destroyer of worlds

Oh yes, I do like that sucker punch moment that Bellamy had when Clarke mentioned that. I think that he was mainly sad for her, that she had lost someone like that, but also that probably did keep him from holding back on whatever feelings he might have had when it came to her ... or again being in severe denial about it, because she was still grieving at that time.

I feel like they’d get the VIP package again, considering what an experience they had this year.

BlueDog9

Found them because of you guys posting their videos and talking about them here April.

Question: Do you want Bellamy to find out she almost killed herself?

April7739

Yeah, I agree. He felt bad for her, but it also kind of . . . stung.

Actually, they didn't get a VIP. They got into the VIP party as "press," which was pretty cool for them. If they can get in as press again, they probably wouldn't do a VIP.

Funny you ask that, Kate, because I was just thinking about that today. I don't know. I think Bellamy would just feel HORRIBLE if he knew it got to that point for Clarke. But at the same time, I don't know who else Clarke would tell. She doesn't ever have to tell anyone, but I feel like Bellamy or her mom would be the only people she would consider telling. But her mom's not in any state to hear that right now, so I feel like she would only tell her if she was trying to motivate her to keep going, to keep fighting and push past her addiction. But with Bellamy . . . telling him would be a bigger deal because of, like I said, how guilty he might feel. And just what might lead up to it, too. Clarke's got her guard so far up right now that I can't imagine her telling him about that unless her guard just comes crashing down.



ETA: I'm going to add those fic links and video links into the OP tonight.

kiss the wind

I’m doing alright with the time change, April.

I’m glad to be back, but phone posting is a *****. Can’t wait to get my computer fixed.

Speaking of this... I know they were dealing with Praimfaya, but how they haven’t had a mutual breakdown of all the people they’ve lost (together and separately) is so weird. Including both thinking the other was dead on multiple occasions.

BlueDog9

I think I only want Bellamy to find out if there's a real point to it. Don't tell him just to tell him.

Probably not something either of them like to think about Amelia.

April7739

Hope you get that computer fixed soon, Amelia.

Man, you come back right when I’m getting ready to go away for a few days. I’ll still be able to post, but more so in the morning and evening, not during the day.

Seriously! They’re both a lot stronger than I am, that’s for sure!

Ooh, random, but Eventually passed 3000 kudos on AO3 today!

Okay, I got the fics, authors, and videos added to the OP. That ended up taking more time than I thought it would! Our thread coding is . . . something else, I’ll tell you. A little confusing.

Speaking of videos . . . I normally don’t go quite as nuts for the Team Hodgins videos, but THIS ONE . . . oh, this one. The song is just so beautiful and sweet, so it’s truly a lovely video, and I highly recommend it.

Foxie

That video is so beautiful. It almost made me tear up

destroyer of worlds

I’m torn. I feel like he would feel extra bad about that (even though it wasn’t his fault) but at least she’d have someone to talk with regarding her almost-suicide attempt. It was a dark point in her life and though it’s passed now, it’ll be good for her to voice out her feelings on that since it’s not something she can talk to Madi about.

Ahh okay, April. That’s good that they could go in as press and save that money then.

CanIcallYouKate

I do want her to tell him. That is assuming she hasn't told Madi (I wouldn't think she did. Not the kinda stuff you tell a child).

The only other person I could see her telling this to, is Raven. And Raven might actually tell Bellamy.

I love angst and I could see Clarke telling him that in a Hakeldama kind of setting maybe?

Ok, weird and random question that I feel we have not addressed (if I just missed it, ignore me LOL).

When Octavia and her culties share the rations and chant "all of me for all of us" and then Clarke repeats that line when she gives her food to Bellamy and leaves.

Do you think that means anything? I am torn whether I should just take that at face value, repeating what the cult says as she gives him her rations or if there is more to it?

Will watch the vid now, thanks for sharing


ETA the next one in autoplay was this one:




I knda like how the vidder pieced together all their important scenes in this quick editing and in chronological order

destroyer of worlds

I forgot to say thanks for the videos, girls. Watching them both later.

Kate ... I’d love for it to happen in a Hakeldama type of scene too! I feel like this will come to a head soon (just like it did back then, albeit in a more intimate/personal context this time ) and they cannot hide from a long overdue/honest conversation soon. I’m all for it.

snoopy4839

Thank you for posting those two videos. Both were beautiful and brilliantly made. The first one was Seeing everything they've been through and where they're at now. The second one, I know what you mean Kate, I think the whole editing was cleverly done.

I don't know if anyone's read this Bellarke fic, but if you want to read an AU that is somewhat similar to what is happening between them on the show now, but guaranteed to have a happy ending, this one is great. I read it a long while back and then again prior to the new season, but just now thinking about how a bit similar the situations are.

Treading On Water, Cause I Never Learned To Swim

April7739

Thanks for the fic link, Susan. It’s rated Mature, so I can read it.

Great video, Kate. I like the quick editing part, too. It really shows the amount of develop they’ve had. People can ship whatever they want, but man, there is NO SHIP on this show that has had the same amount of development and build-up that Bellarke have.

I thought the “all of me for all of us” line was about cannibalism.

destroyer of worlds

Ugh that sucks, Amelia. Do you know when you're likely to get your computer back?

Yeah, it is getting quite odd now. I know that they won't ever have a crying/grieving session over all the people that they've lost over the years but surely, talking about them would help them deal with it better? And Bellamy in particular seems very chilled now at seeing someone who he thought was totally dead (at least Clarke had reason to believe that she'd see him again) but I still think that part of him still can't wrap his head around the fact that she's truly there. Yet.

Thanks for the fic link, Susan.

She looks like she has a tear in her eye in the second one BTW?




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Oh man, the words in this one :




sometimes i can’t help blaming you
for leaving me here,
what am i supposed to do?

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BlueDog9

Thanks for the videos and fic link.

See, I've had it in my head that the radio calls come out in a Hakeldama type scene.



may we eat again

CanIcallYouKate

ikr? Also vidders have a gazillion scenes to choose from, so many lingering looks and touches and iconic lines of dialogue. Sometimes I wonder how there are people at all in this world that do not ship bellarke



it probably is
I need to stop overthinking and over-analyzing everything LOL


Thanks for that fic link, Susan
I think I've read that one before but I might just read it again


I read two super heart breaking ones the other day that had be bawling my eyes out. I'll have a look if I saved them


Kate, all of it needs to be dealt with in Hakeldama fashion
#hakeldamastyle