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Kyrumption (Cordy♥Angel) #242: @karazma: #Cangel forever. ❤

Welcome to the 242nd Cordy and Angel Appreciation Thread!

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You're Welcome

Cordelia turns to leave Angel, but suddenly changes her mind. Angel hearing her say "One for the road." turns around smiling and kisses her. Cordelia rests her hand softly on Angel's face and they stand quietly for a moment in the embrace until the phone rings. He whispers that he doesn't have to get that, but Cordelia insists that he does. As Angel turns around to answer the phone Cordelia uses her last breath to say "Oh, and you're welcome."
Birthday

In this episode Cordelia is given the chance to realize her dreams of becoming a superstar. But not all is right in the parallel universe and even with fame and fortune she senses it. When she finds a clue to the world she had been living in she finds Angel alone in a dark room, suffering from the visions that were meant to be hers. As she gets down on her knees, sympathizing like she always has with Angel's needs, she leans forward and kisses him.
Waiting in the Wings

Angel and Cordelia take a night out on the town and entertainment takes the form of classical dance, or that was what it started out as. In the end, they stumble upon two souls of old lovers and they are possessed. In this particular heated moment Cordelia leans forward and whispers, "I'm only alive when you're inside of me." and while this scene may be an act, it's effects stay with Angel the rest of the evening.
Deep Down

After being entombed and sent to the bottom of the ocean, Angel's sanity is quickly slipping away from him and he starts to dream. In this dream he relives the night Cordelia asked him to meet her at the bluff, only this time everything is right. Cordelia looks out at the ocean and remarks that the sceneic area is beautiful. Angel's gaze never waivers from her as he replies, "Yes... It is."
Parting Gifts

First kisses. There's nothing like them. Full of lust, want, and desire. Unless you're Cordelia and Angel. In this case Cordelia has just been promoted to Vision Girl and she is doing everything in her power to get rid of "it". Cordelia presses her lips to Angel's and he quickly pulls away, claiming she is acting out of greif; an act we would all agree he regrets later down the road.
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"I've got you."
Season One
Cordelia: "Are you still all... Grr?"
Angel: "Yeah... There's not actually a cure for that."
Cordelia: "Right."

- City of...
Angel: "Cordelia, do have any idea just how precious you are?"
- Sense and Sensitivity
Angel: "You got peanut butter on the bed."
Cordelia: "Really? I don't think so. I'll look. (goes to check; walks back in) Angel, at some point in the recent history you got peanut
butter on your bed, and it's gross. I think you're gonna have to change the sheets."
Angel: "I don't eat."
Cordelia: "Well, then I don't even wanna know how it got there."

- RM W/A VU
Angel: "Cordelia, I'm gonna fix this. I promise. I'm gonna get you back. I need you back."
- To Shanshu in L.A.
Cordelia: "I never doubted for a minute you'd find me."
- Parting Gifts
Season Two
Cordy: "Yeah. We all got a little cocky, didn't we? It's gonna be a long while until you work your way
out - but I know you well enough to know you will... And I'll be with you until you do."

- Judgement
Cordy: "See his file? (Angel leans down as if to get a better look at the screen but instead starts smelling Cordy's hair)
He has Visa, MasterCard and a problem;
he's our target audience. But if you want to be rude, I guess it's your shop... Angel? (Angel is touching her hair) What are
you…? What are you...? personal bubble. (she jumps off her chair and away from Angel) Personal bubble!"
Wesley: "I need to speak to you, man to man. Cordelia, you may not want to be here for this. Was it something I did?"
Cordy: "He was feeling my hair."

- Dear Boy
Angel: "What we were. And I also know what she's going through. And unlike me,
maybe she won't have to go through it alone."
Cordy: "You're not alone."

- Darla
Cordy: "What are you doing here?"
Angel: "I heard about Wesley."
Cordy: "Well, that's great. Too bad it takes a gunshot wound to make you give a crap. Wesley doesn't
need you right now.
We don't need you. You walked away. Do us a favor and just stay away."
(Angel watches her walk away.)

- The Thin Dead Line
Angel: "You took all the books."
Cordy: "Yeah, well, you got the waffle iron. Hey! No! You can't take this, I-I-I'm in the middle of it.
(Puts the book back on the shelf and shoves a phonebook at him) Here, take this one."
Angel: "Don't make me move you."
Wesley: "Give him the book, Cordelia. Just give him the damn thing! Let him get the hell out."
Cordy: "(Shoving the book to Angel's chest) Here. I don't even know what you are anymore."
Angel: "I'm a vampire. Look it up."
Cordy: "What a jerk."

- Reprise
Cordy: "I love you."
(Angel smiles.)
Cordy: "And you ought to do that more often."
Angel: "Buy you food?"
Cordy: "Smile."

- Dead End
Cordy: "Stop. Stop the fight. Don't hurt him. Stop. I love him. I love him."
Angel: "You love me?"
Cordy: "Not you, dumb ass! Him (meaning Groo)! I love him!"
Angel: "Oh."
Cordy: "Lay down your weapons! Silas is dead. All priests have been defeated. Any guard who harms a human from
this day forth shall have to answer to me!"
Angel: "You love me, too, right?"
Cordy: "Are you okay? Did he hurt you?"
Angel: "As a friend and co-worker."
Cordy: "Can I get some medical attention around here, people?"
Angel: "Maybe love is too strong a term."

- There's No Place Like Plrtz Glrb
Season Three
Angel: "Easy, baby, what'd you see?"
- Heartthrob
Angel: "Maybe he can make the noise stop."
Cordy: "Yeah."
Angel: "Isn't that what you want?"
Cordy: "Yes! No. Well, no. Sure I hate looking and feeling
like this, but - if I lose the visions, I wouldn't be able to
help you anymore. You wouldn't need me."
Angel: "That's not why I need you. You're important."

- That Vision Thing
Cordy: "Angel, what you did for me was unbelievably selfless - and brave, and amazing.
And it's so great to know that the next vision I have will just be blindingly painful and not turn
me into Elephant-man or anything."
Angel: "I hear a big 'but' coming."
Cordy: "But what if that guy you freed is someone or something that's truly terrible? Wolfram
and Hart won this time and it's all my fault."
Angel: "It's not about winning, Cordelia, it's about what's at stake.
And in this particular scenario you were way more important
than winning."

- That Vision Thing
Cordy: "She's got the big puppy love. I mean, who wouldn't?
You're handsome, and brave, and heroic (Cordelia notices Angel's
smug expression) - emotionally stunted, erratic, prone to turning
evil and, lets face it, a eunuch."
Angel: "Hey, how can you... I'm not a eunuch."
Cordy: "Angel, it's just a figure of speech."
Angel: "Find a better one."
Cordy: "I just mean that sex is a no-no for you. Because of this whole
'if you know perfect bliss you'll turn evil' curse. Really no cure for that, huh?

- Carpe Noctem
Angel: "I'm gonna miss her. She was just this nice, quiet kind of crazy. I found that - soothing."
Cordy: "And what? I'm not soothing? I can be soothing. I could soothe your ass off, pal."

- Fredless
Cordy: "Has someone been putting vodka in your blood?"
Angel: "(laughing) See? You're funny! And I, well I get off a good one
every once in a while, but you..."
Cordy: "Angel, are you trying to say you love me?"
Angel: "What?"
Cordy: "I love you too."
Angel: "You do? When did this..?"
Cordy: "(yelling) Angel loves me! I love him!"
Angel: "Oh, my god!"
Cordy: "You guys love us and we love you."
Fred, Wes and Gunn chorus: "We love you Angel."
Cordy: "They were all saying it earlier. Just in case this prophecy comes
true and we all die. You're not gonna wanna hug, are you?"
Angel: "(clearing his throat and shifting) No."
Cordy: "God knows we've been through a lot together."
Angel: "That's really all I was trying to say, that we've been through
so much together, you and me, as friends. You've seen the good,
and the not so good."
Cordy: "Just like you have in me. And for the record: the good
I've seen far outweighs the bad."

- Offspring
Angel spins around, yelling: "No, you're not listening! Cordelia is not a champion. She is a rich girl
from Sunnydale who likes to play superhero. She doesn't have what it takes to
do this! Don't the Powers get that? Stop whispering and listen to me, damn it!
She's weak. You're killing her. She's unconscious, and she's alone. Who knows if she's in pain?"
Voices: "It is angry. It is afraid."
Angel: "I'm more afraid of her dying than she is. What is that?"

- Birthday
Cordy: "You don't remember me, do you?"
Angel: "I was there. I wanted to die. But - but I was - was afraid to die. So afraid to die. One seven one."
Cordy: "Shh, Angel, it's okay. Everything is gonna be okay."

- Birthday

(Cordelia and Angel are lying in bed with Connor.)
Cordy: "I'm just saying a boat."
Angel: "No. College fund."
Cordy: "Yes. College fund and pay our bills and put a down payment on a boat."
Angel: "We're not getting a boat."
Cordy: "Hmm, they're fun."
Angel: "They're expensive. And when would I go on this boat, hmm?"
Cordy: "Moonlight sails. - Okay. - College fund - pay our bills - and rent a ski condo in Aspen."
Angel: "Ski condo?"
Cordy: "There's got to be some fun in our lives."
Angel: "Hmm - I like a ski condo."
Cordy: "Sure. Snow. Trees. Chipmunk robots on ice..."
Angel: "Chipmunk robots... - on ice..."

- Provider
Angel: "What have I got to offer her?"
Lorne: "Do I even have to answer that? You just have to act, Angel. You
gotta let her know what's brewing inside. 'cause, man,
it's real and - and you don't wanna miss that shot!"

- Waiting in the Wings
Cordy: "I want you to undress me."
Angel: "(shocked) You what?"
Cordy: "It's just another costume. I want you to see who I really am.
You're the only one who can."
Angel: "I... This isn't us. Cordelia (licks his lips) we're acting this out. Someone is..."
Cordy: "Whoa! Did - did I actually just ask you to undress me?"
Angel: "Is that what you want?"
Cordy: "What if he finds us?"
Angel: "I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of anything."
Cordy: "(whispering) I'm only alive when you're inside me."

- Waiting in the Wings
Cordy: "Hi. It's me."
Angel: "Hi! Cor. How are you?"
Cordy: "I'm good. You?"
Angel: "I'm pretty good."
Cordy: "Uhm, Angel, I sort of need to talk to you, in person."
Angel: "Is it something - bad?"
Cordy: "No! No, it's something good. I think. Well, it sort of depends on how you feel."
Angel: "About what?"
Cordy: "Well, about me."

- Tomorrow
"Were we in love?"

"I need Cordy."

Reasons
Because Cordy thinks Angel's "salty goodness."~ Never Kill A boy On the First Date 1x05
Because Cordy wanted to ask Angel if he felt like dancing ~ When She Was Bad 2x01
Because He was so stalking Cordelia and enjoying it.
Because Angel smiles when he sees her in the dumpster
Because they are sitting really close together.
Because Cordy clinging to Angel.

Because Angel allows the clinging.
Because Angel going with Cordy on her drive home. ~ Some Assembly Required 2x02
Because Cordy hugs Angel after Buffy rescued her because she knew he would save them.
Because Angel lets her hug him(did anyone else notice that he does not point out that Buffy did the rescuing).~ Reptile Boy 2x05
Because she keeps him company while they are waiting for their dates to show.
Because she makes him smile and laugh (with car humor)
Because he is having a great time...until Buffy shows up.
Because he apparently stays at the Bronze with Cordy and does not run after Buffy.
Because she calls him a "cuddly" vampire.
Because she says he is a care bear with fangs
Because Angel always seems more comfortable with her than most of the others.
Because she calls Angel "a good vampire".
Because Cordelia seemed to genuinely like Angel~ Halloween 2x02
Because Angelus tackles Cordelia.~ Killed By Death 2x18
Because Angel Smiles when he sees her at the Party
Because Angel goes to Cordy at the party and tells her it’s "Nice to see a familiar face.
Because he saved her life from Russell Winters, that balcony jump was amazing.
Because patch up scene #1! Touching, with the hands.
Because Angel killed Russell so he couldn't come after Cordy.
Because the talk at the end of City of when Cordy sets up Angel Investigations and Angel lets her stay.
Because that smile exchange as he hands her the box.
Because Angel recognizes that Cordy is "a hottie". ~ City Of 1x01
Because Angel always appreciates Cordelia’s perspective". ~ Lonely Hearts 1x02
Because Cordy worries about Angel when he was looking for Spike and he had not came back yet.
Because Cordy's worry for Angel when she finds out Spike has him.
Because Cordy's name is the name Angel calls out when they come to rescue him.
Because Cordy looks after Angel in the van and worries that he might get dusted in the sun.
Because the way he looks up at her when she is taking care of her
Because she wanted to take him to the hospital
Because she runs to him on the beach to check if he's okay. ~ In the Dark 1x03
Because Cordy calls Angel "cuddly" again.
Because the computer scene.~ I Fall To Pieces 1x04
Because Cordy goes to Angel when her apartment gets infested.
Because she checks out Angel who is only wearing a towel.
Because Cordy stays the night, in Angel's bed.
Because the exchange in the morning over the peanut butter.
Because he didn't want her to stay in a haunted apartment even if her staying with him would drive him crazy.
Because of all the touching with the hands during the excercism scene
Because Cordelia grabbed and clung to Angel when the thugs came into her apartment ~ Rm w/a Vu 1x05
Because she is upset with him for not being sensitive to her feelings
Because he tries to make up with her by trying to act more sensitive
Because Angel wants to hug Cordy.
Because Angel thinks Cordy is "precious". ~ Sense and Sensitivity 1x06
Because he scrambles to stand when she comes into the room
Because Angel checks out Cordy in her black dress.
Because Angel hassles her date in a slightly jealous/protective way.
Because Cordy tells Angel: "Now I expect a guy to be all brave and interesting. And it's your fault!"
Because they looked coupley during the scene when Harry and Richard first show up
Because Cordy likes the way Angel's clothes look on him.~ The Bachelor Party 1x07
Because she was worried about his brooding after Buffy's visit.
Because Cordy doesn't want Angel to die by shutting off the device.
Because Cordy and Angel hold each other. ~ Hero 1x09
Because Angel watched Cordy and worries how she's doing after Doyle's death.
Because Cordy says she'll be there for him.
Because Cordy kisses Angel.
Because Angel takes his time in pulling away.
Because Cordy's Angel's seer, there to help him in his mission.
Because Angel won't let Cordy get hurt.
Because she hugged him when he was in vamp face.
Because he let her and kind of hugs her back.
Because Cordy never doubted for a minute he'd find her.
Because Angel makes Cordy breakfast. ~ Parting Gifts 1x10
Because Cordy defends Angel when Wesley accuses him of killing again.
Because she won't turn on him because of his past.
Because Cordy helps chain Angel to the bed. (What? We liked it. )
Because the rooftop talk.~ Somnambulist 1x11
Because Angel enjoyed sneaking up on her and startling her
Because Angel tells Cordy she looks nice.
Because Angel seems upset that she has been dating.
Because Angel wants to know why he hasn't met him.
Because Angel was worried when she did not show up for work and goes to check on her.
Because Angel tells Cordy: "You're not alone."
Because Angel beats Wilson up for her
Because Angel bought her magazines.
Because Angel seemed very happy she's back (he seems to have missed her...awwww).
Because the conversation at the end when Cordy says she knows she has people who care about her. ~ Expecting 1x12
Because Cordy bakes at Angel's place.
Because Angel probably cleaned up the mess she made when she was baking
Because it looks like Cordy is wearing one of Angel's shirts.
Because Cordy tells Angel he doesn't have to be stoic about Doyle's death with her. ~ I Got You under My Skin 1x14
Because Cordy worries that Angel's been out all night
Because Cordy tells Angel "We weren't going to let anything happen to you." after they rescue him. ~ The Ring 1x 16
Because of the patch up scene; she worries that he could get hurt again. ~ War Zone 1x20
Because Angel gets her humor and thinks it is funny.
Because she thinks "he's cool"
Because Cordy worries that Angel could die.
Because Cordy tries a way to make Angel want things in life.
Because she offers him a donut with cream filling
Because she buys him art supplies
Because Angel is her "really good friend".
Because Angel runs to Cordy when he hears about the constant vision she's having.
Because he considers himself her family.
Because of the hospital scene with Angel holding Cordy's hand.
Because of these words: Angel: Cordelia - I'm gonna fix this. - Promise. - I'm gonna get you back. - I need you back.
Because Angel tells Gunn Cordy means "a lot" to him.
Because he cuts off Lindsey's hand so he can save Cordy with the scroll.
Because Angel was the first person she looked at when she regained consciousness and his name it the first thing she said.
Because of that smile when Cordy wakes.
Because Angel touching Cordy's face.
Because Cordy hands Angel his blood and tells him to not be embarrassed.
Because Angel had always liked Cordy even at her Sunnydale snarkiest.
Because Cordy is happy that Angel will become human.
Because Cordy wanted to break out the champagne and celebrate when they learned Angel will become human.~ To Shanshu In L.A. 1x22
Because Cordy got Angel to open up about his doubts and insecurities without any coaxing whatsoever.
Because it will take awhile for Angel to become human, but she knows he will.
Because she promises to be there for him when he shanshus.
Because she wants to hear him sing. ~ Judgment 2x01
Because Cordy experiments with new tastes for Angel's blood.
Because he lets her experiment with new tastes for his blood. ~ Are You Now Or Have You Ever Been 2x02
Because Cordy worries for Angel when he acts strangely.
Because he let Cordy Drive his car ~ First Impressions 2x03
Because Angel is totally charmed when she says "You can't fire me, I'm vision girl." and sticks her tongue out at him.
Because Cordy patches Angel up, buttons his shirt for him and pats him on the knee.
Because these words: "Don't bone my boss." ~ Untouched 2x04
Because Angel smells and strokes Cordy's hair. ~ Dear Boy 2x05
Because Cordelia imitates Angel spinning in his chair..."Hey, look at me. I'm Angel!"
Because Cordelia imitates Angel brooding.
Because she says she loves Angel and everything. ~ Guise Will Be Guise 2x06
Because Cordy was really hurt when Angel fired her. ~ Redefinition 2x11
Because Angel seems hurt when Cordy says they don't need him. ~ Thin Dead Line 2x14
Because the sexual tension in the book scene is through the roof. ~ Reprise 2x15
Because Cordy is the one Angel is most desperate to get to.
Because Angel's smile when he saves Cordy and asks if she's okay.
Because the end scene when Angel catches Cordy and says "I've got you."
Because it’s Cordy's say so that gets Angel accepted back into the team.
Because Cordy says "Maybe he should drive?" ~ Epiphany 2x16
Because Angel is hurt when Cordy says they're not friends.
Because he wanted to buy her flowers.
Because Angel wants into Cordy's "affections".
Because when he finds out that Harmony is a vampire and is in Cordy's apartment he rushes over there to 'save' her.
Because the look they share when Harmony is annoying Wesley
Because Angel tries to go along with Cordy over Harmony to get on her good side
Because he is afraid for Cordy to find out that he shagged Darla
Because the clothes dance they did. With the kissing, bouncing and hugging.
Because he knows the way to this woman's heart: new clothes! ~ Disharmony 2x17
Because Angel holds Cordy during and after her horrific vision as she cries.
Because Angel buys Cordy lots of food so he won't upset her by asking what she wants.
Because the "I love you" from Cordy because of this.
Because the smile it causes.
Because Cordy says he ought to do that more often...Smile
Because Angel worries that Cordy's still in pain. ~ Dead End 2x18
Because Angel takes Cordy and the gang out for dinner to celebrate her acting job.
Because he doesn't want her to get famous and leave him.
Because Cordy gets Angel out of a possibly embarrassing situation.
Because Angel goes to the commercial shoot and takes a lot of double takes at Cordy in her bikini.
Because when the director is offensive towards Cordy Angel gets angry and protective.
Because he even offers to rip the guys head off.
Because of the look on his face and his actions when he tells Wesley and Gunn about the shell bikini
Because Angel apologizes for embarrassing her.
Because Cordy tells him that she embarrassed herself.
Because Angel trusts Cordy's instincts. ~ Belonging 2x19
Because Angel panics when he can't find Cordy.
Because Angel says, "I just got her back."
Because Angel tells Wes:" I don't wanna research, all right?! I wanna jump through the big swirly hole thingy and save Cordelia."
Because Angel says (meaningfully) "It's Cordy."
Because Angel organizes a way to get to Pylea to get Cordy, even though he may ever be able to get back.
Because he counts the hours in which they are not together. ~ Over the Rainbow 2x20
Because Angel takes a good look at Cordy in her princess outfit.
Because Cordy tells Angel - "You look good." ~ Through the Looking Glass 2x21
Because Angel threatens a guard with violence when he insults Cordy.
Because Angel is emotionally "moved" by the idea that Cordy loves him.
Because he seemed kinda hurt that she was not talking about him.
Because Cordy leaves being a princess and Groo behind to go home with Angel.
Because Angel wanted to be the one to say it... ~ There’s No Place Like PG 2x22
Because of the smile he gives her when she opens the door screams then realizes it is him.
Because of that hug.
Because he called her baby.
Because only Cordy can see something is bothering Angel.
Because Angel tells her about her the story about James, Elizabeth, Darla and himself.
Because Angel knows there is something on her mind.
Because she wouldn't leave his side.
Because she feels safe with him.
Because James can see that Angel loves Cordy
Because James does not believe that Cordy ISN'T the women Angel loves
Because the smile exchange in the last scene. ~ Heartthrob 3x01
Because he compared her to a car....now we know its love!
Because he thinks she is way more important than winning.
Because Angel thinks Cordy is of great significance.
Because nothing or no one will prevent him from saving her.
Because she makes him waffles to thank him even though she knows he is not a foodie
Because of his smile when she makes him the waffles ~ That Vision Thing 3x02
Because she wrote his apology to Merle for him.
Because one smile from him could convince her to do anything.
Because he is upset that she put him on the lists of suspects
Because he tries to convince her he did not kill Merle
Because of the smirk on her face as he is trying to convince her. He bought donuts, would he have brought donuts if he were going to kill Merl?
Because she was afraid for him to go to face Gunn's old gang all alone.
Because she seemed kinda jealous of over Angel's chippies.~ That Old Gang Of Me 3x03
Because she thinks that angel is handsome, and brave, and heroic...emotionally stunted, erratic, prone to turning evil and, lets face it, a eunuch.
Because Angel wants Cordy to find a better figure of speech than calling him a eunuch.
Because of the way jealous and possessive way he behaves when Cordy is "interviewing” the guys at the health club.
Because Marcus coming on to Cordy in Angel's body is too funny
Because Cordy is jealous of Angel's cheap blondes even if she don't know it
Because Cordelia tazers Marcus and asks Angel if he is alright ~ Carpe Noctem 3x04
Because he cares about her opinions of him.
Because he gets hurt when she jokes around and calls him fat.
Because he was all excited for her to patch him up.
Because she can "soothe his ass off."
Because she her hand on his chest.
Because she helped him up and he held her close and tried to protect her.~ Fredless 3x05
Because of the first training session…with the trust and all that closeness
Because Angel says, "Don't stiffen up" and Cordelia replies, “Yeah, you either."
Because he wants to be the only one to save her.
Because she pins him against the wall.
Because he says "Go team" when she pins him.
Because he'd do it again.
Because she said his demon-ness made him almost noble...in a dark and disturbing kind of way
Because she is used to being creeped out and comforted at the same time and he gets that ~ Billy 3x06
Because Cordelia put plastic flowers in the basement to brighten it up for him a little.
Because he's been around a long time and has never known anyone like her.
Because she is afraid she hurt him when she punched him in the face
Because he lies and tells her she can't hurt him and even smiles so she won't feel bad.
Because he turns away so she won't see that she hurt him.
Because of all the touching during the training session
Because its kyerumption, it's destiny, its written in the stars.
Because they've got Moira.
Because even "crazy" Fred could see it.
Because he looked at her when he remembered he could someday become a normal man.
Because he is watching her after his talk with Fred
Because of the whole conversation after she catches him watching her.
Because she is a women and he is a man...pire.
Because Cordy loves Angel and He loves her.
Because she wants to know if he is gonna want to hug.
Because they have seen the best in each other.
Because he apologizes for lying and tries to explain why he slept with Darla
Because he cares more about her feelings then Darla's welfare. ~ 3x7 Offspring
"I'm more afraid of her dying than she is."
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TY for the new thread.

We should've done it yesterday, I should have, cause how cool would it have been to start the new thread on CC's birthday?

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We should've done it yesterday, I should have, cause how cool would it have been to start the new thread on CC's birthday?
Aw, that would've been cute.



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Thanks for the new thread. Love the title.

That scene will always be one of my favorites. Him pretending like it didn't hurt and then seeing it actually did.
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I love him pretending to be all macho here.
Love that. He's always gotta be the big strong, invincible manpire.
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Love that. He's always gotta be the big strong, invincible manpire.
Yep. He was definitely trying to show off for her. He wanted her to think he was a tough guy.

I love when Angel tries to impress Cordy and then fumbles at it and Dorky-Angel comes out.
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That scenes is one of my favorites of Cangel. I loved it. I love how Angel could take hits from all types of bad guys and doesn't flinch but when Cordelia hits him he actually checks to se if he broke anything.
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Here's a major Dorky-Angel alert:


https://sydneybristowe.tumblr.com/po.../fredless-3x05

Angel clearly loved Cordy's touch.
I wonder if he'd intentionally get himself injured or more injured just to give her the excuse to touch him.

BTW, remember a bit ago when we were discussing how BAers reach for arguments to support that the ship still exists in AtS and I mentioned a post I wasn't able to resist reblogging to rebut on Tumblr?
At the time I'd tried to find it and thought it was lost as I kept hitting a dead end scrolling through my blog but while searching for that 'Fredless' GIf Set, I found the sucker:

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Here's a major Dorky-Angel alert:
He's so excited to get his wounds patched up.

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I wonder if he'd intentionally get himself injured or more injured just to give her the excuse to touch him.
I'm weak for fic where he does that.

With the curse, I can sadly see him being touch starved enough to do that. Like, even if he's not quite aware that he's doing it.

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Welp, S5 did prey on SBers & BAers for ratings.

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The only reason he wasn’t shown grieving Cordy was because Joss wanted nothing to do with her after Charisma got pregnant but in any case, that doesn’t mean it he didn’t. Angel has never been the type to openly express emotion.

It IS there, it’s subtle but it’s there. Even while still in the coma he was, again by his own admission, lost without her and that more lively persona she’d brought out in him was buried with her.
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I feel like Angel's OOC behavior in S5 is also due to how much he misses Cordy and how lost he is without her. He can't have Cordy so he throws himself into his old fantasies, and tries to cling back onto Buffy & their past romance (but that doesn't make him happy anymore, and he's still hollow inside).

And like we spoke about in here before, and as was stated in the comics, Angel & the rest not speaking about her was because it was simply too painful. (I refuse to believe anything else. I mean, even shipping aside, the Fang Gang were her family. They loved loved her and wouldn't just up and forget that like everything was fine and dandy.)

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DB's delivery of this line guts me. You can feel how much Cordy's death has wounded him, wounded all of them, and they're still ripped open and bleeding and there is this awful pain hanging over than them, that hasn't even begun to heal.

I don't even think Angel would've taken the job at W&H if he wasn't so messed up over Cordy & Connor and so desperate to save them. Maybe he even thought W&H could do more for Cordy with all their resources and magics and that's how he could get her back.

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How desperate he must've been to have her back...when he knows, he knows how dangerous resurrection is.
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I'm weak for fic where he does that.

With the curse, I can sadly see him being touch starved enough to do that. Like, even if he's not quite aware that he's doing it.
True, poor baby.

WITW suggests that Cordelia was sexually frustrated. She implies that prior to Groo's arrival the most she'd been touched since Wilson was Dennis bathing her with a loofah which is totally understandable and whether or not she experimented with self-pleasuring is up in the air but there is no exploration of it on Angel's part despite it being a lot more obvious.

If the curse having been broken by an illusion in 'Awakening' is any indication then it might not be not entirely safe for him to even self-pleasure. How horrible for him.

There is a Tumblr post that considers the idea of an asexual Cordelia and how it would make her a safe partner for Angel and honestly, I'm a bit surprised that Wilson didn't convert her as such. Emphasis on "a bit", of course, we know Cordelia Chase always gets back up after being knocked down until Jasmine. She even addressed this in a cut segment of the 'Got my guy back on track' line in YW:

"Don't make it hard. Angel. I'm just on a different road, and this is my off-ramp. You don't know what kind of hell I've been through; I couldn't tough that one out anymore. The Powers That Be owed me one. And I didn't waste it. Got my boy back on track."
(This comes from the 'You're Welcome' script book, it was once shared by a former poster in this thread and yeah, it had her initially using the term 'boy' instead of 'guy')



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I feel like Angel's OOC behavior in S5 is also due to how much he misses Cordy and how lost he is without her. He can't have Cordy so he throws himself into his old fantasies, and tries to cling back onto Buffy & their past romance (but that doesn't make him happy anymore, and he's still hollow inside).
Exactly, I've said this before, but I am 100% convinced that the BA kiss in 'Chosen' was another Darla thing, a numb Angel desperately trying to feel something, anything.

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And like we spoke about in here before, and as was stated in the comics, Angel & the rest not speaking about her was because it was simply too painful. (I refuse to believe anything else. I mean, even shipping aside, the Fang Gang were her family. They loved loved her and wouldn't just up and forget that like everything was fine and dandy.)
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DB's delivery of this line guts me. You can feel how much Cordy's death has wounded him, wounded all of them, and they're still ripped open and bleeding and there is this awful pain hanging over than them, that hasn't even begun to heal.
He was completely reliving Cordy's possession and death during the Fred/Illyria thing.
Perhaps I am reaching a little too far with this one but in 'Shells' when he berates Illyria for taking "something precious from us" I got the feeling that he was talking about Cordy, not Fred as much affection as he had for Fred.

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I don't even think Angel would've taken the job at W&H if he wasn't so messed up over Cordy & Connor and so desperate to save them. Maybe he even thought W&H could do more for Cordy with all their resources and magics and that's how he could get her back.
He definitely took the job for Cordy and Connor, that was his bargain to the senior partners and in his messed up state of mind, he probably was desperate enough to try W&H's resources on Cordy's coma.

That expression he has while looking down at the love of his life wrapped in explosives....

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I forgot about that. Ouch. Do you have that panel available?
I don't but I do have the exact dialogue.

FAITH: Angel, when Cordelia died, you had everyone at Jacoby, Meyers and Satan working for you. In a world that still had magic. If it coulda been done, you'da done it then.

ANGEL: It's not that cut and dried. There have always been resurrection spells. Wolfram and Hart had dozens. They just aren't used much, because they're hard...dangerous...and they only work on the body. The soul's a whole different thing. You end up with a zombie...or worse.


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How desperate he must've been to have her back...when he knows, he knows how dangerous resurrection is.
The dialogue suggests that the danger involved and apparent low probability of a non-zombie result is exactly the reason he didn't go through with it.
Hopefully, he also considered that she was at peace and free from ever having to suffer again.
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IA about the Bangel kiss in Chosen being about Angel trying to feel something because he was so numb. I would also say that was the Nina thing to. All of season 5 is Angel just being numb to everything except for YW. I don't think your reaching at all and IA that the Illyria thing hit Angel hard because of what happened to Cordelia. I think in away he was reliving it all over again and it opened all those old wounds again. Angel definitely was hoping W&H would be able to bring Cordy back. They helped him with Connor so I think he thought they would be able to help him with her to. It's sad to me that Angel has to live with the knowlage that of all the people he saved Cordy was one of the people he couldn't. My Cangel heart breaks for him.
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If the curse having been broken by an illusion in 'Awakening' is any indication then it might not be not entirely safe for him to even self-pleasure. How horrible for him.
But I thought the curse was more about sharing sex with someone he loved than just self himself? I don't think self-pleasuring would ever be a soul losing event. That's how he slept with Darla & Nina. No perfect happiness.

Plus Angel lost his soul after sex, when he was holding Buffy in his arms as they slept. So IDEK if it was the sex itself, more so just how close he felt to her and the peace he'd found with her.

I tend to favor the theory that once he knows about the curse, he can never achieve perfect happiness again, really, b/c in the back of his mind he always knows Angelus is a risk therefore dampening the happiness.

The curse is stupid anyway. Why would Jenny's people create a loop hole that'd allow Angelus to get free and kill again? Plus, they were only ever punishing Angel/Liam, not Angelus.

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There is a Tumblr post that considers the idea of an asexual Cordelia and how it would make her a safe partner for Angel and honestly, I'm a bit surprised that Wilson didn't convert her as such.
I don't think people can convert to asexual? I'm not an expert, but I think asexuals, generally, don't experience sexual attraction to anyone, and we know Cordy does ("Salty goodness" her staring at Xander in the speedo, etc). I think an aversion to sex due to trauma/a bad experience is entirely different.

I'd like to see that post, though, the idea of an asexual Cordy is interesting.

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Exactly, I've said this before, but I am 100% convinced that the BA kiss in 'Chosen' was another Darla thing, a numb Angel desperately trying to feel something, anything.
IA. And while I think a part of him will always love Buffy, I don't think it was the same all consuming love anymore.

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You don't know what kind of hell I've been through; I couldn't tough that one out anymore.
That hurts so much. And it's so true. We as the viewers never even found out 100% everything Jasmine and her followers did to her. And what we saw/do know was already horrific.
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He was completely reliving Cordy's possession and death during the Fred/Illyria thing.
Perhaps I am reaching a little too far with this one but in 'Shells' when he berates Illyria for taking "something precious from us" I got the feeling that he was talking about Cordy, not Fred as much affection as he had for Fred.
I don't think you're reading into it, because like you said, Fred was causing them to re-live what happened to Cordy all over again. Both Cordy & Fred were precious and were taken from their AI fam, so I think he was essentially saying it about both.

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That expression he has while looking down at the love of his life wrapped in explosives....
I've almost repressed that scene because it just hurts too much to think of. I could've gone my whole life without ever having to see that.

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I hadn't seen it for myself at the time I'd written that Tumblr post so it's not as specific as I'd imagined.
I think what's important is that he doesn't correct Faith or deny it when she says 'If it coulda been done, you'da done it then'

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The dialogue suggests that the danger involved and apparent low probability of a non-zombie result is exactly the reason he didn't go through with it.
Yeah, that's what I'm thinking. He has experience knowing what it's like to be brought back from the dead, when Darla was brought back, and all the ways it can go wrong etc. I don't doubt he wanted to do it, but knew it was too dangerous/was not the best thing for her.



An "open wound" . That's exactly what it was and he was bleeding all S5.

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But I thought the curse was more about sharing sex with someone he loved than just self himself? I don't think self-pleasuring would ever be a soul losing event. That's how he slept with Darla & Nina. No perfect happiness.

Plus Angel lost his soul after sex, when he was holding Buffy in his arms as they slept. So IDEK if it was the sex itself, more so just how close he felt to her and the peace he'd found with her.
He didn't even self-pleasure in 'Awakening', the curse was broke then based on an illusion of shared sex with someone he loved so if he had a powerful enough fantasy while self-pleasuring...that was my point.
Considering the illusion was induced, however, perhaps there is a significant difference.

Personally, because Buffy proved that it was about the person not achieving orgasm contrary to Cordy's own (possibly denial induced) misconception, it stands to reason sex needn't be involved.

I love fanfics, that explore this.
One of the published novels actually does it as well and I found it brilliant.

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I tend to favor the theory that once he knows about the curse, he can never achieve perfect happiness again, really, b/c in the back of his mind he always knows Angelus is a risk therefore dampening the happiness.
Exactly the reason I believe Angel could never bring himself to pursue a romantic relationship with Cordy and that Connor didn't break the curse because Angel knew to keep his happiness in check.

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The curse is stupid anyway. Why would Jenny's people create a loop hole that'd allow Angelus to get free and kill again? Plus, they were only ever punishing Angel/Liam, not Angelus.
True, the curse is a Catch 22 because Angel's soul is what gave him the capacity to love and achieve that kind of happiness.
On the other hand, that also makes the curse a double edge sword. Having that capacity only to be forced to deny himself the reward is a torture in itself.

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I don't think people can convert to asexual? I'm not an expert, but I think asexuals, generally, don't experience sexual attraction to anyone, and we know Cordy does ("Salty goodness" her staring at Xander in the speedo, etc). I think an aversion to sex due to trauma/a bad experience is entirely different.
Well when you put it that way, now I feel like an idiot.

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I'd like to see that post, though, the idea of an asexual Cordy is interesting.
https://sympathyfrthedevil.tumblr.co...lia-meta-and-i

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That hurts so much. And it's so true. We as the viewers never even found out 100% everything Jasmine and her followers did to her. And what we saw/do know was already horrific.
I'd never considered that.
Although she establishes that she was aware of the entire possession, we have no idea just what effect it had on her but just knowing that she was a prisoner in her own body, able to see and feel what it was doing to her family but not be able to control it, to stop it leaves little to the imagination.

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I don't think you're reading into it, because like you said, Fred was causing them to re-live what happened to Cordy all over again. Both Cordy & Fred were precious and were taken from their AI fam, so I think he was essentially saying it about both.
I can dig that.

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I've almost repressed that scene because it just hurts too much to think of. I could've gone my whole life without ever having to see that.
Same. It also helps that I've only watched it the one time.

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I think what's important is that he doesn't correct Faith or deny it when she says 'If it coulda been done, you'da done it then'
IA.

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Yeah, that's what I'm thinking. He has experience knowing what it's like to be brought back from the dead, when Darla was brought back, and all the ways it can go wrong etc. I don't doubt he wanted to do it, but knew it was too dangerous/was not the best thing for her.
Exactly, and if Buffy shared the details of her resurrection, most notably her severe disorientation and depression in their off-screen reunion, that would have been a turn off for him as well. No way in hell he'd put his Cordy through that.

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An "open wound" . That's exactly what it was and he was bleeding all S5.
I've got rest of that bit:


This isn't canon but still
Part of me is glad that it isn't because I prefer ATS where he tells her to her face that he loves her, in the present tense and because in this comic series he's apparently looking to appeal to the Kalderashs to release him from the curse so he can be with Nina.
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