what strikes me is how allison also comes across as 'cute' as opposed to the other supermodels and 'drop dead gorgeous' types the show had
but the thing is 'cute' is what people like more because you can talk to them, rather than be running away from someone that you think is too good for you
With that to account for, she must have had very little self awareness of herself, especially in light of the potential kinks shes been alleged into doing
Another question is people change/ reinvent themselves as they got older, her recent photos (on instagram and twitter) suggest that shes been trying to stay the same (lookswise). maybe the cult tapped into that lack of self awareness and brought out an extremely dark side of the person
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