Kendra Luehr

My Will and I have been misbehaving again. xD She pointed out to me how we always seem to write angst on the weekdays and smut on the weekends, so GUESS WHAT TIME IT IS? lmao

I survived...

Also, this is unrelated, but it's super interesting! I never noticed Will and Jack's faces were in the credits, too!

Have you seen Will? — hannibal-facts: Source: [x]

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It's the first thing I noticed about the intro Hugh's face is impossible to mistake, same as Mads, they both have a strong jaw, Laurence I noticed right away too, what I also noticed is that there's no Caroline

Kendra Luehr

Omg, I got so many responses from this anon, and it was weird, cuz what?? lol

I survived...

Especially since a Hannigram shipper reblogged it. I had no idea madnizilla liked Will/Abigail, but apparently she does.

Also, I don't normally like age play, but there was actually something touching/sweet about the idea of Will trying to give Abigail the childhood she lost (it's a headcanon, not a fic): http://mresundance.tumblr.com/post/1...-ever-find-the

Omg, well...I'm guilty of fast-forwarding through the credits all the time, so that might be why I never noticed. I probably only watched it in its entirety once. I'm not surprised there's no Caroline, cuz I think they wanted to show the power struggle/power play between those three men. :/

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Yep, no girl power allowed in this show, not even in the intro we see the 3 guys faces but not the female lead, even if she's credited before Laurence...

Kendra Luehr

They had the female regulars' names, but it's not like that's unique from any other show. I'm assuming Caroline's name came first cuz it was in alphabetical order? I honestly never noticed. People were all excited about Gillian's name being in the credits (they posted it on nbchannibal or whatever), but I don't see how that's a big deal. I hope she survives. :/ And I feel like if Abigail had had a different storyline (like having her on the plane with Hannibal, as originally planned), she would've ended up dead in S3 as yet another standoff between Will and Hannibal. They seem obsessed with using Abigail against Will, or ANY female against Will, and I'm getting sick of it. OH HEY, WILL LIKES BEV AS A FRIEND, LET'S KILL HER. OH HEY, WILL THINKS ALANA'S HOT, LET'S ALMOST KILL HER IN S1 AND MAYBE ALMOST KILL HER IN S2. Cripes, it's just old. And now of course we'll have to see Hannibal's "sad sap" backstory, so who even knows how that'll turn out? I know Mischa dies, obviously, so I'm not mad about THAT manpain since it's canon, but God only knows if Will's going to try and kill Chiyoh to add to Hannibal's manpain. :/ It's like nobody's creative anymore, cuz it's happening on ALL my shows. Kinda feels like the writers of these shows are intentionally doing it to piss people off, cuz the timing's terrible. -_-

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I think we'll be seeing Gillian in the opening credits after Caroline..
I don't think Will will hurt Chiyoh, that's what she thinks, besides she has a rifle and she probably disarmed Will just in case, you see he has his hands up and she's close to him with a rifle. Will is there to find out where's Hannibal and maybe to find more about his past.

Kendra Luehr

Really? Idk, cuz I only saw it as a screen cap. Maybe I should look back at the credits and actually pay attention this time. xD I'm due for watching another episode anyway. Last time I did was too depressed afterward, so I put it off until...well, now, I guess. xD If I decide to watch. Speaking of watching, I saw a gif-set of Aperitif, and noticed how GJH leaned his head against Abigail like Hannibal did in 2x13. So I don't really think it was for affection's sake as much as parallels, cuz Idk, I just can't accept love/affection when there's so much ABUSE involved. -_-

She has a rifle? I don't remember that. Of course, I didn't bother rewatching the trailer since it upset me at first. I think it'd be expected if Will tried to hurt Chiyoh, and I'd like to think when he said "I forgive you," he means he won't be going to the same type of petty vengeance. He'll (hopefully) try a more honorable tactic to bring down Hannibal, so we can only hope his plan with Jack is 10x better than last season's. lol Regardless, I'm already really liking Chiyoh, so I hope she won't be killed. :/ Especially since there'll be like no women left before long.

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I haven't seen an ep since the finale

Kendra Luehr

I don't blame you. :/ I wouldn't be re-watching if it weren't for the fact I write for Abigail. Memories of your character can fade, so it's good to re-watch every now and then...and the other day someone went on anon and told me I'm the best Abigail on Tumblr (YEAH, RIGHT), so now I feel extra pressure to be good at what I do, ayyyy. :S So I think I'll rewatch Abigail's scenes in 1x9 today since that's where I left off. Pain. Pain. PAAAAIN. lol Anyway, I don't plan on re-watching anything from S2 ever, cuz f&ck off with that noise. It's surprising how many roleplayers despise S2, because I was beginning to feel like most everyone loved it. I have to wonder what Imane thought of it, or if she even finished S2. A lot of people didn't.

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Yeah I get that. I miss Imane and Jazmine!

Kendra Luehr

This song takes me back to high school. *sigh* FEELING OLD AGAIN. x3 lol Also, some creepy old man was hitting on me at a bar last night. :/ And I found out I'm a year older than his daughter!



I rewatched 1x9 (or at least, the scenes involving Abigail), and I really don't see why Bryan's calling her evil. Whenever it showed the flashback of Abigail going up the aisle to sit with that girl (forgot her name), her chin quivered before she could recompose herself. In that moment, she had NO REASON to put up an innocent front, so that's how she was actually feeling -- she didn't want to do it, but in her mind she had to. I could see why people would assume she was just acting innocent when she was talking to everyone else, but like I said, that was a bare, raw moment where nobody was watching her. *aggressively wants somebody else to write Abigail's scenes in S3* I VOLUNTEER!!! lol

Same! Is it possible that Jazmine will ever come back? :/

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Nope, Jazmine deleted
Maybe Bryan was making a reference to Abigail lying to Jack about Nic Boyle and she kept lying about helping his father to kill these girls, she could've talked to the police instead of helping him, but Jack knew it, she could fool Alana but he knew it from the start, even before Will, remember Will walks in in Hannibal's office in 1.02 (or 3) and he tells Hannibal Jack thinks Abigail helped Hobbs killing these girls, he was right. I wish he had been so fast with Hannibal! but then Will knows it in 1.09, he was just in denial that Abigail did that, and Hannibal brainwashes him to not say anything to protect her as they are her 'fathers'

Kendra Luehr

Painful gif-set of PAAAIN. lol

http://fairestoswin.tumblr.com/post/85413233182

Oh. I knew she was going to be away for a while, but I didn't know she deleted! Is there any way to contact her? I know she had a Tumblr (and was always looking at Gillian's tag), but Idk her username. Do you happen to know it?

Yeah, I remember. It's funny how these characters seem blind to the people they care about or are friends with, cuz Will clearly wants to believe Abigail's some pure vision of goodness, while Jack's blinded by his friendship with Hannibal. Or maybe not, cuz there were some moments where he aggressively side-eyed him. But for the most part, yeah. Idk though, I can't trust anything Bryan says, so God only knows what he meant. :/ And even if that IS what he meant, I don't entirely agree. It's very easy for us to say "She should've told the cops!" because we haven't been traumatized and, let's face it, she probably had some type of Stockholm Syndrome for her dad. So even though she was scared out of her mind, she also loved and pitied him. It's too complicated to say, "Oh, she's evil," because she made the wrong choice. Anyway, I didn't hear the interview (I guess it was Paley Feast?), but all I know is some audience member said they loved how Abigail was grey area and you can't tell what side she truly lies on, and Bryan corrected with, "No, she's evil." :/ I've been re-watching, and I'm more convinced than ever that she's not a bad person. She was pained by hurting those girls, and she had nightmares because she has a conscience. True sociopaths don't feel remorse at all. :/ At least Caroline was smart and said, "But it's not her fault." THANK YOU, CAROLINE. YET AGAIN KNOWING MORE THAN THE WRITERS.

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Yes, she had a Tumblr but I don't remember it I'll look in my old pms, I hope I didn't delete them (because back then I wasn't a mod so my inbox was pretty limited and I had to keep deleting messages, now it has a bigger space for more messages) if I can find it I hope she didn't delete her Tumblr

Idk how to define Abigail tbh

Kendra Luehr

It makes me angry that so many great songs are coming from that stupid 50 Shades of Sh&t movie, but oh well, sharing this one anyway!



Oh, noyyyce (as in nice xD), I didn't know mods got bigger inboxes! Though that makes sense, considering how you have to potentially deal with everybody on the board. :3 I hope so, too! If I knew she contributed to the Gillian Anderson tag it might be easier to find her, but I think she just stalks it. :/ Oh gosh, I hope not, too! I never saw the reason why she left, but I'm assuming it's cuz she was so busy. :/

LoL I don't think a lot of people can define most of the characters on this show, but I'm trying. xD I've got so many fun (and not-so-fun) headcanons now. Somebody asked me last night if I (as in Abigail) took long or short showers, and if she liked bubble baths. So I got to headcanon Abigail's bathing habits.