Fan Fiction/Writing - Dear Diary.... #1 - Page 10

**sweet_zelda** · 06-14-2009, 11:54 AM

Jordyn I wish you all the best with it

I'm sure if you work hard you'll be able to move up. Maybe you can talk to a coach and ask them to move up? If more people agree with you, maybe it'll help

Nikki Aw, that sounds awesome! What kind of shop does he work at?

LAchick · 06-15-2009, 01:22 PM

It's a hardware store. I went back yesterday, I'll tell you, nobody's ever sounded that hot talking about bulbs

and it's so adorable, sometimes, he doesn't understand what I'm saying and he's like "Sorry, I...I don't understand"

Jordyn1234567 · 06-17-2009, 03:05 PM

I can't stop dreaming of Jonas and I haven't seen him in forever. I couldn't keep him out of my thoughts today. What is wrong with me?

**sweet_zelda** · 06-18-2009, 07:23 AM

Nikki that's really cute

Jordyn that happens

it's called missing someone...

LAchick · 06-18-2009, 07:34 AM

Jordyn, I used to ask myself the exact same question about Mark, it would drive me

But, meeting this guy, I've completely forgotten about him (though he'll always hold a place in my heart), and I realised that it was just the "what if?" that was bugging me, and the fact that the chapter wasn't closed properly. Basically, I just think that, in due time, everything will run it's course - whether it'll be you guys getting together, or your feelings for him dying.

I went back to see my mystery guy (I've taken to calling him that as I've yet to find out his name), and we were ttly checking each other out. There was this other guy in the store who was talking about bulbs (mystery man was helping me choose one) and we ttly zoned him out and just locked eyes

Also, I'm pretty sure the other guy (an Uncle/family friend) hinted at the fact that mystery man likes me!

Can't wait to see him again, I can't stop thinking about him

.

Jordyn1234567 · 06-19-2009, 03:00 PM

Nikki, the same thing happened to me last year. I was just so stunned that someone actually wanted me in that way with such strong need. I always found myself thinking "what if?" because I turned him down. Then I felt bad, and tried to contact him, but he never responded back to me. But after a while, he was erased from my mind. Time erased him. And then Jonas entered my life, and I forgot totally about him.

I just can't help but think how perfect we are for each other -- how much potential there is. I don't want to let that go. I need to give this a fair chance. I need to at least try it out. I can't cheat myself in that way. I can't give up.

Bulbs!

Oh Nikki!

LAchick · 06-19-2009, 03:48 PM

I know exactly what that's like, Jordyn. About a year and a half ago (I think. I lose track of time), i was crushing on this guy. We'd never spoken, but I'd pass him and just totally lose my self, praying one day that he'd notice me. So then, I go to the shop one day (this is after months of liking him) and see him. He starts flirting with me. I was just so stunned! Anyway, this went on for a few weeks until I saw him when he was with a bunch of his friends, and he said hi. My mind totally blanked and i just smiled and giggled. I don't know if his friends were busting him about the fact that, as they saw it, i ignored him, but i guess it bruised his ego (:rollseyes

and he's never spoken to me since.
I went through the same thing of feeling bad - for him and me. Soon enough, though, I totally forgot about him and i don't feel anthing for him now - though i still see him around - and it turns out that it was all for the best, 'coz he's turned into a total a**hole

What's so funny about bulbs?

Okay, so I'll admit it: I'm pretty certain (in fact, I know for damn sure) that I could've found the bulb I was looking for on my own. But, hell, hottie was there, asking if I needed any help, so I took advantage - shoot me!

Besides, his eyes are so hypnotic that I'm pretty sure i couldn't have said no even if I wanted to (which, believe me, I did not). GOD! He was standing so close to me (way closer than necessary if all he really wanted was to advise me on which bulb to choose

) and his smile's so freakin' gorgeous. And then the accent on top of that?

Going back to see him -- oops!

I mean: to pick something up for my mum (

) tomorrow. Hopefully we can get beyond silent eye-communication, flirtatious smiles and hardware advise *fingers crossed*

Will be back to gush tomorrow

Jordyn1234567 · 06-19-2009, 06:06 PM

Oh, Nikki, you make me laugh!

What does he look like? C'mon, now you've got to describe....

LAchick · 06-20-2009, 08:14 AM

Umm...let's see if I can do him justice...
Sandy blone hair, about...5, 9", gorgeous eyes, they're green but super light - amlost translucent. He had this

smile and sexy laugh (I went in today, and asked him about battereis. Apparently, the size I wanted does exist :b;ush: and he gave me this sweet "How adorable, you don't know battery sizes" smile

Have you ever felt someone staring at you so intensly, that you feel naked (

? That's kind of what I feel like when he looks at me. Whenever I see him, it puts me on this high - the other day, I literally ran down the road after i left the shop (and, of course, was out of sight lol) - that's how much energy I had

Jordyn1234567 · 06-20-2009, 09:54 AM

Aww, Nikki, you just made me fall in love with him

Sounds like my kinda guy

Too bad he's allllll the way across the Atlantic

I'm only kidding

And yes, I have felt like that before.

I remember Jonas stared at me so hard one time that for four days following, I still felt like he was watching me!

LAchick · 06-20-2009, 10:26 AM

...Yeah, and too bad he's already spoken for

...hopefully

That's exactly right, Jordyn! Every time I blinked I see him smiling, I deliberatle walk on the side of the road that his shop's on just in the hope of catching a glimpse of him.

I need more! At least his name, to start with

Jordyn1234567 · 06-21-2009, 07:40 AM

You know what? Yesterday my mother dragged me to Lowe's to buy bulbs, and I was reminded of you and the Bulb Boy

LAchick · 06-21-2009, 09:52 AM

Jordyn!

A development has been made!

I was getting a notebook, and he asked me if it was for school; I said yes and he asked me what grade I was in

and i was all 'what grade are you?' he said that he'd already finished and so i asked how old he was (I had a lot of confidence today

). He told me to guess, but I guessed too young and he started to laugh and then i asked how old he thought i was and he stepped back and was like 'hmm?' and he was staring at me soo hard, and his head was cocked to the side all adorably. Anyway, after he guessed (btw, he's much better at guessing ages than I am) i asked where he was from (remember i said he was italian? it was just a guess, but then the more i spoke to him (after i posted here) i realised that he wasnt italian and i was torn between russian and swedish (though leaning more towards russian) and then he was like 'my accents as muddled as i am'

and then he started telling me where his parents were born and where he was born

GAHH!!! I

HIM!

Jordyn1234567 · 06-21-2009, 04:42 PM

OMG!!

Where is he from? Accents are sexyy!!

LAchick · 06-22-2009, 02:41 AM

that's exactly what I did, Jordyn

his accent's pretty mixed but overall it's Russian. He was telling me that he isn't technically Russian, but he lived their most of his life, so has the accent and always speaks Russian. I was like "...And he's bilingual!"

I don't think I'll go back for a few days, though, my mum'll start getting suspicious about why I'm so eager to go to the hardware store