Sunrise at Midnight

No! She was doing better! it's not right, she was post chemo, we were gonna celebrate... I'm stunned. I can't believe this.


Thank you Chris for letting us know.

Define Obsession

Reading Dani's recent thoughts is difficult and yet comforting as well. Just knowing she was questioning what it was all for and wondering what her future held. Man, this is tough. R.I.P. Dani. See you on the flip side

Sunrise at Midnight

I still can't believe it. It just doesn't seem real.

LLamacorn In Training

prayers to Dani's family and her friends.

BlackSapphire

Love and thoughts to her family and friends, also her friends.

Think we have all shredded a tear when we read the news on here.

Donna K.

meraki

So sad to hear this. My thoughts go her family and friends.

Jade Lizabetta Lautner

My thoughts and prayers go to her family and friends.

i never learn

her last post in this thread is heartbreaking and unfair! like, she was SUPPOSED to have more. wtf?! i mean, to feel guilty for it being that easy and then... *CRUSHED*

Sunrise at Midnight

I know that what's making it even harder, if I understand the timeline correctly she passed not to long after posting that.

There are so many things it could have been, a heart can undergo increadiable stress with chemo, it could have been a infection that wasn't found in time, it simply could have been just her time. So many unanswered questions.


I'm struggling with the guilt she was feeling because now I'm feeling guilty for still being here after all the things that have gone wrong with me. It's just not right how cancer screws with lives.

i never learn

aww, don't feel guilty bb! i think if anything, that's the last way you should feel. i know my mom has ptsd, which is actually common for cancer survivors/fighters, but to question why you are still here or even emotionally abuse yourself over what we can't control is not the way to go imo. i just hope dani resolved that before she passed... because those aren't the last thoughts anyone should be contemplating before they go.

i'm just sad for her because she said, it can't be this easy. it's just heartbreaking. battling that and then thinking you won and then it's over. I'M SO SAD FOR HER!!! I HOPE SHE WAS HAPPY BEFORE SHE PASSED. I HOPE SHE'S AT PEACE!

BlackSapphire

Sometimes, it affects other worse, and you are one of the lucky ones, don't you dare feel guilty about that, but I know you will because your heart is made of pure gold.
She fought real tough sweetie, and so are you and we will be here supporting you no matter what.
I've got tears in my eyes typing.. Just hang in there darling. We love you

Bec =)

Kali, please don't beat yourself up and feel guilty for still being on Earth when Dani has moved on to Paradise outside Earth.

You just never know when it's the time to go. I notice a lot of people my age (late 20s through early 30s) are dying, and not of drug overdose or alcohol... Or anything that was a result of that, like drunk driving. They're suffering legitimate diseases and maybe even cancer.

It makes me feel a bit torn about my procedure tomorrow, but I know if I get diagnosed with something, it could very well prevent or slow down the cancerous growth if there is any.

Define Obsession

I'm praying for all of you as you undergo procedures and treatments. I hope you can be as strong as Dani was. She was amazing like that. She died last Monday morning Aussie time so, I'll have to when she posted last but yeah very close in timing I think. I too feel it could have been an infection that had went unnoticed too long but truly I have no real idea

Sunrise at Midnight

hugs and love for everyone.


Dani was a fighter for sure! Warrior Princess, Shining Light of Hope. Just simply put amazing.

She understood the power of the simple words " this sucks " and how you could never really make someone else understand that while, yes, we're batteling, we can still function, not 100% but we can manage. It's that Fight Like a Girl motto.

I still can't believe she is no longer with us. It's comforting to know she passed peacefully in her sleep and that she got to hear the words last chemo, to have that hope of being cured.

I've been going over everything my doctors have ever told me bout aml and it's many different subtypes... I keep coming back to one of the first things they ever told me " make arrangements" I think at first when they tell you this you're thinking it's just something they say to everyone because that have have to. They tell you anything can happen and each treatment can bring different results and compilations but I don't think we ever fully process it because it seems unthinkable.

Treatmant can wear a body down quickly so it could have been one of many things or it could have been several things that caused it. I personally have had some heart related side effects and a kidney infection that was never fully found but suecssufelly treated because I was lucky and had an pain that alerted me. If I hadn't had that pain, it would have gone undetected.

There are just so many what ifs...