Thanks
Ekua.....
I'm sorry dear. You and I both are still grieving. Even if you have stuffed it ,it is still there. This kind of profound loss takes time. Plus you are in a new demanding job and your stressing over finding your someone. That is a lot. You might consider counseling but I know that takes time and energy which is tough to drum up. It really can help though. You won't always feel this way
If stupid Jason would show up that would help too
Ugg I was so ridiculously stressed yesterday... maybe got 2 hours sleep....feel like I will get sick with no sleep so I am bummed too
I am praying I can throw off anything and just enjoy myself. It's 4:20 am here in a minute I am going to get dressed and go out in the rain to drive with podad to the airport. Hold down the fort. I'll check in .
xxoo