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Lion&Lamb (Edward♥Bella) #116 If he were gone, I would not be able to live through that. If I were gone, he wouldn't live through it either.



“My name is Edward Cullen. I didn't have to introduce myself last week. You must be Bella Swan.”

If I was being honest with myself, I knew I was eager to get to school because I would see Edward Cullen.



That was the first night I dreamt of Edward Cullen. After that, he was in my dreams nearly every night but always on the periphery, never within reach.

"Do I dazzle you?"
"Frequently."

About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him - and I didn't know how potent that part might be - that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.

"Trust me just this once...you are the opposite of ordinary."

“You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.”

“And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.”
“What a stupid lamb.” “What a sick, masochistic lion.”

“For almost 90 years, I walked among my kind and yours...all the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking and not finding anything, because you weren’t alive yet.”



“I love you.”
“You are my life now.”

“It’s been almost a century that Edward’s been alone. Now he’s found you. You can’t see the changes we see, we who have been with him for so long. Do you think any of us want to look into his eyes for the next hundred years if he loses you?”



“That’s what you dream about? Becoming a monster?”
“Not exactly. Mostly I dream about being with you forever.”



"This is about my soul, isn't it? Carlisle told me about that and I don't care, Edward. I don't care! You can have my soul. I don't want it without you. It's yours already."

Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live - I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure so long as he existed.

It was really him, no hallucination this time. And I realized my delusions were more flawed than I'd realized; they'd never done him justice. I'd never seen anything more beautiful - even as I ran, gasping and screaming, I could appreciate that. And the last seven months meant nothing. And it did not matter if he did not want me. I would never want anything but him, no matter how long I lived.

I was perfect - not healed, but as if there had been no wound in the first place.

"You smell exactly the same as always. So maybe this is hell. I don't care. I'll take it."



"I can't live in a world where you don't exist."

"You're not asleep and you're not dead. I'm here and I love you. I have always loved you and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy."

"What I want and need is to be with you and I know I'll never be strong enough to leave again."

"It was like my heart gone - like I was hollow. Like I'd left everything that was inside me here with you."

"Your hold is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that."

Option three: Edward loved me. The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance or time and no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.

Edward was here, with his arms around me. I could face anything as long as that was true. I squared my shoulders and walked forward to meet my fate, with my destiny solidly at my side.



"Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?"
"I know how much I love you."

"The outside world holds no interest for me without you."

"The way he watches you - it's so protective. Like he's about to throw himself in front of a bullet to save you."

"I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart - I've left it with you."

"I love him. Not because he's beautiful or because he's rich. I'd much rather he weren't either one. It would even out the gap between us just a little bit because he'd still be the most loving and unselfish and brilliant and decent person I've ever met, Of course I love him! How hard is that to understand?"

"You are...well, not exactly the love of my life because I expect to love you for much longer than that. The love of my existance."

"You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours."



"Edward, there's no point to forever without you. I wouldn't want one day without you."

"Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever. Will you marry me?"
"Yes."

"I will tie myself to you in every human way, before I ask you to make me immortal. I'm following all the rules, Edward. Your soul is far, far too important for me to take chances with."



"I'm one hundred percent sure about Edward."

"This is what I want. I want you and I want you forever. One lifetime is simply not enough for me."

"I've been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan."



Edward held out his hand, Charlie took my hand and in a symbol as old as the world, placed it in Edward's. I touched the cool miracle of his skin and I was home.



In that moment, as the minister said his part, my world, which had been upside down for so long now, seemed to settle into its proper position.

He kissed me tenderly, adoringly; I forgot the crowd, the place, the time, the reason...only remembering that he loved me, that he wanted me, that I was his.





"Don't be afraid. We belong together."
"Forever."

Fire and ice, somehow existing together without destroying each other. More proof that I belonged with him.

"He told me that physical love was something I should not treat lightly. With our rarely changing temperatures, strong emotions can alter us in permanent ways. But he said I did not need to worry about that part - you had already altered me so completely."



"I've never been so happy in all my life - I wasn't this happy when you decided that you loved me more than you wanted to kill me or the first morning I woke up and you were there waiting or when you said 'I do' and I realized that, somehow, I get to keep you forever. Those are the happiest moments I have and this is better than any of it."



"I really do want a little more time being human. I have not had enough."
"For this? Sex was the key all along? Why didn't I think of that? I could have saved myself a lot of arguements."





This child, Edward's child, was a whole different story. I wanted him like I wanted air to breathe. Not a choice, a necissity.



My life and his were twisted into a single shard. Cut one and you cut both. If he were gone, I would not be able to live through that. If I were gone, he wouldn't live through it either.





"I am purely full of joy because I am missing nothing. No one has more than I do now."



Edward took my hand. He knew that he was included. When I said 'my fate'. There was no question that I meant the two of us. We were just halves of a whole.





But most significantly in this tidal wave of happiness was the surest fact of all : I was with Edward. Forever.




"Now you know, no one's ever loved anyone as much as I love you."
"You're almost right. I know of just one exception."
"Liar."



"We have plenty of time to work on it."
"Forever and forever and forever."
"That sounds exactly right to me."



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