haven't always been so lucky with other girlfriends in the past. I walked up to the window, pressing my hands against it. I peeked into the window, raising my hand up ready to knock on it. I spotted a familar looking blonde tangled up in some white sheets. I looked closer, squinting my eyes slightly. My eyes widened once I realized that it was Sara. She was on top of Trey, on top of him. She was on top of him. A look of complete ecstasy on her face. I watched him..my so called friend with his hands all over her. His lips all over hers and probably everything else. I took a step back from the glass, looking down at the ground. I shook my head. I continued to shake it. I closed my eyes tightly before moving over to the wall. I leaned against it, wrapping my arms around myself as I just stood there with my eyes closed. I clinched my fists tightly together and resisted the urge of heading in there. I wanted to. I wanted to break the door down. I wanted to barge in. I wanted to tear them off each other and beat the living shit out of him. That would be nothing to what he really deserves. Nothing. I leaned my head back against the wall...seeing a repeat of what happened on the back of my eye lids. I had to open my eyes to stop the movie from playing again. I didn't want to see it. I never wanted to see it again I stared forward, reminding myself to breath. It was harder then you thought. Breathing right now was coming with a great deal of difficulty. My chest was going up and down in a speedy motion. It hurt..it hurt to breath because I could feel the knife through my heart, turning around and around. Making a large gap that could never be healed. I could feel my heart breaking in two. There was nothing that I could do about it. I could feel the rest of everything inside of me falling victim to the knife, giving up the fight. I let out a small gasp as I clunched my stomach tighter. I could feel a small tear run down my face. I quickly wiped the single tear away with my hand, not wanting to to remain on my cheek a second longer. I raised my head up, looking up at the sky blinking back the rest of the tears that threatened to come. I would not cry. I didn't cry. I never cried. I wasn't a cry baby. I hated people that constanty cried every second of their lives. I continued to blink my eyes, pushing the tears back. I wasn't suppose to feel this way. Sara wasn't suppose to mean this much to me. She simply wasn't suppose to mean anything to me. She was just suppose to be sex, that's all. That's all she should have ever been. She shouldn't mean a thing to me. I shouldn't care about her. I shouldn't give a damn about her. I really shouldn't. I should have stayed away after I got what I wanted out of her. That's what I have done in the past I remembered the time that Audrey saw me. I remembered like it was just yesterday. I set it up purposely. I wanted her to see. I wanted to push her away. I wanted her to hate me. I just wanted her out of my life. I wanted to protect her and I did. She was out of my life but I would forever remember the look on her face when she walked in. She probably felt the same way that I was feeling right now. I never experianced pain like this before. I never felt it this bad before. I always regretted how things turned out with Audrey..how it turned out with basically everyone that I've ever been with. Karma was really a bitch. It sure did come back, right around and kick you in the ass. It was no fun. It was no fun feeling like this. I bit my lip before pushing off from the wall. I walked around the back of the house before heading to the front of it. I marched across Sara's little garden, not caring about the fact that I was ruining her flowers. I paused for a second on the drive way before fumbling with my keys. I got them out of my pocket before glancing at the key in my hand. I noticed it twinkle in the light slightly. I nibbled on my lower lip before glancing over at his car. I walked over to it, holding the key out to the side as I ran the key across the car, hearing the sharp sound it made as I went along, cutting a big noticeable line right across the front of his car. Once I got the end of it, I pulled the key back before pulling the switchblade knife out of my pocket. I kneeled down before glancing around me. I looked back at the wheel infront of me before sliding the knife in. I twisted the knife around, making the hole bigger. After a few seconds I pulled the knife out before putting the blade down. I stuck the knife in my pocket and watched with a satisfied grin on my face as the air started to leave the tire. "Have fun trying to get home tonight, Jack ass" I said before getting up on my feet. I started heading toward my car I got into it before slamming the door shut. I paused for a second before starting the car up. I started to head out onto the road. I speeded down the road, burning rubber.I didn't care that I was breaking most of the rules of the road. I didn't care.I didn't care about anything. I think I passed five lights now without slowing down. I felt like your regular Peyton's what her name from that show about a tree on a hill. One of the many, many stupid teeny bopper crap Laura made me watch. I looked away from the road stretched out infront of me. I reached out, turning the radio up. I turned the stations around before finally letting it rest on a station. The sounds of Blue October filled the car as it continued to race down the road I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't loose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all thew things I didn't do for you Hate me in way, yeah in ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you I didn't know where I was heading. Actually I knew I was leaving Port Charles. I passed the welcome sign, having no clue what I was going to do outside of Port Charles. I just wanted to continue to drive. I wanted to go where ever the road took me. I never wanted to stop. I knew I would eventually have to stop for gas or when I became hungry or when I needed to pee but other then that I was on the road. I've done it before. I took off before. I eventually always got dragged back into this god forsaken town though. I normally called my parents to let them know where I was and that I was safe. I didn't want to worry them. Out of the corner of my eyes, I noticed a shack on the side of the road. A bar. I licked my lips, a beer didn't sound that bad at all. I knew I couldn't go to Jake's if I wanted a beer. Coleman was a stick in the mud that wouldn't give me anything. No matter how much money I put on the table, he always turned me down. He got strict orders from my mom not to give me anything when I came in here. Thanks a lot mom. I wasn't five years old anymore. I was far from it. I had a feeling he would listen to me if it wasn't for the fact that my dad was a cop and would probably arrest him if he caught him giving drinks to people under the age. Let's not even factor in Sonny. Lucky knew that Coleman gave underage people drinks..mostly girls. Lucky, sometimes let it pass but not when it concerned his son. No way. He didn't want me to have any fun. I didn't understand..a drink wasn't going to kill me. It would make everything be better. One sip would make everything be better. It would make everything settle and the pain that I was feeling would go away. All of that happened with just one sip I made a U turn at the first place I could before turning back around. I drove up the road a little bit before pulling into the parking lot. I drove around before finally finding an empty parking spot. I got out of the car before pressing the lock button. I started to head to the enterance of the place. I was thankful that I had my fake ID in my wallet. It came in handy. I continued on the rest of the way before entering the smoke filled place. It took a second for my eyes to adjust to the smoke. I could smell the strong scent of cheap booze and even cheaper sex. My forehead scrunched up slightly as I made my way over to the bar table. I watched as the bartender came over a second later "You look like you had one hell of a day" The beefy looking guy said I paused for a second and looked at him before nodding my head. I glanced down at the ground. "Yeah..you could say that" I said to him with a shrug before pulling myself onto the bar stool. I rested my hands on top of the bar table before looking down at them "Want to talk about it?" "No, Dr. Phil. I don't" I said to him, looking up at him. I paused for a second and continued to look at him before digging in my pocket. I pulled out my wallet before pulling out some money. "Just get me..whatever..get me your strongest" I said resting the money on the table. I watched as he took glanced at me before reaching out taking the money. My eyes followed him over to the drink stand. I rubbed my face with my hand before crossing my arms over each other. I rested them on top of the table before lowering my head down. I let out a small sigh as I rested my head on top of my hands. I stared forward for a few seconds before closing my eyes as I just remained in that position I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I'll drive so f/ucking far away that I'll never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you I raised my head up once I heard the sound of a drink being put down on the table. I glanced at it for a second before looking back at the bartender. I gave him a small nod before reaching out taking ahold of the drink. I brought it to my mouth before downing half of it done. I could feel the golden brown liquid stinging my throat as it went down. I lowered the bottle from my mouth before rubbing my lips together, still tasting the alchohol on my lips. It offered me the comfort that I needed. I paused for a second before finishing the rest of the bottle down. I slammed the bottle back down on the table before motioning over to the bartender. "Keep them coming" I shouted out to him as I continued to stare at the bar table. He was busy dealing with another customer but I didn't care. I could care less. I needed more alchohol. I needed a lot more to just make me forget. I wanted to forget. I wanted to drown everything in it. They say that diamonds is a girl's best friend, well alchohol was a guy's best friend. It was the one true thing that would never let you down. That's one of the great things about it. It could never betray you. It could never sleep with your friend. It would never sleep with your girlfriend. Alchohol was your best friend. It has always been And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling make it go away, Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered How could you do this to me? Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you Open for Logan __________________ I am damaged at best I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning | |||
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|  I roll my eyes at Chase's logic, still waiting for him to take the gun out of my face. I probably could have taken Luke into a room and locked the door, I just really wasn't thinking about it at the time...Sometimes I only have a one track mind, and this happens to be one of those time...The only thing on my mind was sex, and its not like I thought my brother would be coming here...I figured he'd be at the hospital or dealing with Constance or something like that. I look back to Chase as he finally takes the gun out of my face. 'You think dad would jump to your defence after I tell him what position I caught you in? Yeah fu/cking right. He'll be shocked to know his baby girl is such a slut and it'll ruin his image of you. Do you really want that?' I let out a frustrated sigh, folding my arms across my chest. I know he's right and thats why I don't have anything back to say. I'm always good with comebacks and all that sh/it, but not when it comes to Chase...or my father for that matter. Chase and I are alot alike, except...he's more stone cold where I'm more light hearted and free, all about fun and the game. Not that I can't be a cold hearted b/itch, because believe me I can. 'Why don't you shut the f/uck up?' The sound of Luke's voice from behind me, defending me brings me back up some. I turn to look at him, smiling slightly. He's defending me, he barely knows me and he's defending me....I dont know a lot of people who would do that for me..I kind of like it. But then again my brother can be pretty insane, and he is capable of anything...so maybe Luke defending me right now isnt such a good thing. I look back to Chase as he tells us to go f/ck somewhere else. Just as I'm about to open my mouth to say something I hear Luke, saying something about having to go...He uses an excuse of course, its probably good he's leaving...I dont want to have to stop a fight between him and my brother...it wouldn't be 'fun.' I feel Luke's hand as he gently brushes my hair of my shoulder before leaving a soft kiss on my cheek. I smile softly, allowing myself to look at Chase. I'm not some little girl, I like guys, he doesn't need to look at me that way....He was way worse then I am when he was my age. 'I'll be seeing you..' He tells me as he stands up, winking at me once. 'Your damn right you'll be seeing me..' I think to myself, while smirking at him. 'You're on my list now, Spencer, and if I hear anything, I mean anything, of you hurting her, you'll wish you were never born.' I bite my bottom lip, knowing very well that any threat from Chase is not empty. "Chase just cut it out, he's not going to hurt me cause I don't get attached.." I say somewhat bitterly as I look to Chase. "You did that and look how well that turned out...Your own wife slept with our brother..and on top of that your still with her." I know its cold and harsh, but like I said Chase and I are one and the same. Blut and to the point, he dished at me and I'll dish right back at him...He doesn't need to call his own sister a slut. I turn to look back to Luke, but he's no longer there. He must of decided to bolt while he still could, smart choice...I should have went with him. I roll my eyes, letting out a groan as I turn back to Chase. "Thank you very much for scaring off the only guy I've liked so far in Port Charles." I say nodding my head at him. So its not the entire truth...I have a thing for Gavin, and I wouldn't mind letting him have his way with me...But Chase doesn't need to know about that, cause well...Gavin is a Corinthos..thats worse then a Spencer in my brothers book...not by much though. Besides Luke is sort of a Corinthos too...His mom, is Gavin's dads sister. Why did Chase have to interrupt? I haven't had sex once since being in Port Charles...yeah I know its kind of long for me, considering Ive been here for over a month...but the point is I was about to and Chase ruined it for me. "Why are you here anyways?" I ask shrugging my shoulders slightly. "I only came here cause I figured you'd be at the hospital...or at home with Constance or something.." I say softly, trailing off as my eyes go back to him. I'm trying not to be so bratty and b/itchy because I don't want Chase to tell my dad about this. Cause then daddy will probably make it a point to see whats 'wrong' with me and spend time with me....and the perfect image he has of me now, will be ruined...I'd rather him believe a lie then him to come around and attempt to spend time with me after all this time....He hasn't been around for most of my life, I don't want to start now. "Chase.." I whisper softly, hoping he'll lighten up and not be so angry with me. "Don't tell dad..Please.." Chase has always had a soft spot for me, he's always tried to take care of me when ever I was around....He's the person I'm closest to in my family other my mother. I've idealized him most of my life and really that hasn't changed. I really wish he hadn't saw that...He knows I'm not perfect, he knows I'm not angel, and he knows I have sex...but he didn't need to see what he saw, I don't want him to think of me differently...Hearing him call me a slut, actually kind of stung...not that I'd ever admit to it.  I sit at a bar outside of town, drinking probably my third beer since going to Leigha's. Not quite sure what the name of the bar is, I saw it on the side of the road and couldn't help but stop. I made a fool of myself tonight in front of Leigha's mother, I'm just glad Lucky wasn't there when I was on the acid. After I left I got on my motorcycle and just kept on driving. I didn't know where I was going and I didn't really care, I just wanted to get the hell out of town. I'm so angry, so furious at Leigha for doing this to me...for hurting me this much, for putting me through all this pain...for not calling, or writing, or answering my calls...for basically ignoring me. I don't even know if she's alright, I just want to hear her voice...thats all I want. I begin chugging my beer as images of her face, her smile keeping flashing through my head. I close my eyes, finishing the bottle and then setting it back down on the table, forcefully, nearly breaking it. Feeling the need for another beer, I get up from my chair. I push my way through the crowd, and eventually reach the bar. "Give me a shot of whiskey." I tell the bartender. Beer is good but its not quite doing the trick....I need some hard stuff, to really get screwed up..I'll probably have to call Tasha or someone to come me up later. I don't think I'll be driving anywhere tonight, unless I get so drunk that I just dont care anymore. I do stupid things when Leigha isn't around, and she's not here....she basically left me, and broke off all contact..completely. I let out a sigh as I look to the right of me. Hey, I know that kid...I know him well. Only really saw him a couple times over the somewhere. "Luke my man." I say laughing slightly while shaking my head. He looks like he's been hit by a train. When the bartender brings my shot back, I take it from him and then quickly down it...Loving the feeling of the burning sensation as it flows down my throat. "Another.." I say to the bartender. I glance to look, smirking slightly before looking back to the bartender. "Make that two." I tell him as I take a seat at the bar, next to Luke. I pat him on the back, wondering if he feels as ****ty as I do. "Okay I'll bite...What the hell happened to you?" I ask him, while keeping my eyes on him. "You look as ****ty as I feel." I tell him, nodding my head as the bartender brings us each a shot. I pick mine up, looking at Luke as he does the same. "Seriously, you look like you've been hit by a train...What happened?" __________________ Jason♥Carly Noah♥Rachel Nate♥Jenny Carter♥Serena Clark♥Chloe Together in all these memories I see your smile. Darling you know I will love you until the end of time. RIP Rita Morgan Ashley|Icon:? Last edited by angel_wings05 : 10-30-2006 at 03:19 PM. | |||
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