Hayden Panettiere - Stepping Down

**the echo fades** · 09-28-2009, 12:47 PM

I haaate having to write this thing, but I'm stepping down from the board.

I love this board, I've been here since we were campaigning our asses off for it and it's like my baby

but for a while now I've felt like I haven't been able to contribute as much as I want to, and that there are other people on the board who deserve to have the mod position more than I do. There are people who contribute a lot more than me, and feel like I'm kinda letting the board down. And I don't want to do that!

Plus I've started up at college again, and I really want to try and focus a bit more. I kinda sucked last year, and I want to work harder and not have to worry about how I'm abandoning the board. Which I will worry about, because things like that get to me

I'll still be around all the time though, I'm definitely not going anywhere! I still love Hayden as much as ever and I'll still be posting and around as much as I am now, when I can, just not doing the modly duties

I love all of you guys and I just know that one of you will do a better job than I can, I hope you understand

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 12:51 PM

I'll not again post my thoughts about that, because really, i can"t even think properly. I'll not cry. I just can't. But it's my nature

Kirsty

**Elenwyn** · 09-28-2009, 12:56 PM

No no no no no!!

Seriously, Kirsty, I can't imagine anyone else modding the board. You and Yvonne are such a great team

But I'm glad you're gonna be staying and posting 'cause it'd be really strange if you left for good.

Not that it won't be strange you not being a mod

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 12:57 PM

Dream Team, yeah it is!

**snatches of sunshine** · 09-28-2009, 01:03 PM

I will miss you as my comod a lot Kirsty

like I told you in private already today, you are the best comod a girl could wish for

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 01:07 PM

And you're one hell of crazy chick! I love you for being who you are, but don't even leave us!

Enumaelish · 09-28-2009, 01:31 PM

kirsty

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 01:34 PM

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

**californiabound** · 09-28-2009, 01:45 PM

Kirsty

This is so sad and I'm gonna miss you as a mod on here

**Lethally Floral** · 09-28-2009, 01:47 PM

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There are people who contribute a lot more than me, and feel like I'm kinda letting the board down. And I don't want to do that!

But the board is telling you that you are letting us down by stepping down.

You gotta do what you gotta do but *singsong* you are wrong* if you're doing it for us. Cuz you're not.

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Plus I've started up at college again, and I really want to try and focus a bit more. I kinda sucked last year, and I want to work harder and not have to worry about how I'm abandoning the board. Which I will worry about, because things like that get to me

Ha, as a procrastinator--good luck with that.

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I'll still be around all the time though, I'm definitely not going anywhere! I still love Hayden as much as ever and I'll still be posting and around as much as I am now, when I can, just not doing the modly duties

That's what they all say.

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I love all of you guys and I just know that one of you will do a better job than I can, I hope you understand

Wrong and stubborn in your wrongness.

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 01:48 PM

don't think you are letting the board! btw, it's just life sometimes. Seriously!

plus i bet you'll go away and forget us

**snatches of sunshine** · 09-28-2009, 01:53 PM

I would put double as much effort in modding when you are away if that would convince you

**the echo fades** · 09-28-2009, 02:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Lethally Floral (View Post)

But the board is telling you that you are letting us down by stepping down.

You gotta do what you gotta do but *singsong* you are wrong* if you're doing it for us. Cuz you're not.

And I love you guys for saying it, but even knowing that, I know I'll always feel that way every time I don't post for a day, even if you don't

because I kinda want to do the best I can at things I care about and if I feel like I'm not, then I feel bad about it. Even if it is wrong

Pfft, I am not going anywhere!

I don't only post here because I'm a mod so I'm forced to, hee. I'll just be able to post without putting all the pressure on myself

**snatches of sunshine** · 09-28-2009, 02:07 PM

Kirsty, you ever had a mob of people over at your house?

so·lil·o·quy · 09-28-2009, 02:21 PM

just don't forget us