I always look on the bright side.
After each 'episode' I am motivated to see what we could do better next time. It's what keeps us going. I feel parents who have kiddos with special needs are the strongest ever. These children display the same behaviors at home every so often. This parent tries to always find a pattern because she has to believe there is one for her own sanity. This has truly been my calling.
Being a special education teacher brings me joy!