[lost lullaby]

Originally posted by Anabela I'm very depressed lately. Does anyone else get depressed around their birthdays? I can't stop crying.

Aww.. I get sad after my birthday usually. I don't know why I do, but I do.

Doing my homework, or at least trying to. I hate writing papers.

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Nellie

[Anabela]

Hi

I don't know what's wrong with me. I think it's my birthday. I am really depressed.
Little things are affecting me too much lately. Like, I missplaced a cd. I noticed I didn't know where the cd was and I started crying like there was no tomorrow. I don't even like the cd that much.
I hope it will all be better soon. This sucks.

Thank you for the hugs.

Nellie: good luck with the paper.

[lost lullaby]

again! I hope this "mood" passes quickly for you! Being/feeling depressed sucks.

And thanks for the luck! I'll def. need it!

How are you guys doing?

[Anabela]

Hi

My birthday is tomorrow. I can't wait for it to be over. I am not sure what I'll do but not leaving my room the whole day seems like a great idea. Or sneaking out of the house and spending the whole day alone. If I had sleeping pills, I would take a bunch of them so that I could sleep the whole day.
I just don't want to see anyone on my birthday.
I'm glad it will be over tomorrow.

I hope everybody else is feeling better than I am.

[lost lullaby]

Aww.. Happy Birthday hun! You shouldn't hole yourself up all day! If you don't wanna be around people, I think you should still just go out and collect your thoughts by yourself. And then treat yourself to some major man candy Or real candy. I find that both cheer me up considerably. Especially if both are enjoyed at the same time!

I wouldn't quite go down the sleeping pill road. If you really wanna make yourself fall asleep asap, I suggest Neocitrin. That stuff works wonders! When I was really, really sick the other year, I drank some and it was the weirdest experience. I was so sick that I couldn't fall asleep, but the Neocitrin like numbed my entire body so I couldn't move. I'd try to roll over but couldn't manage it.

[Anabela]

Hi

I had a weird birthday. I spent my birthday very depressed. But then, last night, my housemates threw me a surprise party.
I feel a lot better.

I hope everybody had a great weekend.

[lost lullaby]

Glad you had fun!

I'm seriously hating hotmail right now. *glares at it* I have some messages, but because the server is busy, I can't open any of them. Now, the page won't even load! It's been like this for an hour.

[Anabela]

Good luck with hotmail.
I don't have an hotmail. I'm a Yahoo girl and I never had problems opening my email.

[annette anne]

Hi everyone!

I was long ago here. Sorry, but I had suspicion of depression, and I still have. I was very bored and powerless... But now it's OK. In January I will go to London! My English is terrible, but I think, that I will advise.

I'm very happy - Christmas approach big steps! I have so many case on head! But I'm very happy

I have troubles with my heart I haven't luck in love, but what I can do? Just wait...

I'm glad, that I can see you again

=Ann=

[lost lullaby]

Hey Ann! It's good to see you again! It's been a while since you last posted. That's too bad that you're feeling sad. Hope that feeling goes away! London seems like a good remedy though. I wish I lived close enough to just go to the UK whenever! I'd be the happiest person ever! And you're English is good! I've got problems with my love life too. As in, my lack of a love life.

Yeah, X-mas is approaching. I'm not ready! I still have so much shopping to do! Have you guys finished the preps/shopping? I don't think we'll be getting a tree this year. I love having a tree because I love decorating it, but my family's going through a rough patch atm. So, I think in place of a huge tree, we're (my sisters and I) going buy a mini tree. We saw one at the store today.. hopefully we'll get it! It's so cute!

Random thing: Look at this smilie!! It makes me laugh everytime I see it!

[Anabela]

My family never had a christmas tree. Maybe it's because we're not christians so we don't care much about christmas.

My depression is getting better. It takes time, but I think I'm a lot better.

My love life is also crap.

Ann: it's so nice that you're going to London. I've always wanted to go to London.

I've already finished my Christmas shopping. I finished it last saturday. It was about time... It took me what seemed like forever.

[lost lullaby]

Hmm.. why has it been eerily quiet here?? Where'd all the Ev fans go?

[Anabela]

I'm still here. Busy with my best friend's birthday and all... But I'm still here.

I'm worried about this board. It seems too slow. Do you know the number of posts of the last weeks?

[lost lullaby]

Being me, I do have the post count for last week (well, from Dec. 6-12)

OK, the drawback of being me is that I can't find where I wrote it down. But I know it was something to the effect of 40 posts. I'm scared for this board too! I just don't know how to get people to post!

I'm actually trying something really stupid. I'm trying my hardest to get to 100 posts at Evboard.com so I can get a siggy and put in a link to this board. It could draw in people, but I'm so inactive there...

Hopefully this new soundtrack song and the Grammy nom will get more people in here!

[Anabela]

40 posts is very bad.

We need to make people post more. Maybe create new games, people like games.
I'll try to post more often, but sometimes I'm to busy opr I just forget.

A link in your sig in the evboard.com could be great, but do they allow it? I know that you can't do it in FF: to post links for other boards.

Maybe with the new song and the Grammy nomination, people will post more.