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Thanks for the new thread, girl!

I went out and got some sweets. Not for all at once, but I got bread pudding for now, mango peach cheesecake for tomorrow and a chocolate puffed wheat square for sometime too! Have you had bread pudding?

I mean talk shows where the subject was about wild kids and teens who would get sent to boot camp where they end up crying and then being good after

I don’t watch them now except rarely like Dr. Phil!

My SIL actually had a few siblings over, so it’s noisier than usual, very weird that the big family gathering is her family now and not my own family in our family house!

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I'm glad you got some sweets. Yes, and bread pudding is not for me.

Ah, like they used to have on A&E, but I can't remember the name of the show. The follow up shows they did showed 90% of them reverted as soon as they were out, and continued their bad behavior.

I like Dr. Phil. He has the education, common sense, and offers treatment or counseling to everyone.

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Oh yeah, that show is about them taking kids through a prison tour and the inmates there are told to really act it up to terrify them (inmates in real life usually act normal on a day to day basis since mostly they are just living a boring regular life )

I just have Bones I’m but not really paying attention except I still like Sweets, and I know that the word “phalanges” is the most common and frequently said word in the entire series. I almost feel like never calling them fingers again!

Yeah, but he waits til the last minutes to possibly problem solve and most of the show is the guests arguing with each other.

Yum, I warmed up the bread pudding and they even gave me cream to pour over it all

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I'm thinking about putting Zero Dark Thirty on. It's one of my all time favorite movies. I guess cause the lead actress is one I like now. (despite not knowing her name )

Criminal Minds skipped from season 7, to 11, and 11 is just too realistically gross for me, so I turned it off.

I'm glad you're enjoying the parts of Bones you're paying attention to. at phalanges. I guess things like that are what make characters quirky enough for us to like.

I hope you're enjoying your snack, too. I had some kettle corn.

I wonder if I can request a new body to replace this one.

I took my bedtime medicine just now. I need to get to sleep as early as possible ( wishing myself good luck with that, since I got up at 5pm ) so I can make my call tomorrow.

Got anything planned for tomorrow? Maybe something a little fun for you? Like, DVD's, or reading?

Did you ever finish the book about the girl you were reading the other day? I missed so much.

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I'm thinking about putting Zero Dark Thirty on. It's one of my all time favorite movies. I guess cause the lead actress is one I like now. (despite not knowing her name )

Criminal Minds skipped from season 7, to 11, and 11 is just too realistically gross for me, so I turned it off.

I'm glad you're enjoying the parts of Bones you're paying attention to. at phalanges. I guess things like that are what make characters quirky enough for us to like.

I hope you're enjoying your snack, too. I had some kettle corn.

I wonder if I can request a new body to replace this one.

I took my bedtime medicine just now. I need to get to sleep as early as possible ( wishing myself good luck with that, since I got up at 5pm ) so I can make my call tomorrow.

Got anything planned for tomorrow? Maybe something a little fun for you? Like, DVD's, or reading?

Did you ever finish the book about the girl you were reading the other day? I missed so much.


ETA-just found a small bottle of Bath and Body works Pretty As a Peach lotion. The only thing is though, they dry my skin out more than actual lotion.

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Youch! I got a small welt on the inside of my thigh which burns and hurts even tho I put aloe Vera on it! No idea why it arrived either, I wasn’t scratching there! sometimes they just sting!

I never saw that movie, isn’t it about torture? Jessica Chastain?

You can get a body transplant but you have to go to Stepford, CT! Oh and maybe you have to be married first! Or hope the aliens that create pod people will pick you and you will get a whole new body... except I think in both cases, you will have the body but not your soul.

I wish you could just heal your body, become a bionic woman!

I don’t have anything planned, maybe get groceries! But I do want to always read and color. I’m halfway through the book, the girl just escaped the psychiatric hospital somehow!

I’m watching Daria right now!

I’m being a woman and that makes me extra sleepy. I really don’t know why I’m taking a BC pill if it’s not stopping anything.

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Stinging seems really painful, and especially with aloe vera on it. Try some ice, or a cold cloth on it. Cold cures a lot of ails, especially thing like welts.

It involves torture, of terrorists, while trying to catch Osama Bin Laden. It's based on really finding Bin Laden, and killing him, but I'm not sure how deep a reality it is.

EEK Stepford! Man, the original move of the Stepford Wives traumatized me. Might be why I have always been so unconventional.

Go girl! I'm glad she got out of the asylum, but I always think the people will be re-trapped. Are you enjoying it?

Yeah, I still haven't colored, either. I did pick 2 pictures though, of cats, so picking them is half the battle. That gets my creativity of what colors to use going.

I'm on Criminal Minds marathon, but on a different channel.

Maybe ask your Dr. about stopping taking them? Have you found your new Dr. yet?


ETA-I just re-broke my finger, again.

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Yeah, well, the welt is still there, but now that the aloe Vera gel has dried it doesn’t hurt anymore, but it’s frustrating how they just come from nowhere... but it will end up looking like a scratch mark for a few days now.

And just think, I was actually raised in a religion where they expected me to basically be a stepford wife type myself! And the women around me were sort of like that!

Yeah, I’m enjoying the book cause it says there was a fire, and some kids died at the school but the suspected girl is missing and the book is illustrated with diary entries, video clip and doctor interviews and emails that slowly tell events which led up to the “event” so it’s all building up and the girl with two personalities has escaped. It’s all quite mysterious and she is afraid to sleep cause this scary girl and house in her dreams are trying to stalk or attack her.

I asked my Dr. about trying a different one or a larger amount and she said there are shots but they can make you gain weight so she doesn’t want to really use that. Plus she somehow got her records to show I just started it in November when I really started it two years ago in November. I renewed it last November with another person so now she wants me to wait longer cause she’s going by a record someone screwed up.

No, I haven’t gotten a new doctor yet. I have a feeling with a doctor shortage, it would be a long process.

How did you rebreak it?? ouch!

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That sounds like a really good book. Does it just tell about the video clip, and Dr's, or, do you actually have to work to read it, or to fully understand it? Do you think she'd get caught, and stuck in the asylum again? Or, is she dreaming while in the asylum?

Well, you'll never get another Dr, and suffer the same crap over and over, by your own choice, if you don't even bother to start the process. You have to start a process to accomplish anything in life, or, you choose to live the same way you always have. If you don't ever want solutions, or don't want different treatments, then, stick with what you have. No point in starting with the process, unless you want change. Right? I know it feels overwhelming, and bothersome.

I'm not sure-I just know it started to hurt, and I can't bend it again. I guess it's like when I broke my foot years ago. I didn't feel it, I just heard it. I must have a high tolerance for pain now.

Law and Order: Criminal Intent is on now. It's one of my favorite, but I really should be sleeping. I've been sleeping about 10 hours at a time.

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Yeah it’s like an illustrated books of journal entries looking like they are all pasted in a case file. And the video is transcribed and doctor and police interviews are also transcribed. You just read through it as the countdown days keep getting closer to the day of the fire. And the girl disappeared and I’m thinking she disappeared the same way another girl disappeared during a Halloween party before.. something to do with the dark arts, but I don’t have the answers yet! It’s called “The Dead House”. She is dreaming and sometimes they can’t wake her up evenvtho it seems the dreams are dangerous to her!

Yeah, I know, I’m gonna try to get her to give me referrals to see someone else who might have more expertise

It’s just dumb how she thinks I’m not in any way autistic cause of my eye contact when there is so much more to it than that from my past and present that aren’t obvious things like eye contact etc. Like I don’t know or am wrong about myself who knows me best!

I’ve never broken any bones so I don’t know how you can take the pain of it. Maybe the Dr, needs to check that out, it seems it’s never gonna heal on its own.

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Dreams like that must be terrifying for her. Still confused-do you have to go to a site and listen to and watch the video, or is it just written. Yeah, my blondeness is showing. Are you reading it online, or actual book form? The illustrations must be awesome.

Again, you have to start the process, or you're stuck with her. Do you have to have a written referral? I'd think you could choose your own Dr;s. If it weren't for my insurance, I'd be able to pick any Dr. I want. I guess things must just be different there?

There is nothing the Dr. can do. Even in the hospital, they told me if I tape it to another finger-that's all I can do. I've been doing that. It's a pain in the neck, too. I have to un-tape it, then re-tape it, every time I wash my hands.

Okay, my meds are causing me to do a lot of backspacing. I'm going to try sleep while I'm drowsy. Otherwise, I'll start other things online, and not sleep till morning.

Sleep tight, and lots of hugs and love for you. I'm glad I got to see you.

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For the video, it’s like a written description of what’s happening in the video clips and a “paused” photo of the video. It’s all in a real book you read, no corresponding website (although I haven’t checked even tho there was a reference to a website address in the book ) yeah, it’s kinda cool cause it’s not a traditional written story, just like reading a case file that describes things that happened up to the tragic event that keeps you guessing and wondering!

Ugh. Just talking about doctor switching and not feeling believed makes me feel upset. Not a good idea to talk about it before bed. But I am sooo tired, I think I can probably sleep 10 Hours myself tonight

Love you too and lots of hugs. Hope you can sleep through the breaking of a finger too, see you tomorrow I hope and check about the chest pain!

Meliana

That's scary you're getting chest pains, Kim. I hope it's nothing serious!

I get the feeling Leanne you find facing doing things stressful, so you put them off eventhough you suffer for doing that. Even getting a new phone, as well as getting a different doctor. However I know you can face those tasks as you've done lots recently with regard to changing your jobs around. You have the time now to face these tasks, and maybe reward yourself with something everytime you get a task on the way completed.

Your finger never seems to heal properly, Kim.

Such a busy day for me. I have the library and I'll have to rush home early for my son's sports day. Later he has tuition, and then rushing straight off to a school meeting this evening. Hopefully I'll get a run in after that. We're going to have to have dinner on the move.

Little_Stewie

TFTNT! You guys are amazing....