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| #106 | |||
| Absolute Fan   Joined: Dec 2007
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| I know what you mean, Nikki.  __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost Last edited by Jordyn1234567 : 09-20-2009 at 05:05 PM. | |||
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| Extreme Fan  Joined: Oct 2008
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| Exaclty, Jordyn! The realism of them is almost frightening, and then it makes it harder when you wake and realise that it wasn't real  Like, one of the last one's I had about Mark, we were hanging out at my house and then my brother started yelling at him coz he had his hand on my leg  Grr...I wish it would stop! The thing that's even worse, I know that if there was even one decent guy around me (excluding the odd cute guy I'd see when I'm out and flirt with), I'd completely forget about him like that and the dreams would stop.  UGH! I'm in my room today, I'm reading, the window's open and I'm just chilling, right? Then, all of a sudden, my mum comes in, shuts the window and starts using my comp! Something else earlier in the day had already got me pissed so by the time she did that....I just wanted everyone to leave me alone and get out of my space!!!!  __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid | |||
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| #108 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
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| You've got to describe him, Nikki!  What does "Mark" look like? Was he cute? And Nikki, my mom will actually remove my laptop from my desk and bring it downstairs and do whatever the hell she wants on it. It really bugs me. __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost Last edited by Jordyn1234567 : 09-20-2009 at 05:06 PM. | |||
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| #109 | |||
| Extreme Fan Joined: Oct 2008
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| Was he cute!? Boy, was he! Let me see if I can do him justice. Firstly, "cute" doesn't even cover it, he was more like  DAAAAMN!!!He's mixed race but his complexion's more on the europian side - he's quite light. His hair's europian too, it's insanely curly (curlier that Nick J's). Girls didn't really like it but I did, it made him look different to all the other guys He has the most amazing smile; it's cheeky but really sweet and trustworthy at the same time. He has really long eyelashes too and dark brown eyes (they always give the impression that he's watching you really intensly...maybe he was lol ). Ummm...idk what more to say, our sense of humours match; we're both quick-witted with kind of a dark sense of humour so it was cool to bounce off of each other.He was kinda like our school's Troy (at some stage or another every girl had a thing for him, and he knew it - everyone did - but he wasn't full of himself), he played football (soccer) for a while but then started doing theartre (which I found super hot!) and whenever we'd go to other school's to do productions or something, girls would come up to us and be like "Who's the guy with the curly hair? He's cute!" It'd make me feel really smug He was the kind of guy that...this might sound stupid...it was one of those "another time and place" situations. I think had we been older then... . He was perfect! his mum had good rules in the house so he was polite, had to be home a particular time, was a gentleman ect. ect. ect. UGH! In fact, I'm currently writing a poem about him  I figured I might be able to turn these feelings into something worth reading  I'm right there with you, Jordyn!  __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid Last edited by LAchick : 05-20-2009 at 12:31 PM. | |||
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| #110 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
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| He sounds... ! And Nikki, GREAT idea! I think I will too. __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost Last edited by Jordyn1234567 : 09-20-2009 at 05:06 PM. | |||
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| #111 | |||
| Extreme Fan Joined: Oct 2008
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| Quote:
pretty much sums him up  we should write and then compare! and then you start obsessing, wondering if he's obsessing about you and then  it's just a never-ending cycleeta: so I've written my poem, how about you? I'm trying to decide whether to post it. What do you think?  __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid Last edited by LAchick : 05-21-2009 at 11:29 AM. | |||
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| #112 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
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| Okay, Nikki!  First I gotta write it though. You're right. It's ceaseless. And Nikki: I'm not going to post mine...when I write it, I'll send it to you, but you can do whatever you want. __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost | |||
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| #113 | |||
| Extreme Fan Joined: Oct 2008
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| Cool  I can't wait to read yours!Ceaseless: that sounds like a good name for a poem I'm going to write another one and incorporate 'ceaseless' into it I'm going to post mine on the poetry/lyrics thread, later. Because mine are old memories, I don't mind posting them that much; I don't feel like it's taking away from them... just sharing them. It's weird really; it's super personal but at the same time, I don't mind putting it out there...maybe because I'm anonymous  ___ I was out today, and this old man was following me. I'm usede to having pervy old guys call to me (sometimes they even call when I'm with my mum), but usually, they call, you ignore them and they leave you alone. That's why this guy made me feel weird; he watched me getting on the bus, roade along-side the bus on his bike and then when I got off, I could hear him riding behind me and even when I was turning down the road, he was just waiting at the end of the road, watching me *shudder*. Pervs like that make me  __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid Last edited by LAchick : 05-22-2009 at 07:17 AM. | |||
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| #114 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
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| Nikki: do you live in London? And ugh, that's gross. *shudders* __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost | |||
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| #115 | |||
| Extreme Fan Joined: Oct 2008
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| Yep, I'm a Londoner eta: I took a GCSE a year early and just got my results; I got B!!!     :woot :  __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid Last edited by LAchick : 05-25-2009 at 04:01 AM. | |||
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| #117 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
Posts: 6,448
| Congratulations Nikki!      - My parents talk about moving more and more and more. They've narrowed it down to two states, and both are quite different from the one I currently live in. The only upside is that one of the states has excellent public schools, so my parents would save tons of money. My mom showed me a list of the best public schools in the country, the top 100, and that's when it really dawned on both of us how absolutely atrotious the schools in my state are. Which is quite sad, because my state has a considerable amount of wealth...what it really is is that the state government has wavered in the recent years. The schools here have plummeted drastically in caliber, and that is the reasons why everyone in the public schools here are fleeing to private schools. Obviously, that does not make the public schools any better, and it makes it much harder to enter into a private school. One of the states proposed has about the same prices if not slightly more than my state; but the other state, is much much much much much cheaper. To the point where my mother finds delight in searching for houses online, squealing at their "incredibly low" prices, even though nothing is near finalized. Quite funny. __________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost Last edited by Jordyn1234567 : 09-20-2009 at 05:08 PM. | |||
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| #118 | |||
| Extreme Fan Joined: Oct 2008
Posts: 2,189
| Aww, thank you both Wow, Jordyn, that's big! But, maybe in a way, that's a good thing. The prospect of your family moving may give you more courage the next time you see him! After I posted my poem the other day, I felt this huge weight (not necessarily a bad weight, just a complex one) lift from me and it felt great. But then, last night I dreamt about Mark again and it was just...UGH! On a lighter note (though still on this issue of guys) I was out with my mum the other day and when we got home she asked me if I'd seen these two guys watching me. I said no and she told me how she'd seen two friends watching me and then one looked like he was going to come over but then she walked over to me and they realised I was with my mum and left it! In my head, I was like "DAMN IT!" Always the way; two cute guys get deterred by mum  to write more poetry __________________ Check me out: Nikki I ♥ Chipmunk no one aint eatin if chippy aint gettin none/they can have half a pie if im gettin one/but once i've ate mine everybodys gettin sum coz u kno just how I stay/If you help me eat mine you get paid | |||
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| #119 | |||
| Absolute Fan Joined: Dec 2007
Posts: 6,448
| Nikki. Bum...bum...bum.... Life is moving so slowly but so quickly at the same time.  Weird....__________________ Go ahead and slam the door Icon: walkin' with a ghost | |||
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