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My minds a bit of a mess at the moment. I'm dealing with the news by drinking all the time... my grandad asked we act normal around him so I'm fake happy around him and constantly breaking down away from him. Me and Luke are due to go on holiday in just under 2 weeks and I'm petrified of him dying whilst I'm away. I'm stressed and can't focus on anything. I was meant to back to posting by now but decided to take another week off to work on my mentality, I don't want to risk my posts coming across as detached all the time.
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So Sorry to hear that, hun...
And thats not a good thing to do, but undestand why you deal with that like that... That cant be easy at all to do that, mostly like you said you just wanna break down... Hope you guys are going, think it will be good for you both... But Absolutely get why your scared...
Take all the time you need... And that sounds like a good idea... Your mentality comes first and besides we are all gonna be here, when you get back...