Stay to the Lights

Originally what i had here was a goodbye post, but ever since i thought it was what i wanted. It was the worst decision because i was ever made. I was so sad and depressed for days.
So then i decided if it was possible to take back my resignation, so i enquired about it and found out.. it was possible, if that was what i wanted.

And after making that decision, i felt so relieved, so happy.. i knew i made the right decision to stay on this board.

I think the reason i was unsure of what i wanted was , last weekend was the anniversary of my Grandfathers death, so i started to doubt what i wanted. But once i had a clear mind, i realized it was my grief talking and not me.
Because i'm really not always this indecisive.

Hope you guys don't mind me staying

stargate barbie

Oh Jenni! Yeah we're talking right now and it's so sad, i have tears in my eyes. I don't know what to say hun Juts that.. it's eally sad and it's gonna take time getting used to

Stay to the Lights

I know, i'm very sad myself. This was the most painful decision to make.

stargate barbie

I bet it was

~*Chrissie*~

Hunny, this was completely out of the blue for me, and I'm stunned. However, I know what you feel since I experienced it before you, so if you need to talk, I'm here. And hunny, I loved modding the board with you. It was great, and you taught me everything about Modding, so you should also be proud of that.

You will enver keep off this board, because we all will make sure of that. You are the pillar of strength of this board, and always will be.

Stay to the Lights

I know Chri It came as a shock to me as well.

I'm still trying to deal with it. Like a part of me isn't sure i did the right thing, and the other part... thinks its for the best, for the board..

~*Chrissie*~

That's normal hun. It might seem completely unnatural now, and although we will miss you as our Mod, if it makes you feel better, in anyway, it's for the best.

Stay to the Lights

Yeah, time will tell..

I guess because this place as become my home for almost 2 years, so i guess.. its removing myself from that.. is hard.

~*Chrissie*~

Oh, it will always remain your home.

Stay to the Lights

Yeah, i know.

stargate barbie

Yeah and you'll kinda always will be our mod

*BabyBuncher*

OMG, im just as shocked!! wow!! this SERIOUSLY came out of the blue for me too!! i cant believe it jen!?!? its sooo sad!!
You were my first Co-Mod and it was soooo awsome that we acutally Got to MEET and hang out and stuff!!! i cant believe you are stepping down!!
it will definatly take some getting use to, thats for sure!! but like you said.. its not like your leaving forever... you will be around...

let me just say.. i will miss you as my co-mod though!!!

Talkative One

Aww Jen

twisted like a riddle

OMG Jen! No way! Wehn Katie said there was something I needed to check, I never thought it would be you leaving as mod. I'm so sad. You have done such a great job over the past year (as long as I've been a member), you are one of the best mods I know and an even better friend! I'm going to miss you but I know we will still be friends You've been awesome!

Wow, this has blown me away!

Stay to the Lights

Sawah!


Karen - I know,. trust me, it was just a shock to me.. as it was to you. I never thought i would ever do this.
But i feel, ive done all i can do here.. and maybe its time for fresh blood.
You won't even notice the difference, i'll still be here though.
I'm so happy we got to meet, hopefully we can do it again soon.
I'll miss you tons as my co-mod.

Mel - Yeah i know hun
Thank you so much for your kind words, it means alot. And well .. we still have to meet.. im determined to make that happen