[tender looks]

TFTNT, good title.

Sorry about being smart before. I wasn't in the mood for it either, until I read the best House spoiler of my life, now I need to run around screaming.

This is why reading spoilers is worth it sometimes, when you've had a s**t day, reading a really good one can totally change your mood around.

[Violent Delights]

It's okay, Cat plus that was all i could think of

[tender looks]

Turns out the spoiler may not mean what I thought it did, now I'm all confused, damn it I did not need this at the end of today.

Oh goody, my father just got in and he is pissed, if he comes in and bugs me I will FLIP OUT.

[Violent Delights]

I didn't want to say 'what if'

Aww crap

[tender looks]

**** HIM, SERIOUSLY. We know this guy who goes to the football and last week his daughter died of, guess the **** what, cancer. She was only in her mid thirties. Of course I'm sorry for him and it's really tragic and I know how he's feeling atm. But I never really knew his daughter at all, I couldn't have named her if I'd passed her in the street, and we're not super close with this guy or anything. My dad is really, not my mum and I. Well my dad just came in and said he'd like us all to attend the burial at the cemetery next week, and got all offended and huffy when I said I didn't really want to. Jesus Christ, my aunt died just over a month ago and we went through absolute hell and the funeral was torture, ****ing pardon me if I don't want to have to face all of that again, especially for a woman I don't think I ever even spoke to. I just couldn't do it. I get the impression he's more upset about this than he was about his own sister-in-law, insensitive wanker. He's really upset me and it just brought all the memories back and I'm crying and shaking now. I ****ing can't stand him sometimes, especially with a drink.

[~Amore~]

so sorry twin its your choice if you go, and you didnt even know the woman as you said, so you have no obligation to go, your an adult, its your choice. Im sorry that he upset you twin, he's being very insensitive

[Violent Delights]

I wouldn't want to go either, Cat especially not so soon

Hey Bec

[tender looks]

He had the cheek to say it offended him when I said no. Offend HIM, how effing DARE he? What about ME and the hell I've suffered over the past 5/6 months and the fact that the pain is still very raw, obviously that doesn't come in to it. I am so ****ing ANGRY right now.

[Violent Delights]

I get it, they always change their tune when it's something that they want

[~Amore~]

yep, stupid parents

hey Dave how are u?

[tender looks]

If it wasn't for the fact that it's almost 2am and my mother is asleep, I could have really given him something to be offended about, created a proper scene. As it was I just told him to get the hell out my room, that I didn't want to talk about it any further.

I'm going to bed to stew in my fury and depression, I might stay there all day. Talk later guys.

[~Amore~]

dont let him get to you twin, he's the one in the wrong here, not you
sleep well, talk later

[BOK]

Morning! Have a great day

[silver lining]

Hi everyone.

[tender looks]

Today is a new day, I'm pretending yesterday didn't happen.

I'm trying to avoid Strictly spoilers because I haven't seen it yet, it's recorded and I'll watch it after the X Factor results later tonight, it's the only way I'll be able to keep up with both shows.