Well, now I think of it, not saying I don't have any insecurities, but perhaps it isn't as bad as I am thinking. Maybe it's just a personality thing. I am not much a girly girl, always have been a tomboy. I hate shopping, would never wear any make-up, and don't own any dresses or jewelry.
I am too matter of fact and not the flirting type. Or do any sweet talking. xD Not sure where this is going or my point HAHA, but I am happy and this is just how I am. And I shouldn't be concerned with following the norm. I think with so much pressure from people with such traditional mindsets are making me more insecure. You know? lol